pastorsvoice: Poverty all around me!

pastorsvoice: Poverty all around me!: While sitting here eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with a cold glass of milk I realize that all my life Poverty been all around me...

Poverty all around me!

While sitting here eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with a cold glass of milk I realize that all my life Poverty been all around me for my life! This is when you know it has it hands on your family! you have salt no pepper! Gravy but no rice. Kool aid  but no sugar. Bread but no butter. Month but no money. You want to answer your phone but glad you have caller ID! See in our world people don't kill themself  because they are broke! We was born that way! Yes came in this world owing a bill that was put in your name before you was born! Poverty!

 Poverty has no skin color. No size or no gender! People don't like to admit it but when you have lived in this life you don't really know how broke your family is until you go out your neighborhood and realize your tv was not lying! Out of my neighborhood people live different than I knew they have cars when we have a bus! Wow a cab that is yellow but our train got many colors on it! Riding a train how cool is that? Never knew we was poor when them food stamps hit boy we ate shrimps and crab legs too! A T-Bone steak on Friday night! You stop poverty is what? Most people feel like we have it so bad!

The only time we hate this place when we are broke no food stamps then it gets hard to live but next month its n and popping! lol Poverty! A life we live!

pastorsvoice: Where is my head?

pastorsvoice: Where is my head?:   Love, what a word! How long would people fool themself with this emotion? Yes emotion! This emotion is the worst and most hurtful thing to...

Where is my head?

 Love, what a word! How long would people fool themself with this emotion? Yes emotion! This emotion is the worst and most hurtful thing to deal with! This emotion has brought down kingdoms, torn up homes, put people out of business, killed friendships, and made people get slapped for you! Will make you go to McDonald's and tear the place down just for the love of a cheeseburger! Now ask yourself, where is my head? 

Am I just a cookie jar filled with this love emotion? Listen, I love the Hebrew definition of love. It says "TO GIVE," not an emotion! Something we Americans never will do! Because our heads are stuck in emotion! We don't want to offend anyone because it might hurt their feelings! Now we have LAWS that protect people's feelings.

We are a maze in our own minds trap by a system that was designed for us to fail! Wake up and see the system for what it really is! Peace, pastorsvoice Shalum Shalom! 

widow maker

WIDOW MAKER: How many know what that is? Heck, I didn't know until I woke up on March 23,2026 in the Mayo Clinic with five machines hooked up on me, a pump in my chest, and three probes in my neck. YES, all this was shocking! A widow maker is just what it says: my wife is supposed to be a widow! And I'm supposed to be six feet under! I had the worst one of a heart attack! And its name is THE WIDOW MAKER! Four of my organs shut down! Heart, Kidneys, Lungs, Liver! My brain was the only thing working! They had a pump in my chest and in my groin area called an Impella. The Impella sped up my blood flow, and the dialysis machine was circulating my blood. And this was 24hours!

 I had so many wires on me I felt like I was a machine! This doctor took three sharp monitors with a knife while I was awake and under a picnic table sprayed with disinfectant no joke, I'm not making this up! And he jammed them in my neck with no painkiller, no numbing of my neck, and I begged him to stop; it hurt that much! All my strength was gone; I lay there helpless and in pain! The hospital gave me painkillers after I got back from his place! I lay in that bed for so long I got bed sores and a blood sore on my head!

This is me before my heart attack I really miss me but I'm still here and I'm back at blogging so enjoy the ride! pastorsvoice! Shalum shalom!
  

pastorsvoice: WE have rights

pastorsvoice: WE have rights:   We have rights, RIGHTS? Or not? Wow, looking at this, I ask myself: do I have rights as a man? I won't even go and ask if I have right...