so close

so close Screaming in this land need to make a brave stand. Most movement goes in the favor of the bless and hell is for the rest. All my flight it’s me against the world! See all the time looking over my back wondering where the next knife coming from over and over it try to take me out but one step ahead of the bull that come and come keep it flowing not knowing how close oh so close but we were two people of the same kind but my mind stop believing that all might be with me but when time got close oh so close like a shadow in the night you was gone! but i ain’t mad at ya! just know that so close is not good enough! kiss my bugs!

Off My Chest 1 a Daughter’s point of view

Somethings just cant stay on your chest, i guess we know this and in high school life was like sniffing boxes of roses completely ignoring the problems but we knew they were there and often the only thing we worried about was what we’re going to wear but then you wonder why your parents so stressed because they got bills you gotta eat and they’re trying to give you the best, its not only you your brothers and sisters too but your not the one to pry and often your the one to cry no one knows the dreams i have at night how i dream of better days to come, their so big they give me a fright but i know its reality i can put my parents in a nice house no worries no problems little sister in school math work she’ll solve’em my thoughts are every where but they work they’re way down to my chest, in my chest i have to get this off my HEART. a daughter’s point of view

post 66 real spit!

post 66 real spit! I hate the hustle because it has no future no promise no freedom but I have no choice! just trying to just survive. I know how much you like to judge a preacher and you all say you have back slide on your faith!Let me deliver! You basically is what your leader say but what if I show you a better way to help you to get what you can’t comprehend Jesus called you because of what you have to offer why is it when you got save you became a molded christian not a saint for Christ! See Jesus never said the way to me is your way he told his followers if they are not against me then they are for me. My methods you might not agree! but in Rome do as the Romans. Not in their custom but in their way to get thing to agree! Oneness right! OK get this when you get in a church you become what your pastor is! Well if that’s good if that’s your way! But my way is clear I must help people who your holy-er than thou way some one got to get in the ditch but your church and faith would never let you get your hands dirty!But i can because what ever I become or what you may think my road is to do my job and if some don’t like the way of this preacher!Well keep on judging and i’ll keep writing and see you in heaven because one way or another we both will be there just one won’t stay! see ya soon!Oh P.S MERRY CHRISTMAS!

POOR MAN DESTINY

poor man destiny All in this world you think that you know how hard it is.But you don’t know! Here’s a look in a poor’s man life in the south! Tonight no rhymes just strait words with truth! How would you feel here on Christmas eve you look your child in the eye and say you won’t have nothing for Christmas! For all of you who have a good bank account it’s easy to say will she just have to wait! Or she have to understand! Well what about if check is spent out to bills and trying to stay in a rented house that at any time you and your wife two kids got to go!Yes it’s easy to say Merry Christmas when you have! But when you don’t have how merry is it to wake up and still don’t have.Or you should be grateful to be alive?Why because the life that you live will still rape you each day with no mercy and no justice! and no one cares! Set up to fail thats my destiny! And you can come with all the words you want! But in the end you will still sit in your nice house having a warm good Christmas!And we will still be waiting on a check that we know we won’t get not one red nickel out of just to keep a place to call home! peace! this is real {ME}

SHOW YOUR SELF

show your self! this is what you get! Truth or dare? Makes me totally aware that everywhere life is now and i’m there!Just see how will you still read after you see me.Yes picture tells a million tales on a life that now i’m going to propel in this life prison cell that say we black males is set up to fail no matter how much we excel.NO that’s not my mail this story in a nut shell! Look at me and what you see just a man that finally is not ashamed of who he maybe! Just words in s brain that need to get out! Feed me or free me your choice?

LOST FOR WORDS

lost for words can you find them? Why would you say i’m lost for words but you still is talking.Try to give me some non-making sense of your mind!Ok watch I will find your words and read your mind! RUM RUM what in you mind comes this way that way you can’t say you can read my mind because you don’t have one! I don’t allow that when my mind is lock ! Now see what you got!All that you just read but is in your mind lost for words well I found them! peace pastorsvoice merry christmas! he's breath is hot!

