green grass!

Good day to all who think the grass taste better on the other side look green grass is good where it is but if it was grass then we will see that but we are talking about people! Some how we get caught up with what is sweeping the world! Not looking for what the world have in repaying a person for their action! We feel that all we have to do is get me and damn the rest! You think that if I do me know one will know that inside I'm not sure who or what I am! Most make up a person who they really is not but all ways make those who is not on there true game think the grass is greener on that side when it is not even grass at all just a fake picture that only look good but in the end all Is lost! But no matter how hard you try they all ways fall for the picture not what they have! Most play so many games that they fool themselves and when the real deal come along they can deal because all the know is game not true love not a person who know what they want!

 Now just ask your self if she did that to one why won't she do that to you and was it really worth it? one night of fun compare to a life time you pick? A real man or woman would know if what I got is good what  am I looking for? Just a wet tail or get my buzz on if that is what you want do mess any one life up with games! Be who you are and tell them this is what I got to give and if this is not good then move on!
Some time we get yourself into things and can't get out so the grass may look good but why throw a 95% man away for just a tail wetter but most women just want that a real man they don't want why he just might
be the best thing that make her feel feeling of something she can't handle a bad boy is no good but a good man is no fun right well if you can't deal with one who get things done well kick rocks peace pastorvoice

torn feelings!

This lady sung a song about how she took her love for granted so let's go on this. What is love? To me I been trying for years to find this! All I found was women who did not want all the good love I had for them! None wanted me to love them only they felt better if they was with a no good man who treated them like shit! Why can't this kind of love is what they want? Just listen |A love that you know when you feel it make you weak at the knees to hold to feel wanted needed to feel so safe that what dream you have I will fulfill! A love that make you miss them when they just when to work a love that make you feel on top of the world that you is all I need ! But this time a good man always get hurt and you women wonder why there are so many dogs out there well here something from a one woman man who never never cheated or treated his woman less than a queen who made his life can't stop making her your world but me never had one who will share my world but had four that tore it apart so here I am trying again to find some real love one that no game can move a love that I can depend on a love the is down for her man not share a woman so can any one help?

Lost love how can you lose something that is not real? If they love you so much then nothing in this world will break you up but people only love the good but when things is not or hard time come they are ready to throw it away by one leaving or cheating never willing to go threw because the other is so easy don't get me wrong the easy way out most take but love is for better or worst I got your back but no one live by this .

 when you see this long train track if you can feel me love is for life not until you feel like got all I want so time to move on . please to all that read this true love is for a life time peace pastorvoice!

ONE NIGHT STAND ONE HITER QUITER

MIDDAY OR MIDDLE OF WEEK: A one night stand can be some scary shit why these days you don't know whats real? First she have long hair than bam she got no hair! He look like he got a load down there and get him home and a sock fall out! You want to tell yourself what the hell I'm doing! But as a {MAN} AND BE REAL! As when I was a young man my mind was on just hit it and quit it! Love to meet some one with no strings! But now days it cost you more than when  I was young why you say? I never needed a condom there was nothing bad but crabs or penicillin. Either the crabs will let you know you caught something or the penicillin killed what the hell you caught! But these days you need two because you know one always split!Tried a condom on once and the thing first it was to tight! Back then one size fit all and we didn't have your selection you have to day! Now this is me and that  is why I'm a one woman man !I like to feel what I'm getting! Not having rubber with slime in it and on it  or some chemical in it or on it to give you pleasure when bare back is the true way!  But that was then and this is now! 7 THINGS TO DO THE MORNING AFTER A ONE NIGHT STAND!

 First: know where the hell you are why you don't want to be lost and have to go back to ask where the hell am I.SECOND : make sure that you have all you stuff because if you go back it might turn into another all nigher! THIRD:check your phone repeat check your phone why nine time out of ten some one called you and if you need them hell you got the number!FOURTH: ask yourself was that worth bragging rights or do you tell a lie to make up for that strange time you just had! FIFTH: get home and wait to make sure that your ding dong don't fall off! or your kitty cat don't get a leak in it! SIXTH: REALLY IMPORTANT! REMEMBER THEIR NAME why if you can't remember how would you know who got you knocked up or who got the word out that your sock fell out! SEVENTH AND LAST! make sure that you can still be cool with them if you see them again why if you was a creep then you can call their name why they run away!

