bad judgement

 

Shalum to all today Wed. Nov:22 2023 All of you who read this blog really this happened on this day as I type this blog holding my tears I say to you that my heart is heavy and today I need a shoulder to cry on! For three days I was helpless watching my wife in this hospital bed and nothing I could do to change it! Three years ago I witnessed with my own eyes and my own hands when I  prayed for my wife in the name of Yahuah! And she was delivered 

Now three years later we are in Georgia at Coffee Regional Medical Center for the same thing I prayed for three years ago!
 Now you Christian we do not need the bull that you give when you don't have a clue but trying to act like you have the answers to the problem! Now these are facts! You know how when you watch a movie and see the person get mad at god in the movie and say things that they are sorry for later? Well, trust me it is for real! This really happens to people! Because it just happened to me!

I was angry and I said a lot of stuff that my attitude felt at that time! My mouth was so big and bad that I said "If you kill me at least I know I died for the truth!" Please listen to me no matter how right you feel but after a while when you calm down you will see just how wrong we are! All that we were taught about how Yahuah do things was Lies! We were taught that when he heals you that same sickness can not come back right? Because you were healed completely! The Christian's first words will be God never healed you! And this is why I don't follow them! Because they think their way is the only way! They are a bunch of Pharisees! SMH!

No Stop telling me lies because at this point they got me saying he lied to me! And the Ruach spoke and said "You can be healed and allow a new door to open and it attacks the same area that was healed and now that hole in your soul needs some more healing! Because what you asked for was done! But the hole in your soul is still wide open! And it needs looking after! Heal old wounds before you bleed on someone who never hurt you! Like Yahuah! Shalum to all pastorsvoice!