lets play!

let play! Lets play this game called realities! Don’t like to play games? yeah right! Lets peep your hand right now!Most be playing and don’t know they is in the game! You know boy meets girl boy say’s i love you only and girl said’s you is my only love!OK that’s boring!Let’s spice it up!Look this game is played on you! You know your partner is a dog but you love your dog whether it male or female now days who can tell.Well anyway**This is what you are told “I WON’T DO IT AGAIN”! and because you trust them you give them another chance! Now you just entered in a game that you didn’t know you was playing!THE game {who fools who} now a dog is a dog and every dog has it’s day!Right?No wrong pain is not a game it’s for real!Heart broke,trust gone ,feelings in your throat but you play anyway! Most say i love my dog! and if i’m low rating the four leg-get kind sorry!But these are the two leg-get kind see the one you trust out of their friends is in on the game and watch how its played! First the one you say is your dog is what you call a neighborhood dog you and someone else and if they is a real dog the block will be hot!Now here’s you is smiling because the sex was great!Well tell me how they got so good! The block is hot! And you are left thinking I don’t want to loose them ! See you is in and don’t know it! Now this is the good part!The dog that help the other dog play the game on you catch feeling for you now this dog is in the game now!Two start playing the game but you is in love! I don’t have to tell you how it end just put your names in place of the dogs and you tell me!!LIKE MY GAME WANT TO PLAY? YOU DID YOU LIVED IT! peace pastorvoice

classified ads are they a thing of past?

Classified ads are they a thing of the past? TO All that brought a news paper and went job hunting this blog is for you! See now if i want a job all i do is go on line and find one but there was a time when you spend 25 cents got a news paper and job hunting you went now to all that never did this you don’t know what you are missing! Let me create a day for you so you can get a sense of what a day of job hunting really is.picture a cool crisp morning mother has been on you for days and days saying these words{Get your lazy but up and get a job} how many time did i heard this you might not have had this problem but that you this is my day and my blog ok!You have $15.00 dollars in your pocket only 3/4 off of empty in your first car which by the way most kids did not have one yet! But you knew that you had already made plains to go somewhere totally different then JOB HUNTING! So to stop mother from talking you go and drive yourself to the nearest gas station and dig in your car for a quarter from your back seat! My friends changes that fell out their pocket.Get the news paper and go straight to the wanted ads and drive to one job and then go to friend house call the rest on phone stay at friend house all day planing the night not knowing that you got the job who you last call on the phone before you left your friend house. Now happy and lying you get home and say well mom’s been job hunting all day did what you ask now me and my friends is out for tonight yeah! then to your surprise mother say’s the job call you say what job the fish market say’s be there 4:30 in the morning now don’t you wish that classified was the thing of the past peace pastorvoice help wanted fish cleaner

Is my lights out?

Is my lights out? Do you see how dark this life can be ?What it not dark in your life? Heck someone change my light! My bulb has been change. I had a 100 watt but now its read 40 many lows break you down then turn you in to a 40 watt bulb and then lights out! No don’t it make you feel that sometime when is my time to shine i wish life can be kind. Take my bulb and see how it feel.To know what hurt is step in someone shoes!On top life you say i got by the horns and i’m riding for the ride.But the path its takes really makes me face all the shame hurt and guilt or the put downs the let downs messing around is really bring me down why is i’m down who change my bulb?Happiness can i find how long will it be mine awh! another wasted sign to show me just how blind the ones you love be time after time! Now alone in this big home that make me wonder how can i go on! So you see what life hurt will be so we fake a smile create a style that fool peoples for miles and miles but we are still crush inside but our style hide it all the while now you want me to smile? this blog is inside and now its got clout. TO ALL THE READERS IS MY LIGHTS OUT? PEACE PASTORVOICE!

why so pushy? Too slaps and a punch who are you feint try? Why so pushy?All the time you rate people below you to make your ego get a boost! Stop the press! time to handle this mess! To all that feel like me here’s your defense! First go in a slap-a-ton and if you are not the slapping kind well tell them this my smoke house don’t cure that kind of meat! Why are you still pushing that crap here! Ok i’m not the fool you left or the fool who fool you to act like a fool so you graduate the grade of fools! Fool why are you asking all these question for when you don’t comprehend the words coming out your mouth not mouth because my words is on 9th grade but your are 4k or preschool all those four letters words and some three letter words that might be cute to say but coming out your mouth it is stupid ok did i say stupid I meant dum! See three letters to all that read and follow my blogs thanks and please use this to shut the mouth of those dicks that call them self a person! peace pastorvoice!! P.S if you feel that this blog need to be address, then read the rest:These are two reason to read this one because you need this! Two because fool i just got you see 4K to 9th grade ha ha ops! my bad! Don t get your panties in a uproar !

a broke crack dealer!

