where's mama?

What happen to a mother in these days? Time has got so that they took mother clean out the house and re placed her with a working woman! Now I know many women will be piss at me for this but this is a wake up call to try to save the home! MOTHER'S is just like a carpenter she build's the home she makes the men and women of today she install all the stuff that is needed in this world to make it! SHE make a home a home! A place that all are glad to get to! BUT now days this is what you get see below and that a shame!

SHE don't know jack shit about cooking a damn meal the laptop is doing the cooking not her well the laptop can't show love like mama can the laptop can't drive you to mall or to game or pick you up? See we think that because we have got more smarter the easy way out is the way and you wonder why a child would go in a school and kill every one and kill himself with the guns that mother bought him because she had to work late! Most is quick to say where's daddy Ok where is that azz wipe! I'm going to say this and if I'm wrong prove it!The reason it take two to work is the way they want to live but what about the way they need to live! QUESTION WHO THE HELL IS RAISING THE KIDS?MOST of you azz wipes will say my kids is in day care heck yeah we know and if you had your way when they was spit out of your tail you would have put them in there so some one else can raise them and you can do the life you want to! Damn right I'm hard on you why most women can't cook or clean or wash clothes or any thing that make a house but one thing now they can screw there azz off and talk shit to you but that's all! Damn you good at IBM but suck azz at home hell yeah you can make a main frame jump but can't take a bone out of a piece of meat!SURE YOU MAKE BIG BUCKS! But all your daughter is good for is a good fuck! SHE has no home training as how to take care a home and raise a family because you had to work to pay off all that you spoiled YOURSELF WITH! But then have the never to post on line there's no good men and more! DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY THERE IS NO MORE GOOD MEN? YOUR MOTHER DID NOT RAISE ONE SHE WAS AT WORK THAT WHY HER SON DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WOMEN WHY MAMA WAS NEVER AROUND EITHER! THIS IS  WHERE SHE WAS LOOK BELOW!

SO THINK ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR YOU TO BE A MOTHER! AND NOT A PIECE OF AZZ!  PEACE pastorsvoice!   

a fraction of time!

SEE THIS IT'S AT ZERO NOT ONE OR MINUS ONE THIS IS MY FRACTION OF TIME NOT TO MOVE OR IS MOVEMENT AND INCH IS TO MUCH BUT NOT AND INCH IS A FRACTION IN SPACE THAT WE NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY MOST DEAL IN WHOLE AND GREAT GAINS BUT SOME APPRECIATE THE SMALLEST STUFF LIKE TASTE, TOUCH,SMELL THINGS WE TAKE FOR GRANTED. WHEN THE LAST TIME YOU JUST STOP AND FELTED THE WIND ON YOUR FACE AND SAID I'M HAPPY JUST TO BE ALIVE.OR JUST TOOK THE LITTLE THINGS AND WAS GLAD? WE HAVE BECOME SO CAUGHT UP IN BEING BIG THE SMALL GET LOST IN THE RACE! WHEN IF IT WAS NOT FOR SMALL BEGINNINGS NOTHING WOULD BE HERE SOME PLACE IN TIME A FRACTION MEANS A LOT. TRY TO TAKE ONE FRACTION OF YOUR VALUE AND PLACE IT ON YOUR SCALE AND SEE IF YOU ARE STILL WORTH WHAT IT'S WAS WORTH! YOU WILL SEE YOU LOST SO MUCH OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND CAN'T GET IT BACK ON THE COURSE THAT LIFE IS TAKING YOU ON!

JUST A PIN POINT WILL TAKE UP TO MUCH SPACE. WE HAD A SAYING IF YOU ARE NOT ON THE EDGE YOU ARE TAKING UP TO MUCH SPACE IN TIME. WHY THE EDGE KEEPS YOU SHARP MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR NEXT STEP WHY ONE FRACTION OF ERROR WILL MAKE YOU MISS BY A LONG SHOT. SO IS YOUR GAME TIGHT MIND RIGHT ARE YOU IN CONTROL OF YOU FUTURE OR STUCK IN YOUR PASS! WHAT KEY UNLOCK YOUR GREATEST PUSH FOR LIFE OR IS YOU JUST GETTING BY? SEE THIS IS MY MIND AND SOMETIMES I GET DEEP AND IF YOU TRY TO REACH IT AND CAN'T YOU ARE NOT ON MY LEVEL! SEE ME KNOW ME UNDERSTAND ME IS JUST A FRACTION AWAY BUT IS A MILE IN YOUR TIME AND SPACE SEE THE DROPS OF WATER TIME THEM AND SEE THAT A FRACTION OF TIME IS!WOW THAT IS NOT SO HARD TO SEE PEACE PASTORVOICE!