  ALWAYS LEAVE A MARK! ALWAYS KNOCK THE BOTTOM OUT OF THAT SNATCH OR RIDE THE DUDE AND MAKE HIS SUN SET! LEAVE A MARK THAT SAY'S i BEEN THERE DO A GOOD JOB AND YOU JUST MIGHT GO BACK FOR MORE PEACE PASTORSVOICE!
 

suspicious mind

Well well back at it again how long can this go on people say that to have a suspicious mind is bad but you gave it to me! I trusted you and you broke that! Now you want to get some body to come and treat you right listen a Lie is part truth so it really is not a full lie just part truth but to me that bull shit a lie is just what's it called! Why should you give in when your mind is saying WTF? Your heart is saying go for it! But your eyes is saying don't be fooled again and your body is saying why me? Send her or him some papers or you walk why suspicious minds come from some mess up shit that has been done to you and you just can't trust no more! But we think we can made it pass it well listen if you think it's a dog well guess what it is a damn dog don't fool your self that it not why because no matter how much they say I did not do that! If they was for real in love with you then they would not have did that mess up shit like I was drunk and it just happen! How you fall for some mess like that because they did not think about you when the fun starts or when they say call me!

So you are so wrong because you put their sorry azz out NOPE NOPE NOPE kick that azz to the curb! And quit doubting your first mind why if you think that they is no good then they is not good for you and stop that bull about if I was you this what I would have done! If you was  me you will do the same thing and handle it the same way I did why because you is me and that what I would do! WOW  how plain is that!

MAYBE bad but only for the ones that get caught doing some mess up stuff! And the ones that feel like you don't need this mind well when your heart get bust up don't come saying how did I let this happen? Because you forgot that any one can hurt you the sweetest lady in the world can be a real heart breaker! That fine azz man that got your world rolling can bring all crashing down! People can be so un-careing and so self center!My words is this! If my mind get like this it is your fault why because if you never broke my trust then my mind will always love you but hell remember secrets is what break up a home feel me! peace pastorvoice!

when pain ends and healing begins

 HEY to all out there who read this blog time to address a big problem this problem is when you pour out your heart and soul in a relationship telling your self that I will be true and change heaven and hell to make this right! And all you get is hurt! Why all the wrong men say the right things but all the right men never can get the attention of a good women and if he do get her she hurts him because she has been hurt! How can we stop this pain? All the women will say it's the no good man or some dumb shit like if you was taking care of home that would never happen. Well you be the judge and tell me what went wrong here! four women in 30years and all four broke your heart by destroying the trust you have for them woman number 1. Is up! You and this woman hit it off good all you want she want until she go to see mother and mother tells you to your face that as long as she come to my house there will always be another man here for her to see no matter how hard you work to get them the best that you have they still break your heart and you go to her mother's house and low and behold there's another man there! Woman number two you put rings on all fingers you put her in her own house you tell her if she wants to she can work each pay day you bring your whole check home and put it in her hands and what she do take your money and buy another man hotdogs at softball game buy him shoes with your money and you tell your self this stupid shit that she will change but all you get is more pain!

Woman three this one you and her did all together until you wanted better for the family now she steals all your money and smoke it up in crack! Steals you car and get it totally lost because she change the tag on back of car and get it taken by police and stay away for three months in a row but crazy you take her crack smoking azz back hoping it will change just a dream shit don't happen that way! Now back to the last woman! Woman number four! Never worked one day in 16 years all the best that you can afford never had to worry about nothing now you move and she gets a job never smoke weed before but now she smokes never drank a drank in 16 years but now she dranks never stay out but now she do hell how the hell can we as a good men deal with this shit when we can trust the one thing that at one time valued them self but now act just like the no good man that all talks so much shit about! When you figure this out holla back at your boy peace pastorsvoice!

