don't straddle me!

So many is talking about it doesn't matter how he looks or the color of his skin! Well why when he looked like this

 IT matters!

But when you start to read for yourself and see in exodus 20:4 that we do not make any carved image or likeness of that which is in heavens! Next, Daniel and John saw the same thing! But we are told it doesn't matter! Listen readers beware! YOUR savior your redeemer it doesn't matter how he looks that's not important they say! Stop with this bull that it doesn't matter because it does to us who want the truth! See we been shot with lie after lie after lie and when we see that you are lying now it doesn't matter that i lied to you for 400 years just believe that it doesn't matter how he looks! This blows me when someone who drove this image at me for 56 years told me this is the Christ I prayed to this i worship this i gave my life for this and this is just a bold face lie! So if I want the truth why tell me:"It doesn't matter what he looked like" See This is completely what you call a fence straddler! These are the worst kind! They say we are giving you the truth but at the same time mixing lies with truth to cover the 400 years of lies they told you! That's why it doesn't matter! Look at this it matter!

How can you do this when it doesn't matter?Listen they stole our history, our true belief, our promise land and our identity! Wake up ! It does matters because how can you know you are serving the right one? Because he has no image of him or his son remember he is an invisible Elohim while you are on earth! So why not it matters! Now that my eyes has been open and i came into learning about YAHUAH or YAH as it is in Psalms 68:4! They took every thing out that had anything to do with him and his son and replaced it with this idol! Just read this!

So how long is you going to defend a lie?? peace pastorsvoice!

SHALUM TO YOU!

disposable flesh

Well being pissed off helps me to write this blog right here this is for those people who really can care less if you are with them or not in other words they don't even care if you care or not but try to act like they care but if you look at the picture it show you just how much you are worth. Disposable not even worth a Bic lighter see we are just another person not the person they don't love you because in a blink of a eye they will drop you and don't give a rats azz about you just words see people lost how to love from the heart why they don't have a heart all they got is pride in themselves and what
they feel listen its time to flow when you think you so much and every one else is below you guess
what you for got no matter how big you are one thing you don't have? Pay Attention Please what??

They have to be a don't caring person because they know if they try anything else they suck at it to be a person you love why waste your time on a stuck up azz wipe like them see they not worth even saying good night to why keep pouring out your love on some one who always feel like nothing you do is good enough for them never any thing you do or say or be would ever be good enough for this person as long as you is a nobody they will deal with you just to have some one to put down but do you care all you see is love that you think is there because you want it so bad wake up because they don't!! Be cause at any time they will dump you and laugh at how dumb you was foe loving them

See this is all you are and to them if it don't go there way they will sell you for a low price and move 

to the next piece of meat see i'm not just any meat I AM THE MEAT AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH MEAT YOU BUY YOU CAN'T FIND MEAT LIKE ME I'M DIFFERENT NOT IN SKIN BUT IN SOUL AND SPIRIT AND MOST CAN LOVE FROM THE SOUL BECAUSE ALL THEY KNOW IS M.E.A.T WHAT THAT SPELL[ MISLEADING. ENDING.ABOUT.TRUTH.] YEP NO LOYALTY! WISE UP AND DUMP THAT MEAT LOVER BECAUSE YOU HAVE A SOUL! 

PEACE pastorsvoice! yeah  right ! 

chocolate moon

I'm just a person with so much time that my mind will race out of control to be in a place where life has stop is my chocolate moon! Life is non-excising here to smell life as we know it to be is gone. Now we go threw time as if it was a phase in space that you want to be alive but the quietness is all around you like a glove on your hand tight woven that you gasp for air and it tighten it's grip on you! See life is good when you can live it to it's fullest! But when you are trap between no friends no family no people that fits in having something well
it's gets hard to just laugh but so easily to cry even when no one did any thing to you! Hoping to break free but no where to go lost in a place that is closing in on you hey that your moon! No life nothing but space and time and all you have is you. Hey we get so lonely at times and even death don't come around no more! Well you ask why? Some time you can be with a lot of people and still be alone you can be in relationships and still have no one so we go threw this life putting on false smiles and trying to maintain your peace of mind but losing yourself at every step you take steady changing and not realizing that we are being control not by happiness only but pain also and the pain make us cold to feeling happy so we just do what we do best as people survive on the chocolate moon we call home! See below we are just dust put together until life blows you away!

      Where is your hole in this place is it fill with hustle and movement or just a place of hurt and confusion?
Well we like to be in control but at times we don't know what control is especially when all our path is control by likes and dislikes  how can we get off this moon in time before we become a part of just another stepping stone for someone else to feel that we are below them because our wealth and life style don't equal up to theirs or our color makes us to be less or our friends make us better? To look at my moon and know life is a bitch when you are not on top of your game hey this is a blog not to get sorrow but to open our eyes to know hey we need each other just to live here true spit! peace pastorsvoice!