INTIMIDATION STOP THE MADNESS

intimidation stop the madness Lots of the time I stay not on side per-say but on this one I do draw the line. True piece here.One day a man came home looked on the lap top and seen his phone pictures.But before you say so what! See his phone had already been stolen.Most don’t think this should piss him off but to be intimidated! On his Google + page with no phone but your phone post a picture! People in this day fell if they be brass or act like they don’t care most would be afraid of them. Listen stop fooling your self! Many is not taking this bull no more!Wait don’t think it’s the 80′s hey its 2011 in few 1 and 2.Look all is being said is this>[wack to my tick tac get bold you get back round and round we go this year we take no moe .Stop the madness a' bully' man i had it!See don't live by rules, That's is made just for you. See to be a bully now you meet you defeat! just piss off

STRAIGHT OF THE TOP

straight off the top Seeing that my 40 years plus 8 get full of highs and lows I feel like my time is up;But I have just started!” A glass” most will say a glass half full of water which would you say half full or half empty? OK this is what I say{WHO CARE! Let me drank my drank} let’s go:Off the top you must forgot i’m not the person who not stop until we got my right to spit this blog tonight! Who me? Set your meter how high can you get?straight of the top! Who I think NOT!Let’s roll to see how much can we do with half full or empty! Its glass that has drink in it if you are thirsty we drank! they stank if you don’t wash your baby it will be rank not how high or low I mean# Man change that baby! this is real life. like it or not free choice is why we is in the mess we are in now! ready? The wrong ones! first world then you!

UP IN A TOKE

up in a toke IN the sixties it was toke toke pass pass most smoke and that no joke but now the look down on a weed smoker.Well here’s a word for all you HATERS that drink or don’t drink. Take pills to sleep to eat to wake up to loose weight or what ever flow your boat! Lets flow: love this! Puff one puff two now where are you? in a daze feeling blaze moving in and out your brain maze how amaze is your phrase in these days! Burn good burn slow keep burning give me more late night jackpot in site your last $100.00 dollars for tonight if you gamble this would be bad but you are smoking and all you need is a $40.00 dollar bag and still $60.00 in stash.But most will say man weed is bad. You need to just ask your mon and dad! Most people once in life we tried this high. but drank and pill pop or sniff to get off but this is my point! do you or don’t you care? That weed never went anywhere!SO to all that hate weed and weed smokers. Guess what they don’t like you either! HA HA Word of a preacher peace pastorsvoice!

HATE V.S YOU

HATE V.S YOU Weight the out come! Who wins? Most get cocky. And say “I beat hate all the time!”Watch out for that lighting bolt! Question? How can you beat what you can’t see! You feel hate you only see the reaction when hate is at work. Hate is all around you but you say you beat hate let’s see ! You hate your eyes you change them! You hate your hair you cut ,dye or buy! Everything about you you hate! May I go on! Hate your job hate your car hate your friend.Oh my god hate is about to win! Hate your last girlfriend and her mother to if hate is strong enough you just might hate you! Take your life divorce your wife hate has taken your rights! Stop and hear this is the end of the year! Still say on this very day that you beat hate! HECK NO JUST YOUR MISTAKE! peace pastorvoice feel me? hate wins you lose

free flowing

free flowing Lets flow:this blog is not for this season so if you are looking for ho ho you wiil get a most stern no no no!Come’on lets go! In this time the river of words flow thru my mind oh how blind these words clogs my time to push these rhymes so free and smooth line by line if me as the voice and you make a choice viewers get moist all hope is hoist beyond the ridge of the canyon of water that flow in your mind! Reach beyond the break and take the gate that all ways make us say what is at stake?To move in your face to put you in place then watch you race to try to get in grace by being soooo like a flake so just so FAKE! See how it be if words can move you groove you or to tell you that this is the season is about being for real are you here’s a test! Who is you for real? Bet even you don’t know next blog will find you! get that! peace pastorsvoice flow like me

oh heck no you didn't!

