pastorsvoice: Years of pain !

pastorsvoice: Years of pain !: Today my pain is on the table! And time for us to find out what we going to do? Because at this point we both are in trouble! The time that ...

Years of pain !

Today my pain is on the table! And time for us to find out what we going to do? Because at this point we both are in trouble! The time that has taken me to the point of no return! To be hurt is not planned or welcome how long must this sharp feeling shape my life? I have lost myself in a storm of emotion triggered by betrayal, abuse, physical and mental pain caused by someone who played a part in my life that never should have been allowed! Today is the day that notice is served! How long are we going to ride this wave of letdown before we wake up and realize no more pain! Listen I'm not mad at anyone! I'm just at a point where it's time to take back my life! Does anyone agree with me??

If you agree with me then open up your eyes and understand this is the day I mark and say yes you used me and you hurt me time after time but today I draw a line and you won't hurt me or mine! I won't lie and that I will not cry! I won't lie that many sleepless nights! I won't lie that I will miss you by my side! But this is no lie none of this would I allow to make me "DIE or NOT TRY" to survive! LINE was drawn! No more will I let you have my power! To all that is being done this way, this blog is for you! ListenYah sent me to be that wake-up call. To rise up and reach beyond the break and get a new hold on life! Yah is pulling off the weights and sins that had you trapped! FREEDOM from this controlling mess time to be blessed! Look to the hills from which comes your help! Your life starts now! The spirit of hurt and pain has been in your life too long now the light comes!

See the picture?? See the light on the water? Real dark out there and that one light you see is calling you out of the darkness of pain and hurt do you see the light! Yah is this light and he has never, never, and never will stop trying to help all who are in this darkness! ALL WHO IS SICK AND TIRED OF BEING USED!! Walk to his light!! SHALUM TO ALL PASTORSVOICE!


 

pastorsvoice: A party of lies!

pastorsvoice: A party of lies!:   Now lets not get it twisted! I voted for the democrats! I am a democrat! But I used to be an Christian too! Until I learn how much they li...

A party of lies!

 Now lets not get it twisted! I voted for the democrats! I am a democrat! But I used to be an Christian too! Until I learn how much they lied! Now I'm learning how much the party lied to us just to get our votes! At one time we was force to vote for the Democrats! Or our fathers the next morning would be dragged out the house and hung in the tree! Or beaten until he had not breath in him! We was taught that the republicans was responsible for slavery. But it was the the Democrats who was behind it all! Don't get me wrong neither party is a good light to our lives! But you have to ask your self "WHICH EVIL TO PICK"! Hillary or Trump! Which evil to pick? Let's face it we picked Trump! And what a eye opening we had!  Now  it's Biden and we don't know if this dude is talking or dreaming or off his meds? Look at this next picture! This is the party we blacks is being tricked to vote for! Tell me when they switch history! Ok now!

Now this has nothing to do with race! But it does show who wrote this did not agree with the 14 amendment! And The democrats is the guilty ones who wanted the Hebrew man not to be a human but to breed more slaves because no more was being shipped in! So slave farms was invented by who none other then the southern democrats so no northern republican would be elected! So the KKK was born to bring fear and control the Hebrew man! You may not like my blog but you know it to be true facts! Facts don't be liked because it shows how much a lie can travel! So my question is why would they cover up the real hatred they had for skin color! Hebrews is not human!

And your birthrights or your voting rights is not a choice but a right! And your rights has been taken again! By trickery! listen I've learned that a lot that we as Hebrews was force to learn and accepted was a flat out lie to steal who we really are and the real power that your vote carry! Listen I'm not a big fan of government but I know this if you stand for something then give it your 100% and if your 100% is based on a lie then how hurt your world would be if the truth comes in and showed you that you been what we called an "ALL DAY SUCKER"! Shalum pastorsvoice!

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pastorsvoice: Feelings such a lie!

pastorsvoice: Feelings such a lie!:   Feelings is life biggest lie! You can ever fall for! This is how you look when you find out he got  a woman phone number for every state h...

Feelings such a lie!

 Feelings is life biggest lie! You can ever fall for! This is how you look when you find out he got  a woman phone number for every state he travels in when he drives that truck he is in! This is the look of feelings you have when you walk in a church and say will bishop's kids please stand up and half the children in the building stands up! This is the look you get when you paid child support for 17 1/2 years and the blood test say feed her long enough she will look like you! Feelings yes feelings! Look at this one!

