The Land that was free!

"The" Land that was free! We the people! Is a very familiar saying right? The bills of rights for the people!  Have you read what people have these rights? Listen I do warn my white readers because this name you but you had nothing to do with it's writing! But living in it's benefits not even realizing that this writing was put in place because two groups of people came together and the power to be did not like it so they wrote this to protect the money that they was getting! The two group of people that came together was black slaves and white indentured servants! Look for your self! Look up 1734-1890 the classifieds! We ask this question "Why can't we get along?" Well that's not true at all! Just look at any head start, or pre-school class any 4k or 5k classrooms this is way before the "WE THE PEOPLE" kick in! Racism's is not born in you it's taught!

The phrase "Melting pot" listen all kinds of flavor goes in but only one flavor comes out. NOW what flavor comes out in America! Let's see! Constitution and amendments article 1 section2. "Do this read as it say's or means something else?" Listen Being Black and Indian you are not counted for a human being to be counted! The RED MENS as we was taught was bad and no good Indians and the muffin man came and just took their land by force! Not Even caring that the same thing they said they was running from is the same thing they did to the people that lived here! Not only them but the people who they brought here that got with the people who they own who just asked to be free to live their own life! The Indentured servants and slaves got together and revolted! This is real! The Virginia slave codes of 1705 and After the Bacon's rebellion the term "The white race was invented!" In 1663 conspiracy a group of indentured servants meets to rise up against the power to be! I'm not the only one to know this just look at the statue of liberty feet!

Why is a chain on her leg? And her right foot is in a upright position? This symbol the muffin man never show you why? Because she was breaking free from bondage!  See the man who help made the statue put that their for a reason because at that time slavery was abolish in France and this was a message to the ones who received  the statute! WOW! See we are taught to hate blacks, Lgbtq, Muslim, Asians, Indians, any brown or yellow or red skinned people or anything that the muffin man don't like! Please please stop the down looking on people who did no harm to anyone! Last but not least! 

Get to know who this is because he don't see skin he see souls! Shalum pastorsvoice!

ROAD RAGE

We as people who drive a car each day. Somebody cuts us off don't drive right on that cell phone or driving so slow when you got to be some where! Well all of this really pisses us off and most know it as "ROAD RAGE"! We know how to just really curse and tell some one off or flick that bird at them blow that horn yeah! Listen have you ever fuss at someone and then found out that you was in the wrong? Now most know this that white men has the most bad case of road rage! They will chase you down to the red light just to call you a ass hole and take off!

Now this guy is the most craziest road rage person we know why all he had to do is drive but know he said in his mind i will show every one not to mess with me on the road and all he did is hurt people who was not even on the road and not only that tell me how dumb to take road rage to the extreme where you just act and don't think!

Most is saying what is pastorsvoice talking about now look here!

Her life was cut short just for driving on the road? But look how much road rage hurt  all her family but not only her's but his whole family too! Two family's is tore up today because of road rage please slow down and chill the heck out it's just a road that we all pay taxes on so drive and stay alive peace pastorsvoice!

black men struggle

Well I sit here wondering where is our back bone? Most other races you see stick together and their

mates is their back bone the drive to have their family is what makes them work so hard to have.

But for the black man who we have? All is geared to stop his push to have a nice house nice car strong bank account and a loving wife. All that I just name we will show how we as a good black man or any man that is in this struggle but I can only speak from my stand point! First nice house don't get me wrong we have a nice house but a house is not a home with out love in it the mates of today is never happy with us they stay angry and say some crap as you can't handle a strong mate. How strong you really is when you can't see two incomes on one bill is way easier then one? All you know is how to put your man down see his faults never the good things he do and can be but our mates don't care any more! Nice car oh boy here we go as soon as one of us get a nice car our head get big we look  down on each other like a gun man with his prey in sight! Now we are better then you look at my car! remember the song I don't want no scrub? If I don't have a car how come now I'm a scrub? Strong bank account! Question to my black women if  I'm broke can you love me? Most will say hell no! But they for got this if you are my back bone together we can do anything if we stick together!

Now we come to a loving wife. Back in my mother day they stood by their man why they knew that 

if we work together we can have something that why they been married for 60 years but we ask this 

dumb question how can you stay with the same person for so long! Because back then a strong black women stood by her man not saying he did not do wrong because he did yes he cheated a lot that why

the women of today don't know how to be for real because their daddy or brother or some man was 

a dog so they place this on all men! But for us good men I say women you are just a wrong as those 

no good men so now we have a bunch of no good women who have fooled them self that I don't need no man! Us good men is left wondering what did we do wrong? We don't stand a chance with the way

our black women has become now I know many going to bash me for this blog but I can only write 

what is really happening today you look and tell me truth ! Last thing look at this!