CREEPING A BIG DOWN FALL!

MOST people think that having some one on the side is cool. But how cool is the one who is creeping when he or she is destroying many life's and all they feel is hell got what I want and damn who it hurt now don't get me wrong I don't blame the person who the creeper is with. Why? If that sorry azz person will do right he or she would not have there azz out there in the first place! People was taught always keep one on the side did anyone notice that the one who told you that bull shit never keep any one? Trust is the glue that keep relationships together not sex heck we know people who had sex one minute and leave each other the next! 

INTEGRITY IS what the creeper don't have why to creep is to think only how much you will have fun not how it look or how much pain and hurt you bring and all you say is this stupid azz phase "I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you!" If the table was turn you will tell the world how it was wrong! But because it was you doing it now the shit hits the fan! Now you look for people to just take your trust breaker and go on! Hell naw don't give them the freedom to boast how good of person you are when that should have been said before you took you sorry azz out there and creep! Don't come with this mistake shit why closing your hand in a door that's a mistake ! Hit a ball threw a window that a mistake ! Putting your bird or opening up your cat is not a mistake! That getting your groove on and trust me you knew what you was in for! No no break for you azz all you get is good bye! If you like to creep why would you get into a relationship? Just bang what you want to stay single and do what single people do. Hunt for the booty yes get on the prowl so if you get aids then only you will have it and the one who gave it to you! But no! You try to make good people play Russian rule-let but for me hell I don't like to play games like that hell I love me some ME and nope nope nope Me is fine and guess what you is not mine because you waste to much time being blind by all that creeping behind shit! My gain hell your lost! peace pastorvoice! Feel me?

in the fine print!

Whenever you talk about having kids, what's the first thing you think about? The pretty clothes. The cute baby shoes. Who will they look like? Have you ever thought about the fine print of having them? The things people just DON'T tell you about them. How whenever you buy something they automatically want the exact thing you brought? How is it that they have full control of what you thought was your life they come with and invisible fine print that only show up when time go on! At first it just wipes clothes and diapers! This is what you expect then the fine print kick in "FINE PRINT SAYS"  When you get in the store, don't think you will only spend what you wrote on your list, watch the three is just basic here comes baby food and toys colds and flu medicine then out of the blue it first birthday buy a cake to watch them mash it all on there face and you think that is so cute until some get on you and can't come out the clothes you and the baby is wearing! Now back to store not to but one new piece but two but when you see how cute the baby clothes is and you spend more!

Then teenager years oh boy aren't you in for awakening. They are more concerned about how they look and what is we in for these kid look like rainbow bright you look to see if this is still your child! Every day what come on TV they want to look like so you do your best and say come on let's go to the store! No fine print until you get in the store time you come around the corner BAM HERE THIS FINE PRINT COMES OUT OF NO WHERE! And you was still on the old fine print!" BUT THE NEW PRINT SAYS" caution they will want more then before then all of a sudden you look at that child and it's like they work for the money and all you do is hold it in your pockets look out the place called walmart come alive! But when the fine print is in front of you do you read?

  There is some words on picture and I know you miss because of all that yada yada yada! watch out you missed something! peace pastorsvoice! You are one if you fall for this!

hood to woods

Yes street life  love  A city that never sleep all the people and places to be involve with days and night fill with excitement always something popping to see the people flocking to a block party to the club in the spot where you know is hot! No time to sleep all this work is just for me swollen pockets boy I got this! Big faces get you in a lot of places where you can be on top because the block is hot! Oh dip just made a grand all this money in my hand my hood is good man let me make all this wood! To get this night over sell out and start over! This was my life me and my crew had to do what we do don't judge me because we cool we just live by the street rules! To make it big in this city is the American dream in my hood then you would have known what it mean! See we have bars on out place and you know that' my girl car but that has change no more light and sites in this city life was doing good in my hood now I find my self living in the WOODS! Deep in the south someone help me get out! Not the hood but the woods You will not understand you can take the man out of the city but you can't take the city out of the man! Oh boy here we goes deep in these woods where nobody knows!