   

justice for who?

See we fell because the color of our skin we all ways get missed treated yes there are some that still live in that stupid world but not all! Many races get missed treated by what we call JUSTICE!  To be for real this is all justice stand for J=JUST U=USE S=SOMEONE T=TIL I=I C=CAN E=EXECUTE! See we all can fall thru a loop hole in it no it's not perfect but it is all we have! We have some freedom and most don't realize just how bless we are! Listen all was a slave one time in history but some just lasted longer then others but all races been there! So we all say injustice when we feed in to what the press gives us. Don't you know by now that they give you just what they want you to know so you can acted just like they want you to! Answer me this all the one who got killed and never made the news all the date rapes,the race on race crimes,the hit men that kill and go free no one to stop him! What about all times some one dad beat the crap out of his wife but just gets another try to kill her! We scream not fair or they hate us or because we black if its a white judge or because I'm white if it's a black judge! Why can't we just say all people who have the power miss used the power that is giving to them by WE THE PEOPLE! If they do what you feel is right then they are a good and know the law! The same one you praise do what you don't feel is right then they are racists or they is on their side!

See any one can lie and why did it had to be about race not just some one kill a child or some killer need his azz kicked!  Watch this when OJ Simpson killed his wife he got away with it until he got black and strong arm his friends! This Zimmerman man won't get far if you just let KARMA have it's way tell me if you burn your city where is that justice? They did not do it! JUSTICE IS A WORD THAT WE DON'T LIVE BY WHEN IT'S NOT FOR US! THEN IT IS YOU GOT OVER ON THEM! Ok watch this we do wrong stuff to get ahead if life and when we do it kill a whole family not just one we rob a them of their chance to get ahead! But where is justice in that? YEAH YEAH GET PISS AT ME CAUSE I DON'T SHOUT THAT JUSTICE WAS NEVER SERVE LISTEN HE GOT BY IN THIS COURT BUT HE STILL GOT A JUDGE THAT HE GOT TO MEET AND NO JURY CAN FREE HIM THEN WHY SIN IS SIN AND THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH BUT THE GIFT OF GOD IS ETERNAL LIFE! SO CHILL OUT GOD GOT HIM PEACE PASTORSVOICE!

                                         WE ARE ALL SLAVES TO THIS LIFE GO FIGURE!

unfinish love!

This is a blog that will touch your heart it is about unfinished love in my life see after my first marriage I was real hurt because unfaithfulness have came between me and them but I met a young lady who was very compelling and I had fun being with her she made me forget how hurt I was. I was with her for six years and now that I look back she taught me how to love. First let me tell you what un- finish love is. See this is a feeling that you cannot shake think about them dream about them and still have deep feelings for them it is hard to lay by someone else tell them that you love me but somewhere in your heart you still in love with that other person no matter how hard you try you can't get this person out your mind you can't trust yourself  around them because all those love feelings come right back again. See when you know you didn't do anything wrong it hurt worser. But you know in your heart that this love can't be because you went your way and they went their way and both have life's and is married and both is much happy with their life but for some reason in your mind you know that this is a un- finish love story dreaming about them often and in the dreams you feel the same love as you did when you was together waken up feeling happy but then realized that it was just a dream

This person taught me how to love one person have to be faithful dedicated and truth in other words all the things you will want in a person but see people sometimes feel like they can't feel this way. See I left and went to school in another state knowing in myself that my love for her was strong enough to keep me. For six months while I was at school not once I mean not once did I cheat or wanted to cheat because I really love this girl thinking that this job will help once I get out of school I didn't have the sale drugs no more for us to have nice things all I was thinking  about was us but people and environment has a lot to do with young people mind her friends and her cousin convince her not to wait on me go on with their life because I was doing the same thing so when I got back things had changed she was not the same love that I had left they had convinced her that I was un- faithful and not true to her so we broke up on that but until today my love has never changed  But I know that in my heart I was true and faithful never did anything wrong so to all that read this blog and know what I feel this one is dedicated to you. Try to mend that empty part that is in your heart true saying if you can't be with the one you love then love the one you with peace pastorsvoice!

hate flies@roaches!

Ready to all that have this problem this is something we need to bring to the attention of the people flies and roaches are problem seeing in the south there was one time that Nat.And nats was the kings! See in dogs days the nats got really bad they used to be everywhere all the hair in your mouth in your eyes even will go up to nose but it seems like those days are gone now the flies and roaches has taken! Over see a rat we can deal with we can shoot a rat but a roach and a fly they just have too many at one time a fly will come straight from a dogs butt and land dead on your sandwich a roach will crawl straight out the Toilette into your cup! It's time to get poppin to wage war against these two because they just don't care about us! They  would buzz right here in the morning and crawl in our bed at night!