Where I stay there is a crack dealer on every corner but this is the thing they are so broke because they spend all their money in malt liquor or gin just think of this they will spend most of their money getting drunk and then get rob by the stick up kids that has no money until the crack dealer get drunk! See i know when you think of a crack dealer you picture a person who is rolling in cash you know when they make those films all is big time in them. But when you come to the mean streets of Darlington S.C I’ll give you a more close place in the hole behind brockington project all you have is crack dealers but not one of them look like a nino brown in new jack city or a scar face.No you got people who will risk all they have to get drunk wow! How dumb! They will roll on you like they got the world in there pocket but all they need is a drank.Man these is the most stupid men I have ever seen.Never ride them in a taxi oh how I know I”m a cab driver who see these dead beats each day never will they pay full price all ways want a hookup will i’ll hook them up I give the a job app. and they get mad at me but i laugh! that’s why when i stop at a store I ask for a job app. so I can give it to my next crack dealer that don’t have all my cab fare!P,S get your name off your back then you won’t ask how the cops know my name? See crack is wack but liquor is quicker! DUMMY peace pastorvoice. see crack makes you smart

blown chance!

blown chance all had one of these once awhile when you know that it will work out right but somehow you miss it or you talk to much or just did something so stupid that even you said ok I know I blew it!Now this is for the ladies.You gave him chance after chance and he still miss the mark or don’t just understand that this is the moment that he can make you smile.So many men don’t get it. They try to act like they know so much but in reality they don’t have a clue on how you feel or what you need.Example:You just feel like you want to just be hold you get under him and he say’s what are you under me for?Something go wrong in your day you want to talk about it you tell him he start accusing you like it your fault.And you will say why did I open my mouth! A man will never get it unless you spell it out for him.The only time he is worry about a blown chance is when he miss a booty call now he is piss.or marry ladies if you want to see just how many blown chances your man have lost next time you call his friend and his boy say he is not here.Now when your man get home he has the best opportunity to tell the truth why is he still saying I was at my boy house! HE HE pastors voice! hey don't blow this Leave a Reply

mind or matter?

mind or matter 50 degrees lukewarm? Mind in mind time in time fine as wine now you are messing with my mind! See this point what is 50 degrees hot or cold man will never know! So matter or does it really matter listen and be kind mind in mind is motivate to all this out dated style and all the while we went mile after mile riding the deep feeling the split or drift the move never ever liking to my mind your time thinking in line with all that is not a crime to get out the box why not? Tease me please me what is 50 degrees cold or hot the truth is about what comes out of you mouth incline levels in what ever your space is or place is to taste what it mean to be half full or half empty is 50 degrees no measurement of hot or cold because its in the state where we all like to be in the middle or neutral to hate but yet love to live but still dyeing every moment of our life but yet alive still twisting and twisting into matter that don’t consume us but in the same token shape my mind into matter or state of mind do you get it this time or is the mind of the preacher still don’t make sense?Well some times i’m told that a strong present will cause tension in the place if its hard to deal with a mind that can be real to state its fate in this collision or prison of will in a fight of mind or matter !”SHATTER” and break take take take but my mind you will never degrade because you need to peep this{ They say you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drank. TRUE FACT! But this is the mind of the preacher!!!{No I might can’t make him drank but if I ride him long enough he will get thirsty!}NOW DRANK LITTLE HORSEY YOU ARE AT THE WATER AND THEY SAID IT COULDN’T BE DONE. OK. Peace Pastor’s voice!

Who's the bitch now!

Who’s the bitch now! This is a word that in no reason should be used! Men always used this word to make someone fell less than a person! THE definition of this word is a” female dog,wolf,otter or fox! Well lets get straight about this! Now most people use it for a joke. You women call each other this word in a phase that you think it make you feel like you don’t take no mess but this is mess! Men say they call you this because you act like one! Which one do she act like the dog ,the fox,the wolf oh it’s the otter! Now only its a real joke that one will say this to a woman or a man.But its done on a every day basic no one realize that this is a word that causes insult to a family! Why because you are were you come from and that is not a statement it is a FACT! Look at who you hang with and see if you don’t fit the the element that is need to make all of you friends!Go ahead say I agree if not then this is why they call you that because you like it. When he or she calls you that you think that they love me.To all that is tired of being call this here is your catch22 just read my picture at bottom and stop the hurt that this word is doing! see why its not good!

