not what you see

After three years of blogging now the truth is to be told many know that at the end of all my
blogs end with peace Pastorsvoice many of the people who really know me says i need to take
that off because what i write and the words i used is not what a pastor stands for and they is
right because I speak my mind and my words is not what you would say to a church so now
up until two days ago my mind was like this f#@k you and who gives a rats azz about what
people think but someone peep out my life and brought to my attention that for three years
of running did me no good listen the real you someone will know it don't matter how much
you hide behind words or actions we put up fronts to protect yourself from more pain but
lets be real is that who you are heck2dano!So at this time I must come clean Im just a church
boy who was hurt bad I lost trust in all and did not care to get know anyone! And i got caught
up in trying to find a love to replace all the love I lost. How can you get back what was never
yours Im learning that what you think is yours really is not! All of us for some reason forgot this
the love of many will wax cold so who are you to think when you hurt someone you good?

in the beginning Moses ask god who can i say that sent me and he said I AM say I am sent you 

so when you hurt people or treat them like crap I ask you who sent you? This is for all who fit this

stop loving people with your mouth and put some I AM in it because most is not the person you 

see my love is deep because i love not with my mouth but with something most has lost a soul

love at first sight or just a phase how many still enjoy a walk or just the two of you star gazing 

love is not how good you are in bed because the phase love em and leave em is the game both play

the chase is great but most leave after the chase is over when the bang your brains out and go to 

say i bang another one why play games? listen read this and you be the judge of what is on this one

most don't know because they hide behind so much but as for me no more hiding and to the ones 

who felt like I was not worth your time well listen I'm a piece of coal under the pressure and when 

all is finish all will see the diamond they over looked but this is the twist I'm one who knows pain!

so keep up your good work and watch how the right hands reach down and pick me up and love the diamond they have found peace pastorsvoice 

bright lights in the city!

Bright lights big dreams in a city all dream of a chance to make this their paradise but many dream get shatter in the push and pull of live in the big city!Little boys dream little girls never seen the pretty lights that make or break many souls! Down these street life look good but its a struggle just to see who can win lots of dirty deals just to get a meal! Who got a smile just to see what you got on the inside dog eat dog these streets will chew you up and spit you out and no one will give a hoot about you! Many people who was good and went there got suck in to the race to be on top! Lost and alone this is not your home hard and mean hey they make alot of green! Friends will come and friends will go see a face today and never see them no more!Life in the big city! Some love it some get run over by it to make it is to take it no matter what it take bright lights is your life! Hustle to be the best and no one matter why she was just another stepping stone to make him grown! Little girls beware it's a jungle out there! Pretty pretty faces pretty places to get you have to give and how much is your soul worth in gold! A Lot to see and a lot to be but you are never free in the bright lights of the city!

     OH boy how much is ahead of you to get into  don't under estimate the pace or the place this is for the strong and many wrongs is the way of life! Get a good job think you have made it but just look at your photograph when you left home and now see how the street wore on you made you look so old! Fast life fast times see fast to live and fast to die! But baby i'm on it can't worry what mamma said why I on my own!Little girl please go home! But you got to prove that you are grown! Look so good but for real you ain't  

ready! When you hit the block who got all the stock the make this world rock go home!

peace pastorsvoice!

PULL UP YOUR PANTS

pull up your pants! LET’S TAKE A POLL:HOW MANY IS TIRED OF SEEING DIRTY STANK DRAWS? D.R.A.W.S WHAT THAT SPELL \ D IS FOR DUDE\R IS FOR REALLY?\A IS FOR ALWAYS\W IS FOR WAS \S IS FOR STANK! THIS DESCRIBE YOUR UNDER PANTS, BOXERS, BRIEFS,TIGHTY WHITEY,HEY LET’S FACE IT THEY GET STUCK IN A BUTT! AND A BUTT STANK! NO SO YOU SAID I WASH MY BUTT. BUT IF YOU FART ALL THE WASHING IN THE WORLD WOULD NOT STOP A BUTT FROM SMELLING LIKE CRAP! NOW YOU BUY THE BEST GUCCI,POLO,APPLE’S BOTTOMS,AEROPOSTAL,ROCAWEAR, ALL THESE PANTS IS BANGING BUT THEY DON’T LOOK GOOD HANGING AROUND YOU LEGS AND ALL YOU DO IS HOLD THEM UP PULL THEM UP AND DOWN WTW? HOW DUMB IS YOU SEE WE SEE THE BROWN HIGHWAY IN YOUR DIRTY DRAWS THAT YOU THINK IS COOL WHY WOULD YOU BUY A PAIR OF PANTS THAT YOU PUT TWO MORE DIRTY PANTS UNDER? GIRLS JUST BECAUSE YOU LOOK AND ACT LIKE A BOY BUT YOUR BUTT LOOK GOOD ENOUGH TO GRAB IT BECAUSE TO HOLD ON TO A BUTT WHEN ITS ON TOP IS PRICELESS SO IF I’M LOOKING DON’T GET MAD BECAUSE THAT’S WHY YOU BUST THE SAG TO SHOW WHAT YOU GOT! AND I KNOW IT’S NOT TWO BALLS AND A BAT THEIRS A CAT DOWN THEIR AND US MEN LIKE TO TAME THEM!SO TO ALL THAT SAG THIS IS MY TAG ON THIS FAB D.R.A.W.S YOU FANCY NOW! HEY MY BUTT IS SHOWING

