Morning Blues!

Oh heck no its 6 o’clock in the morning. Its not that 6 o’clock is important but what is important is that every thing around me is aggravating me and you all know i’m not a morning person.Now its 6:01 and still my attitude has not change. People talking and i really don’t care, asking dumb DUMB questions like I been there not only that i got to get up and do what my body is telling me not to do. All this is going on in my mind and now its just 6:05. Now your wondering why i’m giving time because in the morning we always try to be so KIND when you know like i know that you are the last person i wanna see but not the first person talking to ME! 6:07 now my time has come to go in the bathroom and do number 1but before i get there to add to my morning delight i got an 18 year old who acts like the bathroom is there life. For all who understand that in the morning is not in high demand 12 o’clock is FINE so why are you calling me at 6:09!!!!! EVERYDAY you scream i’m later than later but in my mind your just a hater with your ‘cheery-attitude’ and your “how do you do?” You should know by now that im not listening at you. 6:15 im out the door back to this job that i hate so ever more talking to people who i can not mention because their life is so stupid its always SO much tension. DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA is the fuel for today. Man its just 6:20 in the morning can it wait okay? I leave you with this little piece of my feeling. Is anyone out there understanding what i’m feeling mornings is HELL and me and it has no dealings.
peace -Pastorsvoice


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preacherman: paranormal spirit movement!

To all that believes in a spirits and ghost hey they been here before we was but this is a true event! OK we was on our way to Mount Clare off dovesville Hwy. We was on a green van not the blue and white van that made me so ashamed that if I could all that laugh then we just could have bust them in the head and see the white meat! But we was suppose to be holy so we just took it! But that was then and this is now !All just left a hot services singing and playing on van then lee said: Look across the field! What in the world is that? It was a figure about a sixth foot tall that shine as it move down the edge of the woods it looked like it was on a coarse to intercept us as we approach the curve! and the closer we got the figure looked like a woman as we got to the curve the van cut off and stop in middle of the road! AT this time all might tried to act brave but I was scared out of my mind HECK NO I did not think of god, angels or any thing holy my mind when straight to GHOST! NO E.T nothing extra out here no was not thinking of any visitation nothing but this sixth foot tall glowing woman is heading to our van and guess what this van was stopped in middle of the road and it was dead! ALL the doors flew open and people began to try and bail but at the back door was a red eyed lee and at the side door was this six foot tall shinny lady! Now ask me the million dollar question: how do she look? Hey I just told you SHE WAS SHINNY! And his eyes was red and he was babbling about we need to get our life in order because he was coming! Now you look hear no one ask the six foot tall woman anything about Jesus. Nor did we care we was praying like we had no tomorrow but watch this as soon as he got finish scaring the be-Jesus vanish and the van cranked all the way home most people was slung out in the spirit call on Jesus then we was so save then why we a few moments ago we was scared shit-less if I may be true-fully you did not have to have said I was saved to pray the fear of the un-known had you call for your maker! true spit! your turn cabdriver! I know you are laughing! peace pastorsvoice!


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Reaching up to touch bottom!

Your top is my bottom you go higher when my bottom gets lower! All gain on your part is a decline on my part! Ok let’s flow! Rich and poor who can ask for more! Reaching for the stars from you means pulling me in the dark down I go you said to hell but will power said no no! Me I’ll like to see if times change can you be me.You said to work hard is the american dream well give me my start and stop holding my dreams! Oh ten feet tall and bullet proof is your goals.When you stand on others you feel so bold.Reaching up to touch bottom is what rest have been told! Your up is my down you in i’m out, you go me stop, you is so and i’m not. Oh how you blow me can’t you see for you to win I have to lose, when you get I have to give. All in me is to just touch bottom or to break even just to feel like I’m somebody who you need to hold you up! To be wanted ,needed, love you just don’t understand I’m your rock and you are my sky, I’m your floor and you are my ceiling. The more you want is the more I do to make sure that you are you. Now seeing that i’m apart of you and you are in me.Ever so deeply why I write like I write is why my bottom is your top see all that have a child this is what you got. Know what it means to support them and don’t steal their dreams by standing on top never feeling that the words of your mouth hurt! So don’t harm your child by saying how dum they are or how they will never be nothing why look at me this is all I heard! SO STOP THE HURT! LOVE ME FOR ME AND NEVER LET GO!!!!! P.S if you have kids or nieces or nephews treat them like they is all you got! peace pastorsvoice


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AT DEATH IN MIND!

TRUE SPIT! In my mind at any giving time death cross my mind and I ask my self is it my time? Feel the lost and lonely feel the push of how I can’t make it. You say you know how I feel but has death came and played in your field? Why is my pain such a game with the powers that may be but no one give a dam about me! Fame and fortune is what’s up but the ones that got you there is left in the dust! Now here come my old friend running in my mind again! Stop telling me it will be alright but never giving me the key to my life. Dreaming is good but money is better but death stay in my mind because life has stole both and now see how coldness flood my soul. Why do I write about my nightmare because when darkness come no one is there to understand the deepness of my fears and no one to deliver me from my own self destruction! No help in sight all my pain is on me tonight man i’m not feeling right boom boom is my plight man need someone to just hear how close death is in my life. Some of you can agree because you feel just like me just if one that cause this pain just let me unload my brain and tell about the insane game that death is playing with me and with you to know he’s not your friend. Think about that if you will remember that before you wreck someones life again! You can eat can sleep why call this beef! Not meaning to jump on someone phase but to touch my mind about what I want to be listen my life is mess up enough tell me how to get this out my head then I tell you what I want to be. OH how free is we ? When even a clock or a bell tells us what to do! No bells or clocks tell you what to do next time to class ask your self who is in charge next morning ask the same thing! Why WHY is the thing that is made to take me out is all way in my camp! How come MY cry always goes un answers? Why out of all this knowledge they say that they have we is still dying with out a cause! You who read this take it for real preacherman and cabdriver is levels of pain that I have been threw! but pastorsvoice is real and if you read this mean i’m in you peace!


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