Where is our back bone? Men might not say but they know a good women is the key to life!

peace pastorsvoice! good reading to all

if it ain't about the money!

Happy New Year yeah! Oh my bad the year been started ok i'm a day late and a dollar short! Wow funny how this saying fits this blog! Feeling good ready to write let's see what will happen tonight!

I found a good book called "The Generosity Ladder" it is a financial book I know no book can make

you or break you but whether we want to or not money is a great part of our life its is the gas in the car you know you can have a car and the car maybe so beautiful clean and sporty nice rims and tires

you can sit in it all day but if it don't have gas you are just sitting there same as a person with no money we just sit and watch the ones who have it go by. Funny we say money don't make me I make 

the money this is so not true watch my point! We work or hustle or steal or borrow or beg to get it and when we get it it make us change you can be piss poor in spirit give that person enough money 

and watch how happy they get! People say money is the root of all evil but being broke bring just as evil why they rob car jack bum rush other crack heads sell their kids food stamp,toys,even the kids themselves look at this picture below and read what it is saying ok here it goes!

What is the score now the haves have it and the have not don't so are you rich or not money do make

us happy its a girl best friend a man back bone a kid delight grandma medicine and grandpa moonshine you need it to just make it as the song say "if it ain't about the money don't be blowing me up" Ha Ha cool song but here is my last words on this matter get busy this year and get to the next level and picture this in your mind! peace pastorsvoice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

forbidden love?

                                                               Forbidden love ha that a joke!

Ok lets dig right into this here WTF? WHO EVENS CARES THESE DAYS ANYTHING GOES 

THESE DAYS! We live where it don't matter if you got a damn cyclops on your arm somebody 

wants it! They don't have time for love! Why when SEX YES SEX makes this world go around a

quick screw or a rabbit time is all most want you may say HIT IT AND QUIT IT BUT THERE'S NO LOYALTY! OR FAITHFULNESS TRUE TO YOU OTHER PARTNER KNOW WHAT THAT IS 

When the booty is hot no one will say wait! Ok ladies or queens if a hot as man is spitting at you and

say no strings attach many will say these days another one in my cap! But most say no one will know
YEAH RIGHT! Who are you kidding? BOOTY NEWS TRAVEL REAL FAST! Most think I got
away with it! BUT WRONG YOU GOT BY BUT NOT AWAY LATTER IN LIFE IT WILL COME AND BITE YOU IN YOUR AZZ! TAKE A LOOK AT THIS!

This tomato know he's not on that level but hell 2 the no! A free piece of fruit! It is going to bust the peel off the fruit! Something will be sticky in a few juice will be flying everywhere but this is it !
Most know they is not on your level that's why they mess over you because they can't deal with real
they like to live in a dream world where they is the star! But to those selfish dicks who it don't matter if you a man dog or a female dog they both is a dog and now days men and women whore so much that one condom is not enough their body juice burn and bust any thing in it's path! MAN HOW LONG DID YOUR BOOTY CALL LASTED! As soon as you finish you look at them and say {MEAN NO HARM DON'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE BUT YOU CAN'T STAY HERE! LAST BUT LEASE
LOOK BELOW AND WHAT YOU SEE? 

   NO LOVE FOR A PERSON JUST A QUICKIE AND THEY DO THE LICKIE WITHOUT THE STICKY SORRY BUT BANG MY BRAINS OUT FIRST THE WE CRUISE TO PERFECTION HA HA NO QUICK MEAL HERE YOU HAVE TO EARN IT! PEACE PASTORSVOICE!  

what a mess!

                                                                              What a mess!  

This is me and my words on life we win and we lose the name of the game but that Sucks!

Sometimes why can't we just don't play life silly game! I asked my self many of times why?

 When you have tried all but nothing works this is what you are left with a mess! Sure you can
live in this mess but how happy is you? Events in my life forced me not to blog but when shit
hits the fan you have to vent some how. These three things make a good life {love money happiness}
and if one is not there your world is in a big mess most fool them self that i'm good I don't need a man or woman but when you see them with their mate if its a woman who say's she don't need a man
tell me why the woman she with acts,looks, and carry them self as a man and if its a man the same he got a man who acts like a woman this blows me if you want a person who acts like a man than GET A DAMN MAN OR GET A WOMAN! This is a mess! But to you who disagree prove me wrong!

