balls of confusions

balls of confusions To: Reader From : Pastorsvoice Page 1: To my delight I have looked inside and this is what I see{“pushing and tugging on my most inner response just to see if my life was worth a crap!Maybe i’m hard on myself, aren’t most people?This confuse’s` me listen::Over and over do i go wondering why no matter how hard I try all my progress has so far left me not full fill.Trying to be the person to fit in the scheme of life but what is my life?Four Kids one wife two dogs and two goldfishes!Two sons gone and two girls still home but life goes on!How would you feel if it seem like all you do still is not enough!But you go in life with out any tools or knowledge of what the right tool to use? Ball of confusions in my brain and no matter how much you may say I got it >YOU DON”T DO ANY READERS FELL THE SAME? pastorsvoice

come to see

come to see Come see what is there to see! Look real close and watch it come to view! They say you can’t see the forest for the trees. Right? Lets try these rules. See my structured test to see if it’s sound! View my roots as they go in the ground!.Deep in the earth i run come on follow me down don’t get afraid when you enter my avenues twist and trun while you learn that at any time. This straight flow came from my mind! Sample this sample that! and see just what you get! A journey in the grave death is near so what do you have to fear? As sure as a man live he must die now! Look in my eyes and ask me why is they so brown and round ? Expire you will your date in the street you see! Because when death come you don’t have to flee! Agree with what you get when you come to see! ONE MORE BLOG FOR you to come and see>peace pastorsvoice.

smooth like silk

Feel a little smooth lets flow:Sweetness in hand take pictures in the sand warm and close ah the most i ever boast. Feeling smooth like silk these words flow just as you melt and blend again and again in my pool of smoothness.My greatness my world my passion thrill me til my liver quiver and ride me til i sweat make me flow over and over because you pleasure don't need to be measure and wet is the best we can get no! no! don't cool down because your flow is smooth as silk!The motion is exciting work those moves on me.Stop! Now start do what you do just rock my world!1+1= smooth&sexy VIP is your name the best you demand here's the best right at your hand.When i get threw it's giving and getting in deep to your groove%% Man let me stop because these word tonight is for the LOVER IN YOU LETS GET IT ON.Do you feel like silk well this one is for you!Get in my mind and see where it takes you!!GOOD DAY MATE!pastorsvoice

most top 2

most top 2 Most top 1 was lost see how my blogs connect last blog was about lost data is this your weave?So now you know what happen if not.Then read my last blog! Now most top 2.WTW this is what is call most top.Do you know what that mean?Most Facebook,Google,twitter,G-Mail,Yahoo users will say ‘What the World or what tech. wants or rotflmbo means roll on the floor laugh my but off but it’s so easy to just use first letters in word to still tell what you say!BUT in a short time’. Right? OK lets try!Here’s your most top[ditytmtowl]Now what did i say? Most will say who cares! But for that one who have to know here we go(D is for didn’t I is for i T is for tell Y is for you T is for that M is for most T is for top O is for one W is for was L is for lost!Dawg do i have to spell it out to! LOL just me being me peace pastorsvoice

lost data is this your weave?

lost data is this your weave? I’m so tried of each time you hit the wrong button or click the wrong tab all you have try to do is Gone! and i mean never to get back again it not like hair weave that you can find a braid here or one there! you know when your braid fall out and you are to ashamed to pick up your hair! See this is lost data! See a part of your data is laying on a black strip of a parking lot with no form of retrieval.Just lost! Now if you like weave help me out why is this{Before the rubber band or bow or the device that separate the bad from the good}See start at the forehead move back it is so tore up nappy or damage from all the lost data then like magic past the bow smooth,comb,pretty, and shinny take a clue red, purple,yellow,green and blue.Fix your weave because a tore up head this is sure not cool! FIX your head because I found you lost data on the ground! SAVE THE WEAVE IT”S LOST! ROTFLYBO

MOTHER'S PAIN

A mother’s pain two son s This is a painful blog to write.First to my Google + friend Amber D. best wishes thru her time of pain.Now this is a real life blog,Just in my own words.Hear the pain that insert it’s self in my life.How you tell a mother that life order has change for you! Your two son’s they won’t bury you but you will bury them two months apart.But the young one died so fast and so horrible that it play over and over you see this man stab your baby to death.But two months ago he stood and hold your hand at the oldest one death. Now neither one left! Help me to understand oh this is just god’s master plan.Sorry this don’t stop her cry and her heart wonder why! No there’s no easy reply! Just one tear floating on a face again!When it’s two dead,two months, one heart, one came.To A MOTHER’S PAIN. PEACE PASTORSVOICE GOD BLESS YOU!

