COGNAC BLUES

   Cognac blues is what i choose straight up or on the rock! Nothing stops my cognac blues! Serve  me up some in my mind place one in my life one at a time oh what a sweet delight to me some dark brown cognac oh so good to me! Boy when i see it how it gets me in this mood when i taste it very very smooth just that quick i have fallen into this cognac blues.In the morning to see the sun rise on that pretty brown thing that got me so madly insane sweet to the touch oh how i love it so much just fill my life up with the good cognac.When did it teach you how to hold me didn't you pursued me in the essence of the flavor of time when we was just one. Some will never know how deep it is to be in love with some brown cognac dark or light all is so so right! Just look at this and maybe by the end you will 

Understand my cognac blues! So brown with a flow of strength of the crown all size all shapes all height or dept i just love me some brown cognac light or dark with ice or hot off the press give me some to cure my thirst this cognac in my life is so natural. It makes me smile just to hear the flow coming from the pour. Life flows threw its flavor.Strong straight up bold as a full body should be or soft and gentle when it on ice this is the cognac of my life just a few more lines to let you really know what in the mind of the voice that is flowing at this moment!!

  Yes yes i sure can use some of those blues that brown cognac blues! Come take a drink of that brown cognac sometime this cognac is so intoxicating that you dream about are you thirsty? To all the flavor of cognac out the my is in my life so get yours! peace pastorsvoice yeah cognac blues!

chasing a dream

    Chasing a dream 

         

This beautiful child did not ask to come to this world but by the action of two people she is here!
Now the chase begins all my life I tried to fit in never quite making it each day I wonder why me
and my brother and two sisters was never close I been a good boy trying to get their love but never
Feeling the same love back all  my life I did what I thought would please them if they stole something I stole they drank I tried to they smoked I smoked being the baby every one of my older
family I looked up to but one day I got molested by one of them and they went on like all was good
my world change I been chasing a real family ever since never felt like I belong so I did my best to
find this thing you call family but each time I feel that this is it some how it gets taken away by the
ones I felt love me how can they never show love that made you felt safe and warm? How that is?

Many days this is my face and even now as old as I am these demons haunt me all I ever got was
WORDS THAT SAID I LOVE YOU BUT THERE ACTION WAS YOU REALLY DON'T
                                                                           MATTER
Now that my life is half way over I find my self still not having a true love to call my own! Every-
one think that someone is playing them so they play never noticing that your love is real Who
cares about love I do! Love is why we is here! Some one love made us so why is it so hard to
show the same? This is a small look in to  my life of pain yeah yeah I know we all been there
right? No tell me who my family is and where I come from then you might be able to fill these
                                                                        SHOES!

peace pastorsvoice!

loving some one who don't love you!

It's hard to love some one who don't love you! You try and try but they used you like a door mat! Did I say door mat yes a damn door mat! That you wipe mess off you feet with. Most will say I Love You but don't mean it! They love what you do for them not you! Sometime your walk get hard and lonely you get to a point where you can't believe that you fell so far when you did nothing wrong! Hoped that penicillin flow threw your veins to fight all this poison hurt strain.Off in a phase of life that just might take you in a world that don't  seems real all peace is gone is this a bad drug trip? In this push in a new stage in life you got to be ready to see that thing you think might not never happen do and the things you think to happen never do.That mess really blows you mess with your head ! Listen what ever happen to "I won't break up a home"? This storm is a beast! It goes straight to heart,head,then body and last soul. Stay in this world because what is out there you might now want or need! But you feel so free "YES" I SAID FREE or FREEDOM! Most will disagree with me on this But hell this is me and all that would read this know how I roll! Now Listen some people cannot handle FREEDOM go ahead blow your pie hole but watch this I have the freedom to come to your house and steal your kids you life your wife sell you pain and say it is good for you how smooth is that to know this is how freedom roll!

    Now you think I went there not where I'm at wrong level my level is how what is so good for us be out hardest fall!Don't bounce when you fell the in pack of a unseen force of freedom. Man has freewill to pick from what is right or wrong why we all always pick the wrong? We been program that to prove how we can be strong but this is the deal breaker here are you ready only dicks can live with them self when they know that they is dead wrong and do nothing to make right my question is you a dick?                                               

INVASION OF YOU!

Invasion of what heart, mind or soul most things invade our body through a terminology call germs but what is a germ? An outside invader! Only inside the destroyer controls thoughts can invade our mind and cause damage to our souls in the form of what is right to the heart and look deep inside you self and noticed there is a war going on between the host and the invader! Feeling is the most germ that we over look why is silent and deadly without warning it comes upon you and control your whole outcome. See we think we got a handle on this life but life is what? Who is controlling who? Feelings make you do crazy things when you want to let go you can't. Caught up in the  sickness we feel we are in full control but little do we know the invader is controlling us. Just like drops of rain from the sky if hits you over and over until it covers you !

The invader will come in and destroy all that you have work on to having a good live it will make you turn away from all that want to help and tell you that you is all alone man this thing! Will straight bum rush you so bad that it will have you crying went no one did nothing to you or no one is around! But you trust this cold moving thing that all it's purpose is to take control of you and make you be it's slave! It tells you every thing how to look how to dress he to feel how to understand how to walk ,talk, live, breath and most of all to die. Why give this outside invader full control of you? You don't think for your self any more it do! When you was young you had none in your body you was strong then you told your mama boyfriend he was ugly and ran off and laugh about it! You said it was nasty and did not eat it just to please nobody! You had full control of the house when you cry the hold house was at your beck and call! Watch this when you crap the whole room was put on blast! And all was afraid of who turn it is to change you! See this outside invader had not got inside until you mother and father  made a deal to sell you out to it and it came in like a flood to destroy who you was!

The way it was is long gone now! You had to deal with this each day because the invader is call FEELINGS SOMETHING YOU DIDN'T KNOW UNTIL THEY SOLD YOU OUT TO THEM ! MAN FREE ME OR TAKE THIS OUT WHY A LOT OF TIMES THEY IS WRONG AS HELL! PEACE pastorvoice!

color my block

color my block Kept in never let out trap in a place that a rock is softer then where you at! Tell me any thing just to have your way! Black and Blue is the way I feel.Where is the rainbow in the sky that tell me why the rain is over so is my pride.The fields is ripe with the color of life but on my block its dark brown because all your action is draining all the life force out my block no trust no love no emotion just wishing that it was over but it just begun some one please come color my block again:Color My Block means come and get in my life and take my pain feeling so dark that color don’t have any meaning any more. Not people but my heart has left all it’s red blood to be transparent where you can look strait threw me.Only you can save my block if you bring all your color of life in my block every little thing will be alright! turn my grey to a bold neon blue take my emotion and hold my hand because I need just someone to care.This is why my block need color there’s a vacancy love don’t live here anymore need the brightness of your smile will make my block be worth while to live one more day and to hear you say you are my ace of spade but you shine like a diamond was a piece but now whole love someone until you grow old! Color my block that all I got! peace pastorvoice no color!

Passion Button

Buttons. Push Me, make me quiver, click me, make me shiver. Turn me and feel my passion. Push in the red and lets get some action. Passion buttons with warning signs. Caution and no walking, you must have a clear mind, Oh no there goes an alarm! Defense mode is happening and we’re fully armed. Touch another button start the count down: 5,4,3,2,1. Love is rushing, all senses are gone. If your wondering about Passion Buttons get with your lover and tell tem to push your buttons! Emotions explode sorry i’m in overload!

CAUTION!!