 

where's mama?

What happen to a mother in these days? Time has got so that they took mother clean out the house and re placed her with a working woman! Now I know many women will be piss at me for this but this is a wake up call to try to save the home! MOTHER'S is just like a carpenter she build's the home she makes the men and women of today she install all the stuff that is needed in this world to make it! SHE make a home a home! A place that all are glad to get to! BUT now days this is what you get see below and that a shame!

SHE don't know jack shit about cooking a damn meal the laptop is doing the cooking not her well the laptop can't show love like mama can the laptop can't drive you to mall or to game or pick you up? See we think that because we have got more smarter the easy way out is the way and you wonder why a child would go in a school and kill every one and kill himself with the guns that mother bought him because she had to work late! Most is quick to say where's daddy Ok where is that azz wipe! I'm going to say this and if I'm wrong prove it!The reason it take two to work is the way they want to live but what about the way they need to live! QUESTION WHO THE HELL IS RAISING THE KIDS?MOST of you azz wipes will say my kids is in day care heck yeah we know and if you had your way when they was spit out of your tail you would have put them in there so some one else can raise them and you can do the life you want to! Damn right I'm hard on you why most women can't cook or clean or wash clothes or any thing that make a house but one thing now they can screw there azz off and talk shit to you but that's all! Damn you good at IBM but suck azz at home hell yeah you can make a main frame jump but can't take a bone out of a piece of meat!SURE YOU MAKE BIG BUCKS! But all your daughter is good for is a good fuck! SHE has no home training as how to take care a home and raise a family because you had to work to pay off all that you spoiled YOURSELF WITH! But then have the never to post on line there's no good men and more! DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY THERE IS NO MORE GOOD MEN? YOUR MOTHER DID NOT RAISE ONE SHE WAS AT WORK THAT WHY HER SON DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WOMEN WHY MAMA WAS NEVER AROUND EITHER! THIS IS  WHERE SHE WAS LOOK BELOW!

SO THINK ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR YOU TO BE A MOTHER! AND NOT A PIECE OF AZZ!  PEACE pastorsvoice!   

unplugging your mind!

UNPLUG YOUR MIND IN THIS LIFE LISTEN TO THIS SPIT FOR A FEW LET'S RIDE

PEOPLE IS ON A QUEST FOR SOME ONE TO BE SOMEBODY BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT'S HAPPENING STANDING HERE LOOKING IN THE MIRROR SAYING DAMN TO MY SELF HOW MUCH THIS WORLD DICTATE MY LIFE WHEN I KNOW THIS PEOPLE WILL PROVE THAT THEY IS ONLY AROUND YOU ONLY FOR WHAT YOU GOT OR WHAT YOU CAN GIVE NEVER JUST FOR YOU IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING THEY HANG AROUND LONG ENOUGH UNTIL IT'S GONE THEN THEY GO TO THE NEXT ONE! NOW THE UP IS DOWN AND IT FEELS LIKE YOU WALK THIS ROAD FOR SO LONG THAT YOUR FEET HURT AND YOU FEEL SO ALONE THERE'S A FINE LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE THE GAME HAS CHANGE! CHANGE YEAH I GUESS EVERYONE NEED SOME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! WE IS ALIVE BUT NOT LIVING IT CAN ALL BE SO SIMPLY BUT YOU RATHER MAKE IT HARD CAN I JUST UNPLUG FOR A FEW AND BE SUSPENDED FOR A FEW!TO LOVE PEOPLE IS A BATTLE AND WE BOTH END UP WITH SCARS! TELL ME IS LIFE A SILLY GAME WHEN I'M NOT PLAYING SEE I FIND A ROAD TO NOWHERE AND I'M TRYING TO ESCAPE HELP ME UNPLUG FOR A FEW!

FLOWING OVER A RIVER OF PAIN AND NO ONE IS ON TRIAL SO WALK ON IN THE MIST OF LIFE AND SHOW WHAT A FORCE IS. YOU CAN TELL IT'S WRITTEN ON MY FACE THAT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! HEY I GOT NOTHING TO LOSE IF I SPEAK MY MIND UNPLUG ONE MORE TIME

LAST LINES AND FEEL ME ON THIS LET ME SEE IF TRUTH IS STRONG AND I'M ON IT!THIS IS MY STORY HOPELESS AND I NEED TO SHAKE THAT LOAD OFF! PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY ARE HAPPY FOR YOU BUT THEY REALLY NOT! ALL THEY WANT IS WHAT YOU GOT! SO UNPLUG AND SEE WHAT THIS LIFE REALLY BE PASTOR'SVOICE SAY'S PEACE BE WITH YA! BOOM I'M GONE!