so close

so close Screaming in this land need to make a brave stand. Most movement goes in the favor of the bless and hell is for the rest. All my flight it’s me against the world! See all the time looking over my back wondering where the next knife coming from over and over it try to take me out but one step ahead of the bull that come and come keep it flowing not knowing how close oh so close but we were two people of the same kind but my mind stop believing that all might be with me but when time got close oh so close like a shadow in the night you was gone! but i ain’t mad at ya! just know that so close is not good enough! kiss my bugs!

Off My Chest 1 a Daughter’s point of view

Somethings just cant stay on your chest, i guess we know this and in high school life was like sniffing boxes of roses completely ignoring the problems but we knew they were there and often the only thing we worried about was what we’re going to wear but then you wonder why your parents so stressed because they got bills you gotta eat and they’re trying to give you the best, its not only you your brothers and sisters too but your not the one to pry and often your the one to cry no one knows the dreams i have at night how i dream of better days to come, their so big they give me a fright but i know its reality i can put my parents in a nice house no worries no problems little sister in school math work she’ll solve’em my thoughts are every where but they work they’re way down to my chest, in my chest i have to get this off my HEART. a daughter’s point of view

post 66 real spit!

post 66 real spit! I hate the hustle because it has no future no promise no freedom but I have no choice! just trying to just survive. I know how much you like to judge a preacher and you all say you have back slide on your faith!Let me deliver! You basically is what your leader say but what if I show you a better way to help you to get what you can’t comprehend Jesus called you because of what you have to offer why is it when you got save you became a molded christian not a saint for Christ! See Jesus never said the way to me is your way he told his followers if they are not against me then they are for me. My methods you might not agree! but in Rome do as the Romans. Not in their custom but in their way to get thing to agree! Oneness right! OK get this when you get in a church you become what your pastor is! Well if that’s good if that’s your way! But my way is clear I must help people who your holy-er than thou way some one got to get in the ditch but your church and faith would never let you get your hands dirty!But i can because what ever I become or what you may think my road is to do my job and if some don’t like the way of this preacher!Well keep on judging and i’ll keep writing and see you in heaven because one way or another we both will be there just one won’t stay! see ya soon!Oh P.S MERRY CHRISTMAS!

POOR MAN DESTINY

poor man destiny All in this world you think that you know how hard it is.But you don’t know! Here’s a look in a poor’s man life in the south! Tonight no rhymes just strait words with truth! How would you feel here on Christmas eve you look your child in the eye and say you won’t have nothing for Christmas! For all of you who have a good bank account it’s easy to say will she just have to wait! Or she have to understand! Well what about if check is spent out to bills and trying to stay in a rented house that at any time you and your wife two kids got to go!Yes it’s easy to say Merry Christmas when you have! But when you don’t have how merry is it to wake up and still don’t have.Or you should be grateful to be alive?Why because the life that you live will still rape you each day with no mercy and no justice! and no one cares! Set up to fail thats my destiny! And you can come with all the words you want! But in the end you will still sit in your nice house having a warm good Christmas!And we will still be waiting on a check that we know we won’t get not one red nickel out of just to keep a place to call home! peace! this is real {ME}

SHOW YOUR SELF

show your self! this is what you get! Truth or dare? Makes me totally aware that everywhere life is now and i’m there!Just see how will you still read after you see me.Yes picture tells a million tales on a life that now i’m going to propel in this life prison cell that say we black males is set up to fail no matter how much we excel.NO that’s not my mail this story in a nut shell! Look at me and what you see just a man that finally is not ashamed of who he maybe! Just words in s brain that need to get out! Feed me or free me your choice?

LOST FOR WORDS

lost for words can you find them? Why would you say i’m lost for words but you still is talking.Try to give me some non-making sense of your mind!Ok watch I will find your words and read your mind! RUM RUM what in you mind comes this way that way you can’t say you can read my mind because you don’t have one! I don’t allow that when my mind is lock ! Now see what you got!All that you just read but is in your mind lost for words well I found them! peace pastorsvoice merry christmas! he's breath is hot!

INTIMIDATION STOP THE MADNESS

intimidation stop the madness Lots of the time I stay not on side per-say but on this one I do draw the line. True piece here.One day a man came home looked on the lap top and seen his phone pictures.But before you say so what! See his phone had already been stolen.Most don’t think this should piss him off but to be intimidated! On his Google + page with no phone but your phone post a picture! People in this day fell if they be brass or act like they don’t care most would be afraid of them. Listen stop fooling your self! Many is not taking this bull no more!Wait don’t think it’s the 80′s hey its 2011 in few 1 and 2.Look all is being said is this>[wack to my tick tac get bold you get back round and round we go this year we take no moe .Stop the madness a' bully' man i had it!See don't live by rules, That's is made just for you. See to be a bully now you meet you defeat! just piss off