Kill shot

Kill Shot Kill shot is when you have a more than likely chance of not making it or done for finish See life or existence or just being here always have you in its cross hairs and just as you may think that you know what the out come is it takes it shot and kills all the progress that you fought so hard to get.But now that you have settle down and think you have nothing left to loose again right is the gut with another shot why oh why in the world is this happening to me especially when things were going so well. Time and place always will take a shot at you but to full fill what lies ahead you first have finish all the mess and hurt and pain you have cause and put a closure on the people that you have putted the kill shot on and took them OUT! Oh! Why is’ out’ capitalize to draw you out and show that if you kill then look to be kill that’s all in a nut shell like it or not some times we need to think about all the hurt we cause to other people and not why they are hurting me! Because what comes around go around now you can get you bucket because huckleberries is in season! so pick me! ha ha ha ha in your face with peace pastorvoice! surprise is a shot worth taking! Leave a Reply Logged in as ermartin7. Log out?

Hot off the press!

Hot off the press! EXTRA EXTRA Read all about it. Read what? Bad new is the fastest thing on this earth it will beat the speed of light. Think not! Where I stay they will call around just to find out the dirt on someone. They are so much in your business that when you see them they are asking question that you would say none of your business! But that don’t stop those trash collectors that just get happy to have something to talk about.All they want to know is your name then off to the races to spread what they know and to ask that they don’t know when you say community crime watch that a free pass for them to find out all the juicy details on you your wife or girlfriend , partner ,son,daughter her lover his friend their dog or the cat that ate at your house man they know more that go on in your house than you do and you live there!All in your business like a adverb in a sentence to tell all about the verb.But not like the adverb they do not tell the right story.They like to add to the problem! So this is your news flash KEEP YOUR TRASH IN YOUR CAN AND STAY OUT MINES! IF YOU FEEL LIKE I FEEL GIVE A HELL YEAH OR A SMACK IN THEIR MOUTH TO SHUT THEM UP! PUT THIS PLAN TO ACTION STOP THE NOISE! THIS IS TO ALL YOU NOSEY NEIGHBORS!

off the grid!

off the grid! Well my time to get completely off this grid! What grid?My life grid. lets flow! Why highlight my life make all my stride to glide in to where you at. On this ball of dirt that we call earth most in never begin to feel how deep my fears bring tears but in these years most light in my heart is just a mere faint pulse of passion that is my distraction and call to action this deep passion to get the hell off the grid!Stop and hold and see how life grid shape and mole you to feel no pity for those that life feels do not fit to get what is the best that the rest enjoy and express.In the life i’m in only get all the mess and have to pass all life test just to feel like i’m bless! My place is where?By me running where is all my dues.What i put in now i’m off the grid again! Over and over where are my friends?Forget it i’m alone again off the grid do my bid what do i have to give my life to what is right dream about that tonight when your heart is right.Off the grid i can’t this is my life! peace pastorvoice! miles of connection

lost booty

lost booty Sorry to all that follow me on my blog page each day.Been trying to get stuff together to move so all my time was spent outside the house.So i brought a phone and hoped that this would solve my troubles but it did not help! I know you didn’t think that you was free of me not that easy! My point today is Lost Booty yes lost booty! AT one time i would say only men know what i’m talking about but now women too know about lost booty! This is the piece that you had in your hand and lost! Oooh! now the booty is gone! You spend time in your mind saying man i lost some booty! And now all in your mind you are wondering why?You said i had the booty but man i lost it! Did not get chance to smell it on my finger did not hold it or squeeze it.Did not see the shape of it butt naked or how soft it is in my hands! Boy all the good good is lost.Women you have the power to shape this world just use your booties to handle most men just act like them and see how much fun you can have by watching them wonder what the heck is happening to me! And for the men you can’t control with your booties become their bff and get them some bird too because most men if the get drunk enough they will screw anything that move! power to the V or power to your booty! lost booty

shout out!

On the Radio station you give a shout out! To friends,to your crew,to the haters,and family Me the Preacher sounds good for the first time i'll really have embrace the fact that i'm a preacher!Not only of the gospel but also of a good life here on this earth.I must give this to a person who I know but you might not know or if you do know you won't know!let's call her the Queen something was posted and I read it and it gave me a lift in my spirit and compel me to blog about freedom!Mine and yours! listen a great writer said "my people parish for the lack of knowledge".Real truth we go threw life like we know what we are doing but at most of the time we take chances over and over not knowing the out come.But this is the most important thing to shoutout about.We as a race of people need to be a sponge and soak up all the knowledge we can.WHY? because we lack to realize that no one owe you anything nothing is giving without a price blood,sweat and many many,tears!Let be real every one like a break or discount!But we have down graded ours self's by all ways wanting a hook up!To used that crap that I don't care about my brothers! OK my brothers here is a hook up pay for what you want and stop looking for a hook up tote your on weight and bring us back from the endanger species list!A strong black man is hard to find!So the one's who are left let's be a role model no more then that be a person that will face their responsibly and stop running away!MY heart go out to all my queens!