who am I?

who am i ?

Who what when where and why! is the five basics W’s of any story.So what is the basic for me or you? Everything is base on who we know ,what make up ours surrounding and what we be involved in. So why I hate but also love why be mad but then smile with so much happiness.Un move but yet so far, In but still out. Wanted and needed it still rejected and pushed away who and what I am? look like a man but feel like a woman Move in grace but stumbling all the time.So sure in what I’m doing but so lost on how it’s done.Skillful in giving advice but can’t figure out my own answers.All ways having alot but never enough to give.Alot of times I know me and you have felt the same so important but yet insignificant to the bone.So alive in my life but dead to my future! My name is HALF or 1/2 or 50 degrees in-between the middle mid age crisis that what they say half of a hundred is 50 half way right you know not young but not old. Now is the time in the blog that I say something smart or cute or very off the charts but not this time my end is this just be happy that you don’t know who I am! peace pastorsvoice!


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happiness right!

To love to live to give to see to be to long all gone! What’s wrong? Try my best to be happy and bless but all I get is a bunch of mess.Who feel like I feel how to be real and fulfill a state of stand still. My face is place to the glass to see back in my past how in time happiness was mine you and me intertwine in a brace push up on me make my soul move you make me whole totally in control passion explode touch me tease me make me melt! Flesh to flesh into the night bang me bang me oh you are so tight! Wet wet is the spot under your back my hands got down to you hips with a kiss from my lips in the navel boy I hope you are able don’t stop now I’m about to go down.Down to the spot that I know will make you hot! Back pedaling in the bed telling me to stop not right now i”m in the G Spot!! Over and over we take our time hot sticky climatic feel you got yours and I got mines! Face to the glass looking in the past oh how I wish it will last! Let me smoke then right back to the task! to make you happy in one thing but to blow your mind is what my bed will bring. Call me you know the number when he leave that all that wetness will start all over! LET GET IT ON! HOT FREAKY SEX I”M ON ARE YOU ON? pastorsvoice **********


me you boo!

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Cab driver PAIN!

This is hard for me to tell but to free my mind of this let me spill my soul! one late night we all sitting and frank was next in line to go on call but he was so sleepy that my good and true mentor “COOL BREEZE” said to him go ahead and sleep i’ll take this one now cool breeze just got off his other job and this was his first call he went to the sandbox to make a pick up right now I can hear his voice still on the radio saying mobile 11 is in route to Oates and that was the last time cool breeze was on the earth! He went and this is how it end! three young men got in his cab two in back and one in front cool breeze never saw it coming ! The one in back put a 357 magnum to the back of his head and boom! all his blood and brain went all over the driver side of his car this should have been the end but no! these three wasted fucks took his body and burn him not up just burn him and took his body like a leaf of a tobacco plant and put him in a bulk barn in a dirty piece of plastic and drove his cab to skating ring where they Bragg about how they is a cab driver with all his blood and brains all over the cab and all that night we call cool breeze and call no responds next night a lady calls the cab stand to say why don’t we come and get this cab because she was tried of hearing us call him on the radio and we need to get the cab out of her parking spot! Now this is in hartsville not in oates. This was the longest ride in my life fearing the worst but hope for the best is not what the end was my heart drop when I got in cool breeze cab blood and brains every where .This is a true blog R.I.P TO THE BREEZE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOUMUCH


miss you breeze

where is the wine-o?

Where is the wine-o?

Where you at? where you at? like the bison that roam the great land.Where you at that icon of all the major cities.That every motion picture off a time past you was the star! The only one that can clear a whole train with thy preset flow of air that flows by you.Man I remember in every stairway you will be like a strong reminder of what can be.You force people to give to you even when you are sleep.Hey people what happen to the neighborhood wine-o?You who lived in any major city me new jersey stayed in Gloria manners where each flight of stairs we had one just lying their with his bottle of wine not a good bottle of wine ripple or night train mad dog 20/20 Thunderbird just like the wine names is all about gone also the wine-o he is replace by the crack head .Poor wine-o no more sleeping in stairwells the more faster the more smarter the more bolder crack head has just bounce in and took over man they move so fast that the wine-o did not stand a chance don’t get all mad every family has one or two
but the wine-o what happen to you staple of the 70′s but the crackheads took over in the 80′s
so to a dying breed the is no more to the wine-o big ups! and you stink no really you stink
take a bath!


this is not my day!

cab driver has last laugh!