Dark and spooky no light dark as hell at night and all these bugs is in flight in your nose and in your hair these damn bugs is everywhere! They bite you and suck your blood still fly off and show you no love crazy azz sounds all around! Full hood all good but to have me sacred in these damn woods! Out of the dark here it comes straight for you and I have no gun! Nothing but me and my  hand this sounds like a real azz cutting if it was a man closer and closer you here this thing run really really these woods is no fun! Not me I'm no punk to throw these blows with the best but to run hell that was my first guess! But all these things ran threw my mind what if a snake bite me or a bobcat might attack to a bear hell I'm there snack as fast as I run the sounds still comes close my mind and my body say hell you're done and this one just might come! Some light will make this right so I can at lease see when my bell get rung! All the bugs just singing because they all knew that this is a damn fool to be out here running in my woods! I saw a show that showed me just how it goes but at that time that shit was not on my mind all I can say that hood stuff went away because my feet was not here to stay! Finally some light!

Running by the creek fearing for my life! Nights is good in the hood but not in these damn woods! To my really bad scare a whole pack of deers was just standing there what the hell was I suppose to do when all this sound in behind you as the lighting flash dead on my azz was more deer to fear! And the more I scream just like a girl no one heard me I was in deer world ! After while it made me stop! Wait a minute deers do throw rocks deer don't laugh behind the deers was some men who started laughing went this began to see a black man scream like a girl running in the woods from a bunch of deers which they call their food! Hey I'm tough and can go with the best but dark azz woods and fast azz deers this is some mess! So I stay my azz in the house because I know that them deers is still out and about! Yes you can see from hood to woods is a hell of a life for me! peace pastorsvoice!

look into a man's heart

Here in my room again 2:19 in the morning can't sleep mind is racing on how is my life and can my heart be fill? No not all men just sit and think of ways that they can please them self you have a few that love pleasing others no not cold and un-caring or just to get his rocks off this one have a heart that has been broken many times and understands the meaning of hurt and pain trust and commitment yes a man with feelings is what most need. But to get there takes time to know what is the importance of this thing we call togetherness now don't get me wrong I made some mistakes and hurt some people in my time but I learned how to show true love not just from heart but mind body and soul! True feeling can't be taught it has to be lived in order to show what is on the inside no this It's not just words that run thought my mind this is what I become in this life time! To see so much pain is my gain to be able to write these words. Just take a few and see where this is going! Most say we don't care but we do just not in the way most think! We hurt too but is too afraid to show it why that is a sign of weakness on our part and all we know is to be strong but it comes with a price many don't understand when a man cry or when a man needs to feel needed and wanted how so soft we really are!

Hey love is a scary thing why if you pour our your heart and give all you got and it's not good enough it damage you and next time you won't give anyone chance to hurt you when in your eyes all you see is the pain of failure but in their eye all they see is why don't you let me love you the way you need to be love hey I'm not trying to get brownie points or to get you to like me alone I was born and alone will I die! But to have a piece of what we call happiness takes a life time to get and when you get it how long to you have to enjoy it well as for me this is my plea that the time we have live life the best we can and the rest don't worry about why you don't have power to make someone love you all you got is time to show how much you care and if it takes a life time then it was worth my life to share last but not lease I go back to my room a wake and feeling alone why because the fear of the un known!

peace pastorsvoice!

chocolate moon

I'm just a person with so much time that my mind will race out of control to be in a place where life has stop is my chocolate moon! Life is non-excising here to smell life as we know it to be is gone. Now we go threw time as if it was a phase in space that you want to be alive but the quietness is all around you like a glove on your hand tight woven that you gasp for air and it tighten it's grip on you! See life is good when you can live it to it's fullest! But when you are trap between no friends no family no people that fits in having something well
it's gets hard to just laugh but so easily to cry even when no one did any thing to you! Hoping to break free but no where to go lost in a place that is closing in on you hey that your moon! No life nothing but space and time and all you have is you. Hey we get so lonely at times and even death don't come around no more! Well you ask why? Some time you can be with a lot of people and still be alone you can be in relationships and still have no one so we go threw this life putting on false smiles and trying to maintain your peace of mind but losing yourself at every step you take steady changing and not realizing that we are being control not by happiness only but pain also and the pain make us cold to feeling happy so we just do what we do best as people survive on the chocolate moon we call home! See below we are just dust put together until life blows you away!