See these flies has no respect for person they will wait good until you sit down and start Buzzing all around you just like a roach they wait until company comes here to come out in a party all on the wall on the floor behind the door jumping in and out! Climbing up and out of people pocketbooks hanging on their clothes getting a free ride to a new home but they are never alone man the whole family will come. And do you think they care man a fly flying your house is the worst aggravation you got not one but some each time you open up something here come that dog gone fly now this really gets me in the morning time when you are getting a good sleep this fly will buzz you out of your sleep and you go kill it this thing fly in another room and buzz somebody else get me the spray

Okay that may work on a fly but not a roach! Roaches have lived here for more than 1 billion years how can you stop something as old as that you spray they come back you bomb they come back you call  terminx and a spray your whole house now the  ants is gone but the roaches move into another home and when they come back they don't come back alone and their main goal is to die and multiple all they do is eat and screw or screw and eat either way you want it now. I know a lot of you claim that you don't have none of these in your house its to clean for them but if you live in the city you can't tell me you haven't had roaches even if you live in the rural area roaches is there to now in my close I leave this with you roaches are forever but just not you!peace pastorsvice

being aggravated

Lets play the game of aggravation peep this if you was planning on driving slow why the hell you pulled out if front of me! Ok you play this game well when I'm just coming home from work have not made it in the door yet here you come telling me how bad life is no matter how much I do you are never satisfy never good enough! We can't be out and nothing wrong and here you go all way talking about who I'm cheating on you with when I know there is no one! As soon as things don't go you way you call that nosy mother of yours and all you two do is talk about how bad men are well what about you? Here I just now wash the car and now of all times you want to go down your mother nasty azz dirt road and put you bad azz brothers and sisters in the car that I just clean! Here in the house no food is cook you have not wash a dish in the whole house never change out of the bed clothes that you had on for three days but you call me lazy because I won't get up and give you something that is in arm reach of you! You said these are the things I need 1) a good man 2) he need a good job 3) a new house 4)time for me 5)and to have every thing I want! Well here is your answer! 1) no you need to be happy someone is with your azz! 2) you need to stop spending all what come in and stop thinking that you can't live with what you got! 3)get a damn house if you want one! 4) how the hell you can have me time when all the kids is in the house? 5) people in hell want ice water but they don't get it!

All day long we fight with people who just can't drive they pull out in front of you they don't look at what they is doing and the worst of all these azz wipes is on the damn cell phone then went you blow at them they get mad like they was driving so good ! Here in the south a freaking tractor yes a tractor going about 15 in a 55mph zone and no where to pass them! Being aggravated is worst when you can't tell that baby in the bus to shut the hell up!Or when the mother know that they have bad as kids in the doctor's office and they are running all over the offices and stepping on your foot and laugh! Or when they curse at you and the mother just laugh! See this right here need to be put in place!

FACEBOOK NEEDS IT'S AZZ KICK WHY THE PEOPLE THAT POSTED ON THERE IS THE MOST CRAZY PEOPLE YOU DON'T KNOW WHY ALL LIE THEIR AZZ OFF ON THERE  AND THAT THE GAME OF AGGRAVATION!  peace pastorsvoice!

lose lips sink ships!

This is what we say to they who just got a big mouth! Now a snitch is different a snitch is one who only motive is self server but lose lips just talk to damn much! They talk about stuff that makes no sense for them to say like this you just fell and broke your foot and is screaming in pain and they come and ask you are you hurt? Your foot is twisted where you can walk backwards they see this and still say are you hurt? Ok like this you and your friend is out and you run in to some one who has lose lips! Next time you see them here they go asking you question about who was he how you met him and here it go how good is he? WTF you done ran out right there! SEE you talk to much! Have you met some one for the first time and BAM! They is all up in your business just like they know you and don't know jack! That leads me to the next one the one who know it all you know every time you say something they did it too or that happen to me also! Who ask you this was my story not yours! Or the one that all the time just say some stupid stuff all the time just like this saying if I was you then  I would do this or never did that! Hold up wait a minute just let me get up in it! FOOL if you were me then you would do just as I did why you are me you retard but this kills me the most how can you tell me smoking is bad when we live by examples well if it's bad why the hell one is in your mouth?

