simply smitten

     

How did this come out of the vault of saying?? We lets see how my mind whine this one up !!!!

A these years i been blogging not one time did anyone made me flinch is broke my guard or anything!And I watch many fall in love find them some and all but as of me and my blog was 

the same o same o thing! my words said no ones want a good man this was my pet pea's  big ups to all the daddy that read my blog ! It got so bad that i was hating to see couples so big ups to all the lovers that read my blog and to all so we offend no one yeah right yeah ok this right here is me  blogging but read what that black box that has a text in it and this is for ones that can't the words i there when you find someone who breaks you opens and make you feel things you fight for them! 

I'm fighting for a person who at this very moment is probably home feeling sick right now hey hope 

you get better need you! Simply Smitten  is a phase you used to express beyond hey what's up when you use that part someone is in trouble because some one done got him he can't see nothing right now

someone came and broke threw my guard and made me realize that you can be special to someone you didn't know! But all ready knew how to see right threw your toughest guard ans show so much 

that now you fight for them! Because they got me on a level  that i didn't see but we talked and talked some more until i had to asked who is you??read the next part and you see where some thing is going on

   They just made me fall so head over in love with her STOP RIGHT THERE I BEEN THREW ALL YOUR TIME OF HAPPINESS SHARE MINES pretty and smart  want to have something and got
her own! But this one i say this one is what all men who fish sorry i dont i just know this she is a keeper you don't let this one get away so at this time she is a sweetie in my heart but don't hate i been here for a long time isn't that right my friend Romeo love Keisha go giants! Michelle Parker Richard Martin  Ace burkhart and many more knew this was what kept me just wanting ! i was broken! but
now someone has said no he is taken and at any time do you believe in love at first word ! they type
something in my posted and off it went  again hope she feels better now! You get tired of people who
can't make  it easy to just love them???? Yes i said it just plain out love them but we know Jesus showed all the love he could but still no one believe so what am im saying believe and love one a other show the love and stop using things to hide our fears well I know this LOVE IS WHAT GOT US HERE But we don't have a clue how cold we are but first melt that cold spot in your heart so you
can love here is my last picture how many can really say that what you see is what you really are???

Yep its takes this to make one how long is it going to take before we see two cords is better than one!

peace pastorsvoice! deep i know but from my heart!!!! 

no temps or limps

What can we do when people all the time buckle under pressure see for the record there is a place i'm
going with this! Listen we posted stuff on the web and people comment on what you post right ?????
Why is it that no matter what you posted people will always be like this on the post" yes me too that right" HOLD UP HOLD UP HOLD UP  most of these mofo's don't know jack about the pain you are in most is only someone on the web they post fake picture of them doing stuff like they really be ballin when all you see is their rent money being spent or the other man re-ups money and you flash it like you so much well to all you freakin window shoppers fake flasher this blog is just for you you see them standing in a bar with all the happy hour drinks on the table where the drinks was buy one get one free and they only cost a dollar and some one else paid there way in but they take a picture  and post i'm making it rain in this mug!Yep he made it rain alright by asking everyone to buy him a beer!

I watch so many people will allow a fake buster come in there life eat the babies food up won't wash a dish in the place fuss and the lady when she work all day come home have to cook and clean take care of five children and he is just sitting there after him and ray ray smoked up the weed ate all the snacks poor babies can't eat the fruit loops be cause they caught they munchies then you pay someone

else to be with him yep yep you pay his child support and his baby mother is buying him the weed with your money give me a ticket man arrest me now right now because i m smokin now  to all who think you can get over on them all the time your time is coming to pay the piper! AND WHAT?