OH Heck no you didn’t! First lets get you in the news they say that your phone with is and android beware of malware or a bad apps!They said beware! Well I got a new something to watch out for! A kid in a car in piggy wiggly parking lot! Yes that right some kid in the parking lot stole my android phone this phone been in my life for one month and now it’s gone! Like a person who you really liked and now they are gone:-( this is two sad faces my phone the one I paid a lot of money for $20.00 dollars! that’s a lot! Right? Well me and my phone did every thing together. But one Sunday while driving my cab notice that i did not have wallet! So call wife she is a the pig {GROCERIES STORE} So I drive up to my pick up truck get out throw deuces at this kid in this car over on my left.OH DEUCES mean to give someone the peace sign with fingers but black style deuces two fingers up you get the picture!Listen put my phone on truck get my wallet and drive off in cab! go three blocks down road make a u-turn come back and my phone grew two pairs of feet and walked off my truck: Phone gone kid gone my face long my buddy gone now what is i’m waiting on?My smart phone was not so smart now it let it self get stolen if it was smart run a way just don’t sit there and let that kid take you! gosh! Android huh? transform like bumble bee and come home! need you smart phone! but you is long gone now! CRYING NOW NEED HELP THIS IS THE WAY MY PHONE LOOK! FIND PLEASE! Have you seen it?

HO-HO ANGER NOW PAGE4

ho-ho anger now page4 IN THIS BLOG THEY SAY WHEN YOU USE CAP’S LETTERS YOU PISS! 1 WAS CONFUSION: 2 WAS TENSION:3 WAS ROAD TRIP OR STRESS RELIEF BUT THIS IS ANGER PAGE 4:All the time you try your best to make people accept you and just be a friend not the sleeping with ones friends type! Not my point. Here’s my point:you try your very hardest to do thing right. But they all way feel that you is out to do something to them or lying to them or just out not real good enough for there crowd but in all breath you are my friend! I say this reply catch it here it comes:MOOSE’S NUTS!! How the heck is me and you friends? Oh my vulnerability make me want friends but my reality is that i just don’t fit in ! My bloggers page should read one who see that life give you a lot of MOOSE”S NUTS and COW”S BUTTS so where’s the beef?Not only at Wendy’s! But in the many people who we calls FRIENDS! peace pastorsvoice

Stress relief ROAD TRIP page3

Stress relief ROAD TRIP page3 These pages is on going story because 1&2 was stressing so how to break the stress ROAD TRIP! See this picture that was taking out of a moving 1991 S-10 prime out 4-Wheel drive truck that has a short in it but the motor ruins good so mix up it’s just me and my wife and truck! down I-95 to a big change in pace. Now let’s flow:Wait! You see {let’s flow get me in the blogging mode!}Come on! See the blue sea so wide and true.Guess what? Never been in a boat! Man”.Let me clear my throat! Hope floats! Just might make me cope! With any thing that promote peace and happiness. So pretty blue it’s reminds me of page 1&2 so strong and true! If you stop ,look and listen the style of this blog is not worth missing!Stress relief is why it is page #3. In the mind of the preacher! peace>>

tension in this dimension

tension in this dimension page 2 Week in,Week out the same thing you piss your partner piss every one piss! I”M on egg shells you on egg shells no talk no touch no happiness!Well here is a free past to get past page 1&2! First be real.Stop saying what you think will get you out! Wake up you was never in! Why should you be in trouble for who you are or what you feel? If you is wrong for what you feel then the feeling is wrong not you! So what my feeling is wrong remember the one your feeling said we will be together for ever! BUT it lasted not a week! see tension in this dimension is our own goals we try to be what we are not!Well I feel that you never force what you believe on someone else!So if you read this use it to your own faith:Psalm 131{ in short}says:neither do I exercise myself in great matters or things to high for me!{REMEMBER THE ONE WHO YOU SAID THIS IS FOREVER!}Time is not your and it’s not on your side so stop tension in the dimension! peace pastorsvoice/// break the tension