This is what I say! Thanks kid you hit it on the head! Where have all the loyalty gone no trust
no more do people want to be faithful we live in a world of seasons and no one now days want to
spend all four seasons with each other any more most of you who read this won't know what i'm
talking about on this one what happen to a love that last forever? MICROWAVE LOVE is what
we have now hit it and quit it that's all this world know now! Listen if life happen that quick no one
would grow old! so last but not lease you tell me one this one look below! peace pastorsvoice!

you broke broken pieces!

Broke and blue does anyone feel like this is them? Well what you have seen in my pass blogs was true! My life, I put in words, Is the way I feel. Listen death and suicide this year I played with depression has no face no one knows how low you really feels how you just crave to just to have one person to just show you they care.Every one say's you how to love your self before anyone can love you easy said when you already know who you are but when you get lost you don't know who you are no more you know what you was and who you want to be but when you are lost you don't know who the hell you are or how the hell you got here! Broken pieces but when they break your broken pieces and really don't give a shit about it then this thing that I deal which kicks in it's call DEPRESSION and it stops all function of life and you cry out to people and all they see is the outside never really take time to get to know whats on the inside! read this little picture No one

will do this any more the love of many have wax cold no more love! This will make you laugh but it's 100% true this is how much bullshit hit you and depress the hell out you first you give it your best but no one care just as long as they get what they want. And all you get out it is DRIED FUCKED! What is dried fucked when no feeling is there just a lot of motion but no emotion !Ops did I say that well all day of this shit you finally get home and this damn dog that you paid $80.00 dollars for jumps in your bed and shit's all the time this show just how low your life has become when man's best friend shit's on you! I WANT TO KILL THAT MUTT BUT MY BABIES WILL NOT FORGIVE ME IF I KILL THAT MUTT! LOL True words I'm living peace pastorsvice!

Where is your head at?

Is your head stuck in your azz all the time most people act like a azz because they think all is out to get them or this is my way of not letting no one get close to me.But when you do it just to be a azz then you are the worst kind why you show no feeling to nothing but your sorry self and if you like to be a lone or you feel like you don't have to answer to anyone or never care how you words or action effect people well you is the one that this blog is for! To act like a dick you think you have power or large and in charge but you just don't realize that you is one sorry azz excuse for a person and your dick-less ways make you one of the worlds biggest problems someone need to just take your sorry-azz out of your pain so all that is around you don't hurt no more! It's a thin line between love and hate so you break the line and just hate! But as you say that's you ok you listen to this or just look at this picture and tell me do this fit you let's take a look!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 When you see this What come to mind LOVE OR LUST? If you have feeling you think of making love if you don't the first thing come to mind is lust this is a feeling that true dicks have all you see is hurt or how you can keep the hurt up because it give you a boost in your ego that you is in control but silly rabbit tricks is for kids grow the hell up get some true balls about your self! People hates to be around a dick but you like to give people all the dick you can so here's a tip time to cut the dick off! last but lease here is you award for being a dick peace pastorsvoice!

torn feelings!

This lady sung a song about how she took her love for granted so let's go on this. What is love? To me I been trying for years to find this! All I found was women who did not want all the good love I had for them! None wanted me to love them only they felt better if they was with a no good man who treated them like shit! Why can't this kind of love is what they want? Just listen |A love that you know when you feel it make you weak at the knees to hold to feel wanted needed to feel so safe that what dream you have I will fulfill! A love that make you miss them when they just when to work a love that make you feel on top of the world that you is all I need ! But this time a good man always get hurt and you women wonder why there are so many dogs out there well here something from a one woman man who never never cheated or treated his woman less than a queen who made his life can't stop making her your world but me never had one who will share my world but had four that tore it apart so here I am trying again to find some real love one that no game can move a love that I can depend on a love the is down for her man not share a woman so can any one help?

Lost love how can you lose something that is not real? If they love you so much then nothing in this world will break you up but people only love the good but when things is not or hard time come they are ready to throw it away by one leaving or cheating never willing to go threw because the other is so easy don't get me wrong the easy way out most take but love is for better or worst I got your back but no one live by this .

 when you see this long train track if you can feel me love is for life not until you feel like got all I want so time to move on . please to all that read this true love is for a life time peace pastorvoice!

suspicious mind

Well well back at it again how long can this go on people say that to have a suspicious mind is bad but you gave it to me! I trusted you and you broke that! Now you want to get some body to come and treat you right listen a Lie is part truth so it really is not a full lie just part truth but to me that bull shit a lie is just what's it called! Why should you give in when your mind is saying WTF? Your heart is saying go for it! But your eyes is saying don't be fooled again and your body is saying why me? Send her or him some papers or you walk why suspicious minds come from some mess up shit that has been done to you and you just can't trust no more! But we think we can made it pass it well listen if you think it's a dog well guess what it is a damn dog don't fool your self that it not why because no matter how much they say I did not do that! If they was for real in love with you then they would not have did that mess up shit like I was drunk and it just happen! How you fall for some mess like that because they did not think about you when the fun starts or when they say call me!