Back in the early years of the cab driver many people judged the cab driver by who he hang around and how he dress.See my sister was gay our neighbor and the most part of the neighbor hood was tricking as they call it me I just look gay and that was the way i deal with all the people who knew my oldest sister and oldest brother was bi-sexual they go both ways and the sister next to me went neither way not boys or girls she went books now here is me a young man trying to prove to his straight friend that he was not gay.And to his gay friends that he was not like the rest that pick at them! So here where’s that blog start! driving to Darlington motel to make a pick up of one of my friends girl friend lets call her Eve.Now my friend Sam was in the pool hall picking at me like usual about my gay friends and how gay I was everyone laugh and picked.HA HA HA My turn! So latter on that night about oh 11:00 o’clock he calls for a cab to pick his girl friend up to take her home now! MY TURN YES MY TURN! I take the call and get to the room and he meet me at door of the cab and says oh I don’t have to worry about this one baby he is gay he won’t try nothing! OK you pick and pick then you under estimated me NOW my turn! She gets in smelling like Red doors the scent she wore booty like pow in those jeans and she says take me home he have piss me off! THE BEST WORDS I HEARD ALL NIGHT! So me with my gay self now let me comfort her Now he treat you like crap why are you still so faithful to him you know as soon as you leave another woman is in the room you know!:-)” awl you are so bad cab driver” and she said you know you are right he all ways treat me like crap! Man got my mojo working! DO I MAKE YOU HORNY BABY YEAH! Next she said the most beautiful words i heard :{HOW CAN I GET BACK AT HIM}:-) no no no boy I say lets screw he trust me and he trust you what he don’t know won’t hurt him! BOY SHE HAD A LOT IN THOSE JEANS! Listen don’t judge the book by what you think you see read it and know! peace pastorsvoice!


who gay now!

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intermission break now!

You been in this funk for some time just can’t seem to shake the blues! here’s a cure for the funky way you feel when you is in a bad spot or things that just get you down or just make you feel bad! Back up stop and take a break tonight this is your night break away from the same life you lived all your life.Stress this will release it on the spot try it! go to you room look in your closet get two outfits one that you look your best in and one the you feel un-comfortable in.Now most will say put on your best no put on the outfit the take you out of the comfort zone and get busy to just forget all the bull crap that your life brings.Just smile and put that outfit on no not the best one wonder why the only way you knew it was the best one some one else told you.Right? Now the way you knew that it made you feel un-comfortable is you told yourself. True?Now it take some balls to do it why you have never did it before or it been a long long time.See this is your time no one else right now no problems,no pain,no frustration,no holds bared,you know see if you still got it go as far as your line between loose and horny or just a person who don’t need you to tell me how I look or how I feel lets do here and now and if there’s a later well if you don’t tell I won’t tell HE HE oh sorry! Try it and get back at me you know where.PEACE pastorsvoice


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PHASE TWO cab driver life

Sitting here listening to Lauryn Hill mood is good feeling like I need a laugh! lets flow riding down 403 T-vile hwy to flo- town oh’s you don’t understand ok t-vile is timmonsville to flo-town is Florence all s.c ok South Carolina trip is about $20.00 dollars good right? Never in the life of a cab driver but yours maybe but not mine.So riding along lets call my fare Marvin ok :he say’s Man those two who had me at shotgun point thought they did something when they rob me HA HA NOW LETS GO BACK A FEW! when i got to call when i pull up to brockington heights there was three men one had his hand up one had a pump 12 gauge and one was going threw pockets of the one with his hands up! took his belt took the $13.00 dollars out his pockets cigarette a little weed so my hopes was almost done but they let him go and he got in the cab and said drive so i got out of the heights but not far because you just got rob and have no money he laugh and said don’t worry just tell my wife what happen and your money is not a problem and he laugh so i chuckle too. Now back to highway I says why you say that Marvin? He says if you rob a man you suppose to rob him not just point a gun at him and take his belt! At this time i’m ready to put Marvin out he is crazy! but his wife sound like she got sense! So dumb me had to ask Marvin why you said that fool you was just rob what you want death? He said no “son” is you crazy ! Look this is why it did not matter that much and out of his top pocket he pulls out $2,500 and say these dumb country dicks don’t even know how to rob a man all they took was my belt my cigarette $13.00dollars oh my weed that kinda hurt about my weed! So because you did not trip out and stayed here’s a $100.00 and ride! now you say what funny about that?Nothing but 100 instead of 20 won’t you laugh? peace pastorvoice!