One more thing how how how can you women take it when your man leaves but his feet is still with 

you?? Or when you see him his pants is at his knee's and his draws is dirty with a brown highway in them and still smell like last night club but you say i love him WAKE UP YOU DIP NUTS!! OMG

PEACE PASTORSVOICE!

not what you see

After three years of blogging now the truth is to be told many know that at the end of all my
blogs end with peace Pastorsvoice many of the people who really know me says i need to take
that off because what i write and the words i used is not what a pastor stands for and they is
right because I speak my mind and my words is not what you would say to a church so now
up until two days ago my mind was like this f#@k you and who gives a rats azz about what
people think but someone peep out my life and brought to my attention that for three years
of running did me no good listen the real you someone will know it don't matter how much
you hide behind words or actions we put up fronts to protect yourself from more pain but
lets be real is that who you are heck2dano!So at this time I must come clean Im just a church
boy who was hurt bad I lost trust in all and did not care to get know anyone! And i got caught
up in trying to find a love to replace all the love I lost. How can you get back what was never
yours Im learning that what you think is yours really is not! All of us for some reason forgot this
the love of many will wax cold so who are you to think when you hurt someone you good?

in the beginning Moses ask god who can i say that sent me and he said I AM say I am sent you 

so when you hurt people or treat them like crap I ask you who sent you? This is for all who fit this

stop loving people with your mouth and put some I AM in it because most is not the person you 

see my love is deep because i love not with my mouth but with something most has lost a soul

love at first sight or just a phase how many still enjoy a walk or just the two of you star gazing 

love is not how good you are in bed because the phase love em and leave em is the game both play

the chase is great but most leave after the chase is over when the bang your brains out and go to 

say i bang another one why play games? listen read this and you be the judge of what is on this one

most don't know because they hide behind so much but as for me no more hiding and to the ones 

who felt like I was not worth your time well listen I'm a piece of coal under the pressure and when 

all is finish all will see the diamond they over looked but this is the twist I'm one who knows pain!

so keep up your good work and watch how the right hands reach down and pick me up and love the diamond they have found peace pastorsvoice 

mother's love

A  Mother's Love well all who have one should make sure you tell them how you love them

because take it from one who has no mother no father no grandpa no grandma no aunts no uncles don't know who your brother or sisters is because it was said we didn't have the same daddy when you been chasing family all your life this day I write to you from my heart ok

Now my mind was trigger when someone went on and on about how they miss their friends

and how they missed getting a drink meeting different men but not once did they say i miss

my kids???Where is that mother love that you feel inside to make you climb over hell and

high water to keep them safe! To all mothers remember these little ones came out you who 

you carried for nine months it grew in you how the hell can't you love your child how a man

or a bottle or good time break that bond? Can I appeal to you with this blog love your family

This is me all my life alone even when i was with someone never knowing who or what you

belong to never seeing father or his side and mother was the only child and she treated us 

like she was treated she was not there most of the time so root little pig or die you get hard

and survive! So what is important family or fun kids or cigs responsibility or street ability

Who are you and when are you going to start back loving your family???????

peace pastorsvoice!!!!!!!!! MY WORDS ENJOY

   

  

rude awakening

Howdy neighbor what up in your world this blog is going to make some mad but the truth is
the truth! Can you handle the truth? Well we see in a few because i'm about to break this off
We know who know and don't know I got a new job taking people to their appointments and the
company serve the upper state of  south Carolina that has foot hills and mountains so I drove
to a place call pelizer s.c  and  I was in my van feeling good about my self and just needed some
gas so I just whipped  the van in to this place that had a restaurant in it so me with my happy
self busted up in this place like hell it was mine and I got about in the middle of the restaurant
and oh my god first I notice this big ass rebel flag floating in the corner right then I should have
back my black azz out there and come back to 2016 but I was back in the freaking 50's in this place
as I stopped in my tracks my eyes started to go around the room no bull it happen just like this every
one in this place stopped and paused looking at me like I know he did not bring him black azz in
here and no bull I forgot what the hell I wanted out this place my mind went blank because every
one was looking at me some stopped in the middle of putting the spoon in their freaking mouth
I don't care how bad you are when you are by yourself in a place with nothing but a damn card in
your hand and you see about 35 people that is way lighter than you looking at you what do you do?

First I placed myself in the walk the hell out position and I ease my black azz to the door all this time not one word was said they just looked at me hell my mouth was closed so tight my teeth  looked

like one big as flag its self no bull all my balls left me my first mind said now you never ran hell I told my mind to shut the hell up don't boost me head up because this is not the time or place so I 

backed my azz up! Backed right out the door dash to my van and got the hell out of there see we 

take for granted our rights listen in that case I had the right to remain silent! And that what did

hey never would i go missing and some one else be still eating like nothing happen not me 

peace pastorsvoice