Years of pain !

Today my pain is on the table! And time for us to find out what we going to do? Because at this point we both are in trouble! The time that has taken me to the point of no return! To be hurt is not planned or welcome how long must this sharp feeling shape my life? I have lost myself in a storm of emotion triggered by betrayal, abuse, physical and mental pain caused by someone who played a part in my life that never should have been allowed! Today is the day that notice is served! How long are we going to ride this wave of letdown before we wake up and realize no more pain! Listen I'm not mad at anyone! I'm just at a point where it's time to take back my life! Does anyone agree with me??

If you agree with me then open up your eyes and understand this is the day I mark and say yes you used me and you hurt me time after time but today I draw a line and you won't hurt me or mine! I won't lie and that I will not cry! I won't lie that many sleepless nights! I won't lie that I will miss you by my side! But this is no lie none of this would I allow to make me "DIE or NOT TRY" to survive! LINE was drawn! No more will I let you have my power! To all that is being done this way, this blog is for you! ListenYah sent me to be that wake-up call. To rise up and reach beyond the break and get a new hold on life! Yah is pulling off the weights and sins that had you trapped! FREEDOM from this controlling mess time to be blessed! Look to the hills from which comes your help! Your life starts now! The spirit of hurt and pain has been in your life too long now the light comes!

See the picture?? See the light on the water? Real dark out there and that one light you see is calling you out of the darkness of pain and hurt do you see the light! Yah is this light and he has never, never, and never will stop trying to help all who are in this darkness! ALL WHO IS SICK AND TIRED OF BEING USED!! Walk to his light!! SHALUM TO ALL PASTORSVOICE!


 

Loose lips sinks ships!

Good day mates! Hope that your year didn't suck! Because if it did there is nothing you can do about it now! Because the year is gone many heads are long and we are wondering what are you waiting on! All year long they ran their mouth about you but guess what you made it! So what! You didn't get what you felt you deserved. This fellow needs some skin but did he get it nope! And the year is gone! And you still talking about losing weight, a better life , how you going to leave him, how next year you won't be so stupid to fall for the same mess that got you feeling like crap! Ok here's your ticket! All year long you have been an all day sucker! And you never listen to anyone! So now a light has came on and you lied to yourself about what's going to happen differently! OMG! What a load of crap! That's what got you sprung! "LISTEN LOOSE LIPS SINKS SHIP" What that mean just hold tight!

The picture say's "know your role and shut your mouth" In my the rock voice! and if you smell what the blog is cooking! The meaning of that phrase is "Your mouth can write a check that your butt can't cash!" See you talk to much you never shut up! All ways going on about how you were done wrong! Welcome to the real world! Stop talking and start acting, this is the last day of the year! You can't change your past but you can learn from it! Stop telling people all your business because they never has a answer to their own problem! How can they tell you about yours??? Most will tell you if I were you I would have did this or that! SHUT UP CLOWN! If you were me you would have done the same as me because you are me and that was the choice I made DUH!!

Do you know this name? Do you understand the words coming out my mouth! You need a savior and no man can do that! No bottle of wine or no blunt of weed or no pills can fill your ill's but when you can understand the name and obey it holla at your brother! Shalum pastorsvoice!
 

 

2021

 2021 wow! This year is a year of pure depression! You start your year off in the house so your New year resolution went bust! Most always says this year i'm going to lose weight! but because all you did is eat and eat and eat some more! So most get depress about their weight some just feel isolated so alone some feel like the walls is closing in on them! And this virus seem to change it's mind at the drop of a dime! Listen "I'm strong but I'm tired!" is the phrase of 2021! We are in a fight for our lives! Each day you don't know what to expect. Who can say my life is the way I plan!

Life has a way of showing you who is really living this life! We always think we make the choices that is made but life leaves you no choice but to go in the way it is going! Our brain make you feel so powerful ! But in fact we are on a path that has been set before we were even born! Your life is pre-planned the blue print has been set, the choices has been made, and you only has two to choose from! Right or wrong and both paths is already plan but the bad thing about it is you won't know which is which until you made it!

Then we are saying "save me" because this is not what we figured the way it's suppose to turn out! 2021 is a year that made us more depress, more lonely, more lost, more hopeless, but all who is reading this the virus has not won because you are still here!"Im strong but tired!

Shalum pastorvoice!
 

no more pain

blogging will take your heart when I try to make my voice be herd all the while not hearing a responds make me feel so low and scared.That all I write which became my life it just don't seem right.That night after night hoped to see the my blogs take flight.Now time after time i'll write with all my might! but they still don't take flight . My pain is very real stop and think how would you feel if you put all heart and soul in something that don't seem to be for real to blog is a treasure! But when there is no traffic.Hurt and pain you can't measure just to see all your work don't even matter. TO the world of bloggers that feel you is the best slow down and think of the rest because before there was you WHO was the best? Realize that when you get ahead someone you step on feel your shoe tread on my head or my back to give up never do that!No more pain! and this is not a game!<>pastorsvoice blogging will take your heart