intro to a day of a cabdriver

These next blogs will be first true but funny as crap! So sit back get what you do to get in the reading mood and take a ride with the cab driver ready open your mind! Picture a cab a blue Oldsmobile 2000 is the year of taxicab a dark southern night cold you got two who just sneak out a warm motel room and jump in the back of cab and say take me to dovesville cab driver smile and reach for the heat because he could tell that the both of them just got out of shower so you don't want them to be cold so you turn your heat on but there is no heat now two people in back cursing the cab driver out but they just don't know that he is the only taxi on for that night so now you cold wet and have told that sorry cab driver off and call for another cab wait for 5 minutes and you see the same taxi pull up you flip out tell him to go and send another cab he drive off and you wait 10 minutes and low and behold the same cab come up now these two time has ended so they jump in the cab and say why is you keep coming back when we steady ask for another cab he said i'm the only cab and you owe me for three trips what do you do pay or stay? This is what happen they don't pay nor did they stay why?The manger of the motel saw the cab and the dispatcher call him and said stop jacking my cab around so the motel manger calls the cops and the cops take both to jail because they both had bench warrants see stop giving the cab driver so much hell or the manger will send you to jail TOT TOT pastorvoice!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PS to all my friends on google plus, facebook,twitter,and so.cl YOU ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now pay or pay

in between death

How can a man stand in a room and look at himself on the table and ask is that me? Is he dead or still alive caught between two worlds seeing faces but no one there hearing voices but no sound can be found what is this place I know it’s me but how can that be when this is me? In between life and death tell me whats left to know my work was not finish but my life has ended.To tell the secret of death but can’t figure out the keys of life! This is me that I see lying on the table.But this is also me looking at the table.Touch my face it fell cold move my head look in my eyes see what lies inside deep deeper keep on going though the space that just lies at the point of no return! But don’t go to far we need to know what you saw in between death.To all that see lights but never a face a big glow but never the place oh what is this take the mask off my face now I breathe where am I was that a dream! NO Fool that was the dentist drugs you just got your teeth pull. Man when you are under what the drugs can do! Sorry no life after death here! just a man that got his teeth pull. peace pastorsvoice!


am i'm alive

Analyze a lie.

Listen this is a very touchy subject that all say they don’t do but one time or another where there you learn from it or not! Some made a life time at it {“Movie stars”} Some get paid for it {“weather men”} Some get power by it{“congress”}Some get happy by it{“men and women”} and Some get hurt by{“EVERYONE”}I know some got kick out by it{“1/3 of heaven”} It made one to die{“Jesus”} why oh why did not some thing analyze a lie? Innocent as it may be never the blame you see.This treacherousness entity has no face no certain style or grace.Sometime oh so bold but in a whisper it can be softly told! This thing will describe a person,place and thing just like a noun! But look closer now is it now? A lie is the truth with something added or something missing just like the original but is not sharp like a knife but in and instance change your life.A lie you can buy a lie but most come free if you need to analyze your next lie contact me @ pastorsoicemartin.blogspot.com feel free to try WHY because the VOICE is in the house! peace pastorsvoice.


all do both!

Preferred touch!

Stroke me up stroke me down grab a part of me and you can stroke it all a round. Man I like it the way you move stroke me ride me to the top stroke my parts and don’t you stop! Your touch and moves make my body sweat stroke me right and lets see how hard it get!Stop that you crazy free moving living flesh of pleasure. Oh my soul can’t take another pulse from your touch !How you make my bells ring.Ding Dong baby! Ding DONG.So exciting invigorating make me explode! Do your thing baby! No one do what you do when you do Awh! your are my boo! How you do the thing you do to make me say oooo! Who look you blow me the right way! And not the way it sounds! Really you know how to get down into me feeling a sense of eruption can not hold BOOM sentence overload! Now this is the time that make my day how you touch me and tell me to stay! Don’t move I got this! Rocking my world with just this A Preferred Touch totally works for us HA HA YOU say I Wish? OK YOU TRY AND SEE WHAT YOU GET??????????????????????????????????????????

PASTORVOICE PEACE:-#