don't have time for temporary people!

Don't have time for people who only is of them self their time their place their will why is it that 

if you don't play alone with their mess then they feel like you did them wrong! WTF? I'm so tired 

of being the only there for their time! When is i'm going to matter? Or when is I'm going to be the one? Who get my chance to have a someone who consider me? Temporary people feels like if i'm not the one who needs the attention well I don't have time or they are not that important right now not even a phone call or text is in their time frame but that leaves you left out again man this really sucks! How many of you goes threw this each day you wait for a call no call you wait for a text no text and you ask yourself what am I doing wrong? You see your self as someone who is out of touch with the times is you losing your mind or what is your problem? Why is everyone is so freaking happy and

you are not everyone has a life and yours is base on how you don't have a life anymore bummer!

Well can I just say this to be someone fall back or some one trash can to handle their mess but when it comes to you well there not enough time in the day to even care if you are a person or not how so

lame! This day in age has become when I get time when they never have time but for themselves.

When will you matter not no more in this world because you don't fit in with the don't care crowd!

People who have a heart break it yourself because then you only got you to blame not some butt wipe

who could care less if you crap or alone or hurting just as long as you stay and hear their one line or

their one text you get in a week then they ask the crazy question what is wrong with you? No what is not wrong!

On how much you suck 

peace pastorsvoice!

when pain ends and healing begins

 HEY to all out there who read this blog time to address a big problem this problem is when you pour out your heart and soul in a relationship telling your self that I will be true and change heaven and hell to make this right! And all you get is hurt! Why all the wrong men say the right things but all the right men never can get the attention of a good women and if he do get her she hurts him because she has been hurt! How can we stop this pain? All the women will say it's the no good man or some dumb shit like if you was taking care of home that would never happen. Well you be the judge and tell me what went wrong here! four women in 30years and all four broke your heart by destroying the trust you have for them woman number 1. Is up! You and this woman hit it off good all you want she want until she go to see mother and mother tells you to your face that as long as she come to my house there will always be another man here for her to see no matter how hard you work to get them the best that you have they still break your heart and you go to her mother's house and low and behold there's another man there! Woman number two you put rings on all fingers you put her in her own house you tell her if she wants to she can work each pay day you bring your whole check home and put it in her hands and what she do take your money and buy another man hotdogs at softball game buy him shoes with your money and you tell your self this stupid shit that she will change but all you get is more pain!

Woman three this one you and her did all together until you wanted better for the family now she steals all your money and smoke it up in crack! Steals you car and get it totally lost because she change the tag on back of car and get it taken by police and stay away for three months in a row but crazy you take her crack smoking azz back hoping it will change just a dream shit don't happen that way! Now back to the last woman! Woman number four! Never worked one day in 16 years all the best that you can afford never had to worry about nothing now you move and she gets a job never smoke weed before but now she smokes never drank a drank in 16 years but now she dranks never stay out but now she do hell how the hell can we as a good men deal with this shit when we can trust the one thing that at one time valued them self but now act just like the no good man that all talks so much shit about! When you figure this out holla back at your boy peace pastorsvoice!