So you are so wrong because you put their sorry azz out NOPE NOPE NOPE kick that azz to the curb! And quit doubting your first mind why if you think that they is no good then they is not good for you and stop that bull about if I was you this what I would have done! If you was  me you will do the same thing and handle it the same way I did why because you is me and that what I would do! WOW  how plain is that!

MAYBE bad but only for the ones that get caught doing some mess up stuff! And the ones that feel like you don't need this mind well when your heart get bust up don't come saying how did I let this happen? Because you forgot that any one can hurt you the sweetest lady in the world can be a real heart breaker! That fine azz man that got your world rolling can bring all crashing down! People can be so un-careing and so self center!My words is this! If my mind get like this it is your fault why because if you never broke my trust then my mind will always love you but hell remember secrets is what break up a home feel me! peace pastorvoice!

look into a man's heart

Here in my room again 2:19 in the morning can't sleep mind is racing on how is my life and can my heart be fill? No not all men just sit and think of ways that they can please them self you have a few that love pleasing others no not cold and un-caring or just to get his rocks off this one have a heart that has been broken many times and understands the meaning of hurt and pain trust and commitment yes a man with feelings is what most need. But to get there takes time to know what is the importance of this thing we call togetherness now don't get me wrong I made some mistakes and hurt some people in my time but I learned how to show true love not just from heart but mind body and soul! True feeling can't be taught it has to be lived in order to show what is on the inside no this It's not just words that run thought my mind this is what I become in this life time! To see so much pain is my gain to be able to write these words. Just take a few and see where this is going! Most say we don't care but we do just not in the way most think! We hurt too but is too afraid to show it why that is a sign of weakness on our part and all we know is to be strong but it comes with a price many don't understand when a man cry or when a man needs to feel needed and wanted how so soft we really are!

Hey love is a scary thing why if you pour our your heart and give all you got and it's not good enough it damage you and next time you won't give anyone chance to hurt you when in your eyes all you see is the pain of failure but in their eye all they see is why don't you let me love you the way you need to be love hey I'm not trying to get brownie points or to get you to like me alone I was born and alone will I die! But to have a piece of what we call happiness takes a life time to get and when you get it how long to you have to enjoy it well as for me this is my plea that the time we have live life the best we can and the rest don't worry about why you don't have power to make someone love you all you got is time to show how much you care and if it takes a life time then it was worth my life to share last but not lease I go back to my room a wake and feeling alone why because the fear of the un known!

peace pastorsvoice!

hate to have

HATE IS ONE THING THAT HOLDS THIS WORLD BACK NO MORE WE BUT JUST ME!
Hey today me as a man got a real dose of you can't you try to better thing and most just hate the ideal,
the unknown is a powerful tool to just keep you down or to be used to hold you back but great minds
had to go threw the same thing but people hang around just to see what they can get then move on why?
We blame people for our own short comings when we need to blame our self.We are free to be anything
we go after yes this is me not loud talking but just knowing that you always need somebody  to be that
inspiration to move you forward yes this is me at the edge of my rock just wondering which way to go
when you give your best and that's not enough then deep in yourself you have to get more even if you feel
there is no more to give. Me just one who don't like to fail or let anyone down that feel like there's some-
thing special in that one wait and see! Hopes and dreams of a man who had to start over from scratch
time and time again the feeling that get in the pit of you stomach and make you sick of the fear of failure
to do something that most think is impossible to do but it eats at your soul to get it done you push youself
over and over until you can't go no more and come to the edge of you rock so what now?

How much is the power of one and who can measure how low failure takes you? What high it brings to your
road to be some lost slave to your own short comings? See I have been this way for so long sometimes it feels like i'm never going to get up because you tell your self why it will knock me down again so why try?
see right now I'm in a mode that fear is winning and you can easily say do let it but the power of one is
just that one and you feel lost and alone but just as life get a grip on you you say I'm not a slave to failure I can make this work I'm not for sale and you can't buy me at auction or on the block why my rock is steady and my mind is in high gear so this is deep and you can't reach it with your put downs and harmful  words
and shameful looks that you give when you realize that you can't stop me or hold me down to strong and to
wise peace pastorsvoice!

where's mama?