the black crow

The black crow LISTEN TO MY FEARS: Deep in my hour of confusion this vision appeared a big black crow in flight he fly so high that he blocks the sun.Pushing me in darkness that I never felt before! Shaking and scared in my mind feeling like this blackness is my time.Slowly drifting in the blackness of fear in my mind.A voice break threw the darkness that the crow made:”Saying who are you and why are you here?”Feeling like help is on the way.Then voice said:”I am not here to help you just to make you stay.My heart skip my mind race so not wanting to be in this place.Brightness comes and to my suprise i’m just in another freindship of lies.True freind is hard to find even if the freind is just in my mind! peace==pastorsvoice

you don't know me

You don’t know me This blog is to open the mind and eyes of people that think they know some one!Lets go : I know you and I know what you will do.Wrong ding dong you don’t know jack! If you know me then nothing I do should surprise you.Then why you say “I can’t believe you would do such a thing?”If i shock you then you don’t know me.Ask me why is my eyes fill with tears! It’s because all these years you answered my fears! You don’t know me. And all this was just mere stop in time that I once was.But now no more for I peer to see that life would be great if you only know me! My pain,my hurt,my lost .my cost,just to learn who i yearn and turn and burn to fill.When all the while i’m just a myth in the life’s seas.Because you don’t know me! Peace pastorsvoice feel me

take the brakes off

Take you brakes off now you are wondering why is my life so hard. first it’s the people you are with the company you keep! Not true i’ll prove it to ya == if 10 people hang out and 10 people is broke if i come and take nine of the broke people away what’s left one broke person oh no that’s you! Nine people with no hopes,no dream, no goals,no money whats left one who have no clue at where’s they are at!So how to take brakes off >ditch the nine and get nine more that have more money then you! And i have a book i read think and grow rich stated:if you hang around millionaires you will begin to think like a one in all listen stop trying to live like you have a diamond budget when your mind is still on a coal level! get free and take off all the brakes! What brakes your friends. got you stuck ! And you are left with a big camel toe in your paints Ops! THAT’S YOUR FRIEND!

Passion Button

Buttons. Push Me, make me quiver, click me, make me shiver. Turn me and feel my passion. Push in the red and lets get some action. Passion buttons with warning signs. Caution and no walking, you must have a clear mind, Oh no there goes an alarm! Defense mode is happening and we’re fully armed. Touch another button start the count down: 5,4,3,2,1. Love is rushing, all senses are gone. If your wondering about Passion Buttons get with your lover and tell tem to push your buttons! Emotions explode sorry i’m in overload!

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you think you got swagg!

Ohh you fancy now! got your swagg on! Now your time to get a wake up call! here’s your call! 411 was information 911 was the victim your call is 311 why 311 here are 5 ways your swagg is busted one no money swagg not good! got a family swag in question! Trying to be what you’re not!Swagg not happening!These 3 is good but you got 1&1 left.1 not good driving your friend car and know friend will be at work but you tell I will pick you up in my car tomorrow.Last one is the best one: you can see that what you have is what complete you because it’s hard to know when you do know your self! It’s bad to be so stupid but yet so dumb that you lost the best part of you! and when it’s gone there’s went your swag! Oh my bad you never had it so you still lose! Peace pastorvoice

bite you old bitty

I know you say bite my granny but that's just the way I talk when all your life you get cold looks cold treatment cold shoulder cold welcome cold life this 48 years most people have been so cold it scary.We look for peoples places and things to give us a chance to fit in or to be accepted.But all is so cold i know poor granny isr the main course. Bite my grandmother is a good way of telling you don't ask for what you don't give on line in social network it's no better you act like you want friends but control is what you are really after.Back off old bitty you are too close to lose a tail feather.

x-rays minds

x-rays minds Some time you can see right threw me i’m so transparent but yet dark on the inside.My soul is your hiding place. Deep in the darkness of it you make a mold.Train the young ones how to love your self is the best words that ever been told! We beat on the span of my drums see when you put me to light you see my bones.But turn out the light and watch my mind shine! When you read this: you will say if you are that good what i’m thinking of now?Answer== You are thinking that why did i fell for this x-ray mind! Who,what,where and why? This guy think he can read my mind.If you read them words then I just did got ya! Just read your mind!