      Where is your hole in this place is it fill with hustle and movement or just a place of hurt and confusion?
Well we like to be in control but at times we don't know what control is especially when all our path is control by likes and dislikes  how can we get off this moon in time before we become a part of just another stepping stone for someone else to feel that we are below them because our wealth and life style don't equal up to theirs or our color makes us to be less or our friends make us better? To look at my moon and know life is a bitch when you are not on top of your game hey this is a blog not to get sorrow but to open our eyes to know hey we need each other just to live here true spit! peace pastorsvoice!

 

hate to have

HATE IS ONE THING THAT HOLDS THIS WORLD BACK NO MORE WE BUT JUST ME!
Hey today me as a man got a real dose of you can't you try to better thing and most just hate the ideal,
the unknown is a powerful tool to just keep you down or to be used to hold you back but great minds
had to go threw the same thing but people hang around just to see what they can get then move on why?
We blame people for our own short comings when we need to blame our self.We are free to be anything
we go after yes this is me not loud talking but just knowing that you always need somebody  to be that
inspiration to move you forward yes this is me at the edge of my rock just wondering which way to go
when you give your best and that's not enough then deep in yourself you have to get more even if you feel
there is no more to give. Me just one who don't like to fail or let anyone down that feel like there's some-
thing special in that one wait and see! Hopes and dreams of a man who had to start over from scratch
time and time again the feeling that get in the pit of you stomach and make you sick of the fear of failure
to do something that most think is impossible to do but it eats at your soul to get it done you push youself
over and over until you can't go no more and come to the edge of you rock so what now?

How much is the power of one and who can measure how low failure takes you? What high it brings to your
road to be some lost slave to your own short comings? See I have been this way for so long sometimes it feels like i'm never going to get up because you tell your self why it will knock me down again so why try?
see right now I'm in a mode that fear is winning and you can easily say do let it but the power of one is
just that one and you feel lost and alone but just as life get a grip on you you say I'm not a slave to failure I can make this work I'm not for sale and you can't buy me at auction or on the block why my rock is steady and my mind is in high gear so this is deep and you can't reach it with your put downs and harmful  words
and shameful looks that you give when you realize that you can't stop me or hold me down to strong and to
wise peace pastorsvoice!

a bad fever!

Ouch it on me like a bad force that just take me

.

MAN WHAT IS THIS FEELING THAT GOT MY FULL ATTENTION THAT MAKE ME JUMP HOLLA SCREAM AT MY LAPTOP AND TV THAT MAKE ME LOSE ALL MY CALMNESS ACT UP SO BAD THAT YOU WILL LOOK AT ME AND SAY I'M CRAZY ! WHAT IS THIS THAT TURN A GROWN MAN IN TO A PILE OF WHINING HIDING DON'T TALK TO ME NOW! KIND OF PERSON? HEY DO YOU HAVE THIS PROBLEM IN YOUR HOUSE? NOW HEY THIS IS THE BEST FEVER YOU CAN GET! WHY WOMEN SAY THEY DON'T LIKE THIS TIME OF YEAR BUT THAT'S A LIE LOOK BELOW AND SEE HOW MUCH THEY REALLY LIKE THIS TIME OF YEAR MAN YOU CAN WATCH THIS ALL DAY AND NEVER CHANGE THE STATION! YEAH!

THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOR MAKE A COOL CALM AND COLLECTED MAN ACT CRAZY JUMPING ON CHAIRS PUMPING HIS FIST NOT PAYING ANY ATTENTION TO WIFE AND KIDS HEY IF YOU WANT TO THEY CAN LEAVE ALL DAY AND HE WILL NOT MISS THEM! THIS IS WHY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO WRITE THIS BLOG WHY THE FEVER GOT ME 19 MORE WEEKS THEN WE KICK IT TO HIGH GEAR THEY UNTIL FEBRUARY THEN ALL THINGS COME TO A STOP IN THAT MONTH WHY THE BEST FEVER WILL STOP ALL AND MAKE US LIKE SLAVES THAT WE GET READY FOR THAT DAY WHEN THE SUPERBOWL COMES ON NOBODY WILL CARE IF THE DOG IS KICKING CAT AZZ OR JIMMY GOT SUE BY THE HAIR OR IF THE YARD NEED WORK HELL BETTER CLEAN THE HOUSE BEFORE THEN WHY WE WILL DROP A BOMB IN A ROOM AND PISS THE LADY OF THE HOUSE OFF IN THE MORNING HEY PEOPLE FOOTBALL IS BACK AND RED ZONE OF NFL CHANNEL WHO WANT MY MONEY WHY EVERY GAME WILL I SEE AND CABLE CAN KISS MY AZZ AT THAT TIME WHY WE WILL BE KNEE DEEP  IN SOMEBODY AZZ ABOUT HOW SORRY THEIR TEAM IS OR BUST THEIR DREAMS OF SUPERBOWL WHEN WE PUT THEIR AZZ OUT OF PLAYOFFS!

NO FEELINGS WHEN YOU GET YOUR AZZ WHIPPED THIS YEAR JUST TAKE IT LIKE A MAN PEACE PASTORSVOICE!

make me catch a case!

False advertising it is one thing that will make you catch a case take a look at this picture tell me do this piss you off when you spend your money?

Burger King in one of the places that always advertise one thing and you get another. Time and time again we spend our hard earned money on crap that is not  real just look at what we always presented with take this pill lose three dress size shake this on your food and you won't get hungry and put this on And see a Slimmer and trimmer you! All this bull just to get your money that you work your tail off to get but get screwed each day out of it! How long does we want to be a damn sucker that take it! If we go in a office and say we can type good but can't type on all they will fire us or we say we know how to drive get to the DMV get the DMV instructor in the car take his azz down the road and wreck on his side then look at him and say I said I can drive but didn't say how good I can drive what you think would happen to us? Look at this other picture

  How can you tell me texting while driving kills then turn right around and say for more driving tips text safety to 79191 WTF? If I'm driving why would I text you if it kills?  See this is the kind of world we live in always offering us something that looked real good when you are offer it but when you get it is nothing like what they showed you and can't do nothing what they say then they get negative mad when asked for your money back what a double standard! If the police catch you on the phone and you are driving they would give your ticket right but you see them driving down the highway on the phone texting and nothing wrong! Or you will see them speeding their tail off just to go to a restaurant to get some food know lawbreakers is in their except at the buffet when you take the last piece of chicken leaving you standing there and mad because now you got to wait on them to bring more chicken

Now this is Walmart the place that brings you big saving they say having a sale but just look at that picture what do you see if a 12 pack was three dollars and they say you can buy four for $12 tell me if I'm wrong four time 3 Is 12 what are you saving now you got gas investing time invested how can you save even more we get screw every day but then they wonder why we don't trust the  advertisement is it just me or is you to next time you see this get that manager pull his butt to the advertisement and go to work on that azz why he is in on the scam and tell him this is your bonus that you get all your hard work peace pastorsvoice!

INVASION OF YOU!

Invasion of what heart, mind or soul most things invade our body through a terminology call germs but what is a germ? An outside invader! Only inside the destroyer controls thoughts can invade our mind and cause damage to our souls in the form of what is right to the heart and look deep inside you self and noticed there is a war going on between the host and the invader! Feeling is the most germ that we over look why is silent and deadly without warning it comes upon you and control your whole outcome. See we think we got a handle on this life but life is what? Who is controlling who? Feelings make you do crazy things when you want to let go you can't. Caught up in the  sickness we feel we are in full control but little do we know the invader is controlling us. Just like drops of rain from the sky if hits you over and over until it covers you !