This is the look you do when she goes thru your phone and find text message from some one who you said didn't have your number! Yep yep this is the look you have when mother finds your weed but you said "I don't smoke that devil mess!" This is the look you give when the police ask "Is any illegal substance in the car?" And you are driving a car with no insurance and you have no license and you just left the hook-up spot and have

some good gas that you are sitting on! Oh yes there's more!

Yes this is the look you get when your parents walks in on you and your mate making out in their room! This is the look when the police shines the light in the car and catch you and your mate trying to act like your 17 again! But the officer don't see two 17 years old! He see 40 and 45 years old in the back seat and the first thing hit him is the smell of fart and sex! Now what this last one is the best one because it really show how feelings are!

See your feelings will pimp you out to hurt, heart ache, no trust, no compassion, no sense of commitments, and no reason to tell the truth! Feelings is a false emotion that you believe with all you got thinking you get what you want. But in the end feelings is what you left with when all else is gone! Life lesson 101 on feelings! Shalum and peace to all pastorsvoice! OHH P.S I got a feeling that 1 million people will read this! Now watch how feelings LIE!

pastorsvoice: Wide eye kid!

pastorsvoice: Wide eye kid!:   Good day mates! Feb 5 2022 all day baby! I'm sitting in my living room one fingering this key pad to death and I see this bottle calle...

Wide eye kid!

 Good day mates! Feb 5 2022 all day baby! I'm sitting in my living room one fingering this key pad to death and I see this bottle called "Black seed oil" And it say's "A remedy for every disease but death" Well okay? But in the world I know nothing black stands for anything that is good! Stop before you say it! Just hear me out! This is not another racist rant. This is a clear look into a word that have gotten a bad rep for no reason! In Genesis 1 verse 2 I quote! " And the earth was without out form and void; and DARKNESS was upon the face of the DEEP! No where it said that the darkness was black! See this poor word took on a face that was way before the ku klux klan's hoods was legal! Way before George knew how to Washington! Way before Jim had a crow! Way before Alexander thought he was great!  And when Ben went into franklin his nasty self! And when Adolf knew he can hitler!! This poor innocent word not guilty of a crime or offense!  Became a word that had a record but never sign up for it! The Spanish bean "EL NEGRO!

Now you tell me how in the world this word which in Spanish that describe a "BEAN" became a name for a people? In my IKE TURNNER VOICE! "EAT THE CAKE ANNIE MAE" Why is it that black is bad but white is good? And don't come with that 'power' mess because no race has power to stop it's own self destruction! Every one on this planet after the flood came from one of the three brothers! Ham, Shem, Japhth and their wives! So how can my family who is from my uncles who fart in the same room and all pissed on the floor because no man pissed straight until he knew how to aim that snake in  his pants! How can you say I'm better than him?  When you may own more than me! But the same one that taught me taught you because they is called our grandparents! Same bloodline no matter what your skin looks like!

Last but most important! The world never seen color because we all came from the same two people Noah and his wife so our life is connected don't let color keep us apart! As the cat said Almost..Wait... I'm colorblind! See people not skin!

 Shalum pastorsvoice!

pastorsvoice: The Land that was free!

pastorsvoice: The Land that was free!: "The "  Land that was free! We the people! Is a very familiar saying right? The bills of rights for the people!  Have you read wha...

The Land that was free!

"The" Land that was free! We the people! Is a very familiar saying right? The bills of rights for the people!  Have you read what people have these rights? Listen I do warn my white readers because this name you but you had nothing to do with it's writing! But living in it's benefits not even realizing that this writing was put in place because two groups of people came together and the power to be did not like it so they wrote this to protect the money that they was getting! The two group of people that came together was black slaves and white indentured servants! Look for your self! Look up 1734-1890 the classifieds! We ask this question "Why can't we get along?" Well that's not true at all! Just look at any head start, or pre-school class any 4k or 5k classrooms this is way before the "WE THE PEOPLE" kick in! Racism's is not born in you it's taught!