check this trick

check this trick! What? Your next step may be the most emotional step you take ! Well you was told.See your way is what you see and want.You think that all you do it’s right and what you say is the last word. OK check is on the way this trick is tripping!The power you got I gave you.When you went all out to show just how prideful and stuck in self happiness to only prove that only you can love your ways.My giving is to see that peace is restored and that’s your power! But now it time to check this trick now! No peace you should get until you give me my respect! Now sit down and see how low you make me be. Instantaneously the flip flop change now what it may be.I have check you trick guest what that trick the trick is me! Be aware of who you may be! PEACE PastorVoice check your self

speed limits

Many of us in the USA know about speed limits not only us but around the world when you go to fast you get a ticket! Wouldn’t it be great if we can take these laws and put them on the lawmakers who make the law.Why because they have no limits on how much they can say one thing and do another! If we can put both parties on the road and do like the highway patrol and give them a big fine then they won’t be so quick to do the stuff that they do to us!We trust who we put in office.And what do we get a bunch of

speeders that don’t never get a ticket! But me and you have to pick up the bill! Yes a 11million dollar bill. That we give a free past and no ticket! Yes no ticket we have a debt that we can't pay but Libya gets 11million more miles on the limit! Hey law makers the people just been deputize we is now the highway patrol and from here out we is giving out tickets your lost of the place we voted you in to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!peace

AH push it

Ah push it! Now this blog is now for the one that wear feeling on their shoulder because this WILL knock it off! Here we go:Stop with this bull that all men are equal you meaning of equal and mines is two way different ways yours is on the outside that you like the equal but when my back is turn here’s come a knife pow in the back then you smile and say what’s wrong?Like you don’t know! push it ok you are the most undercover dick I ever seen with friends like you who need a brain to see you are a social dick who stick his head in anything that tear me down so here to you next time you screw me use some K/Y jelly his and hers so if i’m the one getting screw at lease I will like it so no more dry screwing me! because i’m all screwed out!pastorsvoice MY FRIEND More photos from eddie martin

lost in this town

lost in this town Trying to get my mind to say Ok you are in a place where no hope no pay now stay and feel what it’s like to be so broke that it don’t matter that the sun go down at six o:clock and the town follow the sun and go down. no this is real life here where i’m at trying to reinvent my self. Here it’s all hands and no brains the three d’s is in charge here what is the three d”s one dope dealer two drug user third drug convection you can’t find a job here but that is every town right?Well I know this if you come here you are going down. in this town save a poor soul like me don’t need your charity will work in my mine and need to go home HELP ME I”M IN THE Twilight zone! welcome to my world

the power of one

the power of one YOU know when “the one” is someone who you are having a lot of fun.Out for a run now here he comes;You look your heart shook and your soul said this is the one! you poke he poke now you realize one life, one time, one mind, one place,is it safe?One chance,one glance,one enhance, one embrace,Oh no not this place! One move, one grove,one dude,who you said is the one! one haste,now one on one;one soul,one to hold how can one be so bold,as I tell you about the one that fit all your molds.one love one love is so so cold just stay with me and lets grow old while reading this one blog that you know who told!pastorsvoice my one

feed the pig!

My blogs normal be about things that’s in my life.But now with the way life been beating me this blogs is out of anger, frustration,and no cash!Peep this:All your live you pay taxes.No matter how much you pay you still feed the pig if unemployed you feed the pig,if you work you feed the pig,sell drugs,feed the pig,dead or just die,you feed the pig.no matter what the pig eats rich get richer, banks get bigger,wall street get paid,car company get save, but the poor becomes slaves I feel like what most people never feel in their life like a brought slave why I work all my life and fed the pig now it’s time to eat that fat pig there’s no pig for me if I smoke crack or get drunk out my mind each day or play like i’m crazy then a check I can just blow on my habit but when you are just a used slave you get nothing!! I hate the pig do you? slave for sale [caption id="attachment_86" align="alignnone" width="300" caption="sold to the pig"][/c

line is draw

line is draw

Got a tale to tell about a man that was put in a jam.This could be you! Two days before Thanksgiving is the turning point in this man life.Went to my son house on top of the world.Got back to my church and home and all my good was gone! Some men came in and stole all away.if JOB[bible name]had it bad well this is what he had. No home nor church, now 1500 dollars lease time but 400 dollar is all he had.7years he lease this place.400 is not enough now out on your face.no home,no church no place.what to do hey have some faith! just stop and draw a line in the sand .Now say god give it and god take it away! Right? let this happen to you and lets hear what you will say! lol pastorsvoice

freedom

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In the book it’s say’s:Lord my heart is not haughty,Nor mine eyes lofty:Neither do I exercise myself in great matters,Or in things too high for me! STOP right there! most companies should read this before saying something they can’t possible deliver. NO way in gods green earth do they speak mine or yours langue! Our’s is 24hours that what you are told.But theirs is got your money now I put you on hold! No way in this day you get what I say! Make you feel like {man where is my stuff don’t make me get rough and get your tail beat all the way up} tip never think what they say is what you get!!!!!!!!!! ‘Piss all the way off”peace$$$$$$$Pastorsvoice

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