in the mind of preacher

In the mind of the preacher Most people when you say,”Preacher” they all ready has an image of how , what, why and who I should be with out me having and say so in it.But this preacher is not call to fit your ideal of what your everyday pulpit preacher should be! FIRST the HOW is so many but here are a few{How i look because your preacher and the millions of other ones you see on TV look this way.Second is what{YOU have your own what on what i should say or not what is your image is of a preacher or what should he or she be! Third is the why {Why is a real good one why should I act this way or that way why should I say this or not and the Fourth is the Who { who I don’t act like or who act more like this then me and who i need to be. This Part Comes With A Warning!!!!!!!!! You may get the gentle ears one away from you or better yet don’t let them read this! All in a nut shell ### How can you tell me how to swim when you don’t have any experiences in swimming!Never been or never ever will be a preacher but most have wrote a book on the who,what,why,how too be a preacher!WELL I can give a rats nuts on how you may judge me or do you fell where-there i’m real in your eyes sight or not! Just because I don’t look or act like all those people who take all your money spit you a few good lines and sleep with your wife and your sons and daughters, husbands ride in jets and never have to wear the same pair off tighties whiteies that I call drawers! and don’t give a fly flip of who you are but don’t forget to give that tithes envelope that you give every sunday morning to make you feel like you did so much! Or lord I gave so now its your turn!Sorry to defile your so clean life but stop lying to me and every one else that you know how a preacher supposed to be man your don’t have a clue all you got is feeling and opinions and all have one of those that is how we take a crap in the morning we use you feeling and opinions and wipe it with your judgement! is this heaven

new or old

new or old ? New year old year well here’s my take on this 12:00 o:clock is it new year or still the old year?Most will say its a new day but if you go back before our king Constantine made all the changes he wanted to when it started morning or daybreak start the day and sun down ends the day so what you say?12:00 starts or end ? See 12:00 am they say starts a day but 12:00 p.m don’t end any day.So happy new year! When Do your year began?12:00 a.m ! Well you said this start a new day then why do you go to bed and not on your way for the day.but when the sun come up you start your day! Choice if you pick 12:00 am or the sun my point is we don’t know nothing but what we are told and mold and some get sold on all the cold lies that makes

us not new or old peace pastorsvoice!

STRAIGHT OF THE TOP

straight off the top Seeing that my 40 years plus 8 get full of highs and lows I feel like my time is up;But I have just started!” A glass” most will say a glass half full of water which would you say half full or half empty? OK this is what I say{WHO CARE! Let me drank my drank} let’s go:Off the top you must forgot i’m not the person who not stop until we got my right to spit this blog tonight! Who me? Set your meter how high can you get?straight of the top! Who I think NOT!Let’s roll to see how much can we do with half full or empty! Its glass that has drink in it if you are thirsty we drank! they stank if you don’t wash your baby it will be rank not how high or low I mean# Man change that baby! this is real life. like it or not free choice is why we is in the mess we are in now! ready? The wrong ones! first world then you!

HATE V.S YOU

HATE V.S YOU Weight the out come! Who wins? Most get cocky. And say “I beat hate all the time!”Watch out for that lighting bolt! Question? How can you beat what you can’t see! You feel hate you only see the reaction when hate is at work. Hate is all around you but you say you beat hate let’s see ! You hate your eyes you change them! You hate your hair you cut ,dye or buy! Everything about you you hate! May I go on! Hate your job hate your car hate your friend.Oh my god hate is about to win! Hate your last girlfriend and her mother to if hate is strong enough you just might hate you! Take your life divorce your wife hate has taken your rights! Stop and hear this is the end of the year! Still say on this very day that you beat hate! HECK NO JUST YOUR MISTAKE! peace pastorvoice feel me? hate wins you lose

MOTHER'S PAIN

A mother’s pain two son s This is a painful blog to write.First to my Google + friend Amber D. best wishes thru her time of pain.Now this is a real life blog,Just in my own words.Hear the pain that insert it’s self in my life.How you tell a mother that life order has change for you! Your two son’s they won’t bury you but you will bury them two months apart.But the young one died so fast and so horrible that it play over and over you see this man stab your baby to death.But two months ago he stood and hold your hand at the oldest one death. Now neither one left! Help me to understand oh this is just god’s master plan.Sorry this don’t stop her cry and her heart wonder why! No there’s no easy reply! Just one tear floating on a face again!When it’s two dead,two months, one heart, one came.To A MOTHER’S PAIN. PEACE PASTORSVOICE GOD BLESS YOU!