What happen to a mother in these days? Time has got so that they took mother clean out the house and re placed her with a working woman! Now I know many women will be piss at me for this but this is a wake up call to try to save the home! MOTHER'S is just like a carpenter she build's the home she makes the men and women of today she install all the stuff that is needed in this world to make it! SHE make a home a home! A place that all are glad to get to! BUT now days this is what you get see below and that a shame!

SHE don't know jack shit about cooking a damn meal the laptop is doing the cooking not her well the laptop can't show love like mama can the laptop can't drive you to mall or to game or pick you up? See we think that because we have got more smarter the easy way out is the way and you wonder why a child would go in a school and kill every one and kill himself with the guns that mother bought him because she had to work late! Most is quick to say where's daddy Ok where is that azz wipe! I'm going to say this and if I'm wrong prove it!The reason it take two to work is the way they want to live but what about the way they need to live! QUESTION WHO THE HELL IS RAISING THE KIDS?MOST of you azz wipes will say my kids is in day care heck yeah we know and if you had your way when they was spit out of your tail you would have put them in there so some one else can raise them and you can do the life you want to! Damn right I'm hard on you why most women can't cook or clean or wash clothes or any thing that make a house but one thing now they can screw there azz off and talk shit to you but that's all! Damn you good at IBM but suck azz at home hell yeah you can make a main frame jump but can't take a bone out of a piece of meat!SURE YOU MAKE BIG BUCKS! But all your daughter is good for is a good fuck! SHE has no home training as how to take care a home and raise a family because you had to work to pay off all that you spoiled YOURSELF WITH! But then have the never to post on line there's no good men and more! DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY THERE IS NO MORE GOOD MEN? YOUR MOTHER DID NOT RAISE ONE SHE WAS AT WORK THAT WHY HER SON DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WOMEN WHY MAMA WAS NEVER AROUND EITHER! THIS IS  WHERE SHE WAS LOOK BELOW!

SO THINK ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR YOU TO BE A MOTHER! AND NOT A PIECE OF AZZ!  PEACE pastorsvoice!   

SUPPRESSION OF YOUR RIGHTS!

In today's world the bills of rights is just a piece of paper why no ones has it! Freedom of speech is not here yes you can't say what you want in the place where no ones at but not every where in the USA! OK WATCH THIS! If you don't like how the powers to be is don't thing you better not say any thing jail will be your home or dead in the river!People think when they vote they have a voice your voice is only when you agree with the power to be! To be killed for what you said tell me what good it did you are dead and your voice is no more! Just a recording of what was said not what need to be said now! You only have the right to follow not to lead heck the president do not have power to lead he is all ways told by house and senate what they like and don't like! And they will strike down anything that don't go their way!We sit here a say the land of the free right?OK I'm free to say this freedom comes with a price and many men and women died for that each day so me and you can sit on our butts and say what we don't have! Why  everybody can't be on top somebody tells and another follow. The one who tells is in control the one who follow do just that follow! Now it piss me off how much we as people disagree about stuff that don't mean shit! And all it takes is for one to just say ok you are right! But no because we fell we have the right to say any thing most hurt us and never help us! Just stop for a minute and think just how free you really is!

This is us as people so afraid to be really free we rather for some one to hold us back then to free us why so many don't know what to do with freedom if it kicked them in their azz! Ok I know this is close to home but watch this why can't we just accept each other for what we believe and live no soon as the power to be see that you is not them then they try to change you or make you change by killing all that believe the way you do and if there is nobody to teach you in life  then you take on their life that is teach to you! Peep this! If I stop you from thinking and think for you then you will be just like I want you to be right? Well most teach you what they want you to be not who or what they are! Because they don't even like who they are! Freedom is not free it's earned! Respect come from understand one life not trying to change it but deal with it! WHY OH WHY EVERY TIME WE GO IN A COUNTRY WE TRY TO PUT OUR WAY AND VALUES ON THEM AND TRY TO FIX WHAT WORKED FOR THEM ALL THEIR LIFE! My last words love me for me my good and bad my high and my lows why that's me and you can't change who I am! Because if you do then I'm not the man who I was born to be! peace pastorsvoice!

                                            BE YOU AND ONLY YOU! NOT A ROBOT!