The invader will come in and destroy all that you have work on to having a good live it will make you turn away from all that want to help and tell you that you is all alone man this thing! Will straight bum rush you so bad that it will have you crying went no one did nothing to you or no one is around! But you trust this cold moving thing that all it's purpose is to take control of you and make you be it's slave! It tells you every thing how to look how to dress he to feel how to understand how to walk ,talk, live, breath and most of all to die. Why give this outside invader full control of you? You don't think for your self any more it do! When you was young you had none in your body you was strong then you told your mama boyfriend he was ugly and ran off and laugh about it! You said it was nasty and did not eat it just to please nobody! You had full control of the house when you cry the hold house was at your beck and call! Watch this when you crap the whole room was put on blast! And all was afraid of who turn it is to change you! See this outside invader had not got inside until you mother and father  made a deal to sell you out to it and it came in like a flood to destroy who you was!

The way it was is long gone now! You had to deal with this each day because the invader is call FEELINGS SOMETHING YOU DIDN'T KNOW UNTIL THEY SOLD YOU OUT TO THEM ! MAN FREE ME OR TAKE THIS OUT WHY A LOT OF TIMES THEY IS WRONG AS HELL! PEACE pastorvoice!

where's mama?

What happen to a mother in these days? Time has got so that they took mother clean out the house and re placed her with a working woman! Now I know many women will be piss at me for this but this is a wake up call to try to save the home! MOTHER'S is just like a carpenter she build's the home she makes the men and women of today she install all the stuff that is needed in this world to make it! SHE make a home a home! A place that all are glad to get to! BUT now days this is what you get see below and that a shame!

SHE don't know jack shit about cooking a damn meal the laptop is doing the cooking not her well the laptop can't show love like mama can the laptop can't drive you to mall or to game or pick you up? See we think that because we have got more smarter the easy way out is the way and you wonder why a child would go in a school and kill every one and kill himself with the guns that mother bought him because she had to work late! Most is quick to say where's daddy Ok where is that azz wipe! I'm going to say this and if I'm wrong prove it!The reason it take two to work is the way they want to live but what about the way they need to live! QUESTION WHO THE HELL IS RAISING THE KIDS?MOST of you azz wipes will say my kids is in day care heck yeah we know and if you had your way when they was spit out of your tail you would have put them in there so some one else can raise them and you can do the life you want to! Damn right I'm hard on you why most women can't cook or clean or wash clothes or any thing that make a house but one thing now they can screw there azz off and talk shit to you but that's all! Damn you good at IBM but suck azz at home hell yeah you can make a main frame jump but can't take a bone out of a piece of meat!SURE YOU MAKE BIG BUCKS! But all your daughter is good for is a good fuck! SHE has no home training as how to take care a home and raise a family because you had to work to pay off all that you spoiled YOURSELF WITH! But then have the never to post on line there's no good men and more! DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY THERE IS NO MORE GOOD MEN? YOUR MOTHER DID NOT RAISE ONE SHE WAS AT WORK THAT WHY HER SON DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WOMEN WHY MAMA WAS NEVER AROUND EITHER! THIS IS  WHERE SHE WAS LOOK BELOW!

SO THINK ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR YOU TO BE A MOTHER! AND NOT A PIECE OF AZZ!  PEACE pastorsvoice!   

a fraction of time!

SEE THIS IT'S AT ZERO NOT ONE OR MINUS ONE THIS IS MY FRACTION OF TIME NOT TO MOVE OR IS MOVEMENT AND INCH IS TO MUCH BUT NOT AND INCH IS A FRACTION IN SPACE THAT WE NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY MOST DEAL IN WHOLE AND GREAT GAINS BUT SOME APPRECIATE THE SMALLEST STUFF LIKE TASTE, TOUCH,SMELL THINGS WE TAKE FOR GRANTED. WHEN THE LAST TIME YOU JUST STOP AND FELTED THE WIND ON YOUR FACE AND SAID I'M HAPPY JUST TO BE ALIVE.OR JUST TOOK THE LITTLE THINGS AND WAS GLAD? WE HAVE BECOME SO CAUGHT UP IN BEING BIG THE SMALL GET LOST IN THE RACE! WHEN IF IT WAS NOT FOR SMALL BEGINNINGS NOTHING WOULD BE HERE SOME PLACE IN TIME A FRACTION MEANS A LOT. TRY TO TAKE ONE FRACTION OF YOUR VALUE AND PLACE IT ON YOUR SCALE AND SEE IF YOU ARE STILL WORTH WHAT IT'S WAS WORTH! YOU WILL SEE YOU LOST SO MUCH OF WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND CAN'T GET IT BACK ON THE COURSE THAT LIFE IS TAKING YOU ON!