take the brakes off

Take you brakes off now you are wondering why is my life so hard. first it’s the people you are with the company you keep! Not true i’ll prove it to ya == if 10 people hang out and 10 people is broke if i come and take nine of the broke people away what’s left one broke person oh no that’s you! Nine people with no hopes,no dream, no goals,no money whats left one who have no clue at where’s they are at!So how to take brakes off >ditch the nine and get nine more that have more money then you! And i have a book i read think and grow rich stated:if you hang around millionaires you will begin to think like a one in all listen stop trying to live like you have a diamond budget when your mind is still on a coal level! get free and take off all the brakes! What brakes your friends. got you stuck ! And you are left with a big camel toe in your paints Ops! THAT’S YOUR FRIEND!

bite you old bitty

I know you say bite my granny but that's just the way I talk when all your life you get cold looks cold treatment cold shoulder cold welcome cold life this 48 years most people have been so cold it scary.We look for peoples places and things to give us a chance to fit in or to be accepted.But all is so cold i know poor granny isr the main course. Bite my grandmother is a good way of telling you don't ask for what you don't give on line in social network it's no better you act like you want friends but control is what you are really after.Back off old bitty you are too close to lose a tail feather.

speed limits

Many of us in the USA know about speed limits not only us but around the world when you go to fast you get a ticket! Wouldn’t it be great if we can take these laws and put them on the lawmakers who make the law.Why because they have no limits on how much they can say one thing and do another! If we can put both parties on the road and do like the highway patrol and give them a big fine then they won’t be so quick to do the stuff that they do to us!We trust who we put in office.And what do we get a bunch of

speeders that don’t never get a ticket! But me and you have to pick up the bill! Yes a 11million dollar bill. That we give a free past and no ticket! Yes no ticket we have a debt that we can't pay but Libya gets 11million more miles on the limit! Hey law makers the people just been deputize we is now the highway patrol and from here out we is giving out tickets your lost of the place we voted you in to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!peace

feed the pig!

My blogs normal be about things that’s in my life.But now with the way life been beating me this blogs is out of anger, frustration,and no cash!Peep this:All your live you pay taxes.No matter how much you pay you still feed the pig if unemployed you feed the pig,if you work you feed the pig,sell drugs,feed the pig,dead or just die,you feed the pig.no matter what the pig eats rich get richer, banks get bigger,wall street get paid,car company get save, but the poor becomes slaves I feel like what most people never feel in their life like a brought slave why I work all my life and fed the pig now it’s time to eat that fat pig there’s no pig for me if I smoke crack or get drunk out my mind each day or play like i’m crazy then a check I can just blow on my habit but when you are just a used slave you get nothing!! I hate the pig do you? slave for sale [caption id="attachment_86" align="alignnone" width="300" caption="sold to the pig"][/c

line is draw

line is draw

Got a tale to tell about a man that was put in a jam.This could be you! Two days before Thanksgiving is the turning point in this man life.Went to my son house on top of the world.Got back to my church and home and all my good was gone! Some men came in and stole all away.if JOB[bible name]had it bad well this is what he had. No home nor church, now 1500 dollars lease time but 400 dollar is all he had.7years he lease this place.400 is not enough now out on your face.no home,no church no place.what to do hey have some faith! just stop and draw a line in the sand .Now say god give it and god take it away! Right? let this happen to you and lets hear what you will say! lol pastorsvoice

freedom

MyBOO

MyBOO

Monday night there won’t be a blog! WHY? i’ll tell you why this is the night that the unalive or the dead in caring of what you say we will take control of your body.Most people will watch there’s life change BOY you better hear me those things change and become your worst nightmare!SEE i have a 7YEAR OLD CHILD who she is so ready to transform to the candy junkie she is. Hear me talk would you: Nothing else matters now blood guts and fears.See you never encounter those drug dealers that hide on porches and give out their drugs and my baby is hooked!One night she will be my little junkie and i’m transportation to her drug deal.How many poor people go thought this but LOVE EVERY MINUTE OF IT.Happy Halloween pastorvoice


hooked

nights in lights

nights in lights

Sitting in the cut see the lights go by. Pretty bright blue lights round and round they go now we are wondering why the can be so cold. But yet so bold orange and red they is all right but there’s nothing like those pretty blue lights.No matter up town, downtown or not even in a town when those lights come on down on the ground you may think you all ready realize what’s is about to go down.Stop.wait it is not what it seems just a clear star lit night deep in my dreams!! Got ya its so deep!!@@pastorsvoice

blue light so pretty milky way