Don't click to see whats in side why It don't work it look real act real but what comes out is not real! Just like when you just told someone to don't tell anybody about what just happen to you and as soon as someone comes around here they goes with there big mouth and now everybody is in your business and if you watch the limb don't fall far from the tree I bet you mamma or daddy got the lose lip disease some one have punch one of them in the mouth before for talking to much! See if you can't understand let me open you up on this some people just can't keep nothing watch this if it's too hot for you not to tell some one how do you expect that when you tell them they can keep it! Now this one will blow you totally away! You tell your good friend about how good your man is how he buy you this and give you that how he all the time spoil you and she say I wish I had a man like that and when you and him start having problems he go to her for advice why she is you best friend right? Who knows you better than she do! Well am I right! He tells her how it over between you and him and how she tried to warn him! Now two week past and you haven't heard from him or her then you call her and he answer the phone OPPS! YOUR LOSE LIPS TOLD ALL YOUR GOODS AND NOW SHE IS LIKE THIS GIRL YOU KNOW ITS TRUE OOO I TOLD YOU!peace pastorsvoice to BAD!

 

poor man's vacation!

Tv is a poor man vacation it will take you places you never been or seen! I can travel across seas go to north pole go deep in the jungle with out moving off my chair! Now I know most is saying WTF? But to a poor man with cable it's on! Hey life deals you a hand and you must play it to get away from the daily grind come home get a cold one sit back and just unwind! A poor man's vacation! Don't cost much if you can pay your cable bill and light bill its of to the races! If you want to see a dark cave well don't pay the light bill! Want to see something scary look in mirror! Now you will say how is this a vacation well check this out no money no gas in car no bill collector on phone why you didn't pay the bill so you said no one can disturb you while you is on vacation see we can get away too! Get a bottle of wine with the money left out of the phone bill you did not pay buy some candles why when you come off vacation on Monday lights may be off so before that happen prepare turn off all lights while you have them off then light a candle call you lady or man friend over so the candles won't be wasted hey the one you owe money to! Heck tell them you will pay them when you get off your vacation! GO BIG WITH THE MONEY YOU OWE! Have a candle light dinner with them turn on the TV to national geographic channel and go to Rome!  And if you just have basic cable turn to ETV and visit Italy!

    See here you can see all the sites for free! Ok for you outdoors poor man I got a vacation for you! Listen get the cat litter box but clean it out first or your vacation will be cut short or be a smelly one! When you get the cat litter box filled with sand listen take that broken umbrella and stick it in there get a big towel and spread it out on ground by the litter box! Now get down to your boxers rub your self with cooking oil and lay out with the water hose on the sprinkler  just make sure you paid the water bill or its a dry vacation! Pour some dish washing liquid on some plastic let the water run on it now your at a water park now! Boy this will be fun! Call up your drinking buddies get some wood why waste money on charcoal you can used that to drink with look in trees see the squirrels hey BBQ! And it's free if you don't want to use your bullets ask neighbor kid who shot out your back window in your car to use his BB RIFLE! BB'S don't costs much! Now it's getting late all the booze is gone but you still got a half of bottle of wine left from candle light dinner! Run friends home and get you chair and lets fly away to some other place that is on TV! A nice boat ride down the river!

  see how easy for a poor man to take a VACATION! peace pastorsvoice!  

parents beware!

To all parents listen to this kids is what your all you worries will be about see how this man look this is your mind when your kids is on it! Wondering is they all right or why don't they call or why don't they say how much they love you! See when they are young your worries just start is they fine what hurt on them will they just be normal how will they look when the grow up this is a warning to how life will be if you have kids! They are the mystery that you will encounter! Now I'm not saying they are bad or good sweet or sour but in the end they are ours! Hey I'm a dad who love his kids most moms get this thrill to watch and live their child's happiness and fears! All days you go threw their lives wondering did you did the right thing did you teach them right or how protected they are when they sleep at night! You try your best to let them go threw the test that life will bring but in the back of your mind its still the same that's my baby and I will save you no matter what is the pain! To all that have them and to the ones that don't love is a drug that does a good haunt! It make you blind where you can't see that growing up is what must be! Some parents deal with this good and some parents just don't! Me I'm in between ready for them to leave but hate to see them go how the hell can that be?

 Over and over in my mind I know that it's time but is loving them is that a big crime? Hate when they are mad at you to lose them is the worst fear! But when we get it right oh how it bring many tears! Now I know some of you parents don't have that problem out the door and on your own that's how you solve them! I know what's right and they have to go but mine is still in my life even when we don't take care of them any more! This is for a parent who loves who can see that children is wonderful just like a puppy! To all that read this and is not touch tell me how love can't hurt you as much? KIDS is the sweetest pain that being a parents your life will bring! Just remember not long ago you was a kid need I say more? This is for all the people who lost their child the time you spent with them was worth your while see in my case mines just makes me smile in this last days many of you need to say baby I love you and you are my child! peace pastorsvoice! PS many colors you see this is just how life will be if you lose your child!