Wednesday, August 20, 2014

you broke broken pieces!

Broke and blue does anyone feel like this is them? Well what you have seen in my pass blogs was true! My life, I put in words, Is the way I feel. Listen death and suicide this year I played with depression has no face no one knows how low you really feels how you just crave to just to have one person to just show you they care.Every one say's you how to love your self before anyone can love you easy said when you already know who you are but when you get lost you don't know who you are no more you know what you was and who you want to be but when you are lost you don't know who the hell you are or how the hell you got here! Broken pieces but when they break your broken pieces and really don't give a shit about it then this thing that I deal which kicks in it's call DEPRESSION and it stops all function of life and you cry out to people and all they see is the outside never really take time to get to know whats on the inside! read this little picture No one
will do this any more the love of many have wax cold no more love! This will make you laugh but it's 100% true this is how much bullshit hit you and depress the hell out you first you give it your best but no one care just as long as they get what they want. And all you get out it is DRIED FUCKED! What is dried fucked when no feeling is there just a lot of motion but no emotion !Ops did I say that well all day of this shit you finally get home and this damn dog that you paid $80.00 dollars for jumps in your bed and shit's all the time this show just how low your life has become when man's best friend shit's on you! I WANT TO KILL THAT MUTT BUT MY BABIES WILL NOT FORGIVE ME IF I KILL THAT MUTT! LOL True words I'm living peace pastorsvice!

Thursday, August 14, 2014

A Rasophy in g# minor

Well been a while since we did a spit like this but when life got you by the balls you just go along until your nuts gets free so you don't be nut-less.The one who reads this will exactly know just how I feel LETS FLOW! You see the man holding his heart just wondering WTF is going on I gave my heart and soul put all I had to mend this heart but each time I try to mend it the one who has my full attention always put knew holes in it.No loyalty no more every one is always saying no one will play me so they never give love a chance anymore no trust which is a must to heal all they do is show you how they don't feel all they want is lust not love one night stands is highly in demand not a life time with the one you love while you sit here with your heart in your hand the one you gave all don't even give a damn about you or your heart so where life goes from here you move to the next and what you get the same shit but a different faces now what you do? Some times life takes you down a dark road and you see yourself for what is really in side not that fake image you put on to please people!!!! Now who do you love? why they don't show you the same thing what is this
is this you?
50 percent? people is like a microwave its say's
it will crispy a hot pocket you either brunt or
brick dough!!! I know what is brick dough?
Well you know when you put the hot pocket
in that foil thing and the outside is hard as a
brick and the middle is still dough like yes
this is how they do you either burn the crap
out of you or show you brick dough so soft
when they want something but when they don't
they is hard and un-caring non-loving all for themselves brick!!!! but you say this


ha ha pastorsvoice peace!!!