JUST A PIN POINT WILL TAKE UP TO MUCH SPACE. WE HAD A SAYING IF YOU ARE NOT ON THE EDGE YOU ARE TAKING UP TO MUCH SPACE IN TIME. WHY THE EDGE KEEPS YOU SHARP MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR NEXT STEP WHY ONE FRACTION OF ERROR WILL MAKE YOU MISS BY A LONG SHOT. SO IS YOUR GAME TIGHT MIND RIGHT ARE YOU IN CONTROL OF YOU FUTURE OR STUCK IN YOUR PASS! WHAT KEY UNLOCK YOUR GREATEST PUSH FOR LIFE OR IS YOU JUST GETTING BY? SEE THIS IS MY MIND AND SOMETIMES I GET DEEP AND IF YOU TRY TO REACH IT AND CAN'T YOU ARE NOT ON MY LEVEL! SEE ME KNOW ME UNDERSTAND ME IS JUST A FRACTION AWAY BUT IS A MILE IN YOUR TIME AND SPACE SEE THE DROPS OF WATER TIME THEM AND SEE THAT A FRACTION OF TIME IS!WOW THAT IS NOT SO HARD TO SEE PEACE PASTORVOICE!

   

justice for who?

See we fell because the color of our skin we all ways get missed treated yes there are some that still live in that stupid world but not all! Many races get missed treated by what we call JUSTICE!  To be for real this is all justice stand for J=JUST U=USE S=SOMEONE T=TIL I=I C=CAN E=EXECUTE! See we all can fall thru a loop hole in it no it's not perfect but it is all we have! We have some freedom and most don't realize just how bless we are! Listen all was a slave one time in history but some just lasted longer then others but all races been there! So we all say injustice when we feed in to what the press gives us. Don't you know by now that they give you just what they want you to know so you can acted just like they want you to! Answer me this all the one who got killed and never made the news all the date rapes,the race on race crimes,the hit men that kill and go free no one to stop him! What about all times some one dad beat the crap out of his wife but just gets another try to kill her! We scream not fair or they hate us or because we black if its a white judge or because I'm white if it's a black judge! Why can't we just say all people who have the power miss used the power that is giving to them by WE THE PEOPLE! If they do what you feel is right then they are a good and know the law! The same one you praise do what you don't feel is right then they are racists or they is on their side!

See any one can lie and why did it had to be about race not just some one kill a child or some killer need his azz kicked!  Watch this when OJ Simpson killed his wife he got away with it until he got black and strong arm his friends! This Zimmerman man won't get far if you just let KARMA have it's way tell me if you burn your city where is that justice? They did not do it! JUSTICE IS A WORD THAT WE DON'T LIVE BY WHEN IT'S NOT FOR US! THEN IT IS YOU GOT OVER ON THEM! Ok watch this we do wrong stuff to get ahead if life and when we do it kill a whole family not just one we rob a them of their chance to get ahead! But where is justice in that? YEAH YEAH GET PISS AT ME CAUSE I DON'T SHOUT THAT JUSTICE WAS NEVER SERVE LISTEN HE GOT BY IN THIS COURT BUT HE STILL GOT A JUDGE THAT HE GOT TO MEET AND NO JURY CAN FREE HIM THEN WHY SIN IS SIN AND THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH BUT THE GIFT OF GOD IS ETERNAL LIFE! SO CHILL OUT GOD GOT HIM PEACE PASTORSVOICE!

                                         WE ARE ALL SLAVES TO THIS LIFE GO FIGURE!