The phrase "Melting pot" listen all kinds of flavor goes in but only one flavor comes out. NOW what flavor comes out in America! Let's see! Constitution and amendments article 1 section2. "Do this read as it say's or means something else?" Listen Being Black and Indian you are not counted for a human being to be counted! The RED MENS as we was taught was bad and no good Indians and the muffin man came and just took their land by force! Not Even caring that the same thing they said they was running from is the same thing they did to the people that lived here! Not only them but the people who they brought here that got with the people who they own who just asked to be free to live their own life! The Indentured servants and slaves got together and revolted! This is real! The Virginia slave codes of 1705 and After the Bacon's rebellion the term "The white race was invented!" In 1663 conspiracy a group of indentured servants meets to rise up against the power to be! I'm not the only one to know this just look at the statue of liberty feet!

Why is a chain on her leg? And her right foot is in a upright position? This symbol the muffin man never show you why? Because she was breaking free from bondage!  See the man who help made the statue put that their for a reason because at that time slavery was abolish in France and this was a message to the ones who received  the statute! WOW! See we are taught to hate blacks, Lgbtq, Muslim, Asians, Indians, any brown or yellow or red skinned people or anything that the muffin man don't like! Please please stop the down looking on people who did no harm to anyone! Last but not least! 

Get to know who this is because he don't see skin he see souls! Shalum pastorsvoice!

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pastorsvoice: DEATH IS REAL!

pastorsvoice: DEATH IS REAL!:   Well we got it snow! But there's was a time that the snow brought a sense of calmness! A sense of peace! But now days all it bring is ...

DEATH IS REAL!

 

Well we got it snow! But there's was a time that the snow brought a sense of calmness! A sense of peace! But now days all it bring is fear and anxiety more panic then pleasure! Listen when your lights goes out many start to wonder when they will come back on! But here is an EYE OPENER! When darkness come around you why you fear and think of what will harm you! This year darkness fell on so many because they died! Death came for so many last year! So many funerals took place all we seen was pain in the faces of those who had to go thought it! I was taught that when someone died we was suppose to celebrate not morn. But I guess that was a lie too! Because no one ever celebrate they just cry and show hurt, sorrow, and pain! I can only talk about me and when death took my mother and her father I didn't feel pain! I didn't cry or act out like so many do. I was taught to be happy for them because they was in a better place! But again I guess that was a lie!

Looking at this picture make you think this is your late view of the world but this is a lie! Because who would believe that you can see threw your coffin and watch some one throw dirt on you now that would be so scary! To be able to see your final view is some one throwing dirt on your face! We can understand that our eye close we dream until you call us home! So rest in the peace! To all we lost in 2021! Just know that life has not end but it just starting to show that the pains of this world is over! So rejoice!

 Your journey has just started Shalum to my bloggers family! pastorsvoice!

pastorsvoice: know your role!

pastorsvoice: know your role!:   Good day mates! Now here we goes again visiting our past! Many have different accounts of there past life. Some was good and many was neve...

know your role!

 

Good day mates! Now here we goes again visiting our past! Many have different accounts of there past life. Some was good and many was never want to do that again kind! Well it's looking like I'm in that one that say's "How in the heck I got back here again"? See MANIPULATION is a thing that many are good at! See they first gets you in a unscrupulous way to play on your goodness. Then in a deliberate skillful manner here comes the real deal! I'm at the point in my life that I feel like I get in where ever I fit in! True feelings! Why try to treat anyone like they need to be treated when all you get is the way they was treated! They tell you about how bad they was done but turn right around and do you the same way they said they hated! Listen it's so easy for them to show you their picture! Then draw the same picture for you and can't see how mess up it is for someone else to be treated the same way! But then will look at you and ask what wrong? Heck if you didn't like it what makes you think I will like it! WOW! How the cookies crumbles! 

My whole life I tried to do this! But when time after time you get cheated on lied to used for people to get what they want it's gets old! Do you know what I mean readers? There are many ways to get cheated on! But this way no ones talks about when you get cheated on in side your own house! That's right your OWN HOUSE! See most blow off the side taking the plotting of how can I get what I want no matter who I have to screw over to get it! I will lie and scheme my way no matter how much damage it do just as long as the end results is in my favor! This is in house cheating! And guess what they are doing it to who? "TO YOU"!

This may look and sound crazy but the truth of it is you be a fool not to believe this because this happens every day to good people who are just trying to be happy! My take on the New year! SHALUM!! Pastorsvoice!