watch out fake people!

Good day mates here's a warning of today notice the signs this blog is for a purpose to show how fake people really is don't get it mix up with your feelings because feelings will fool you read and watch

HERE'S THE BLOG!! ok we was at my god brother house that was on the corner and you could look right at the school I was going to. So my teacher could see me on the porch me and she had the last name as me she always said that I was a disgrace to have her name because all I want was to be nothing well lets see I got high each day I missed 125 days out of a school year getting stoned she really did not like because my last name was martin now my sister she loved me hell2dano I was dirt on her shoe when i went to school and came in her class all she did was talk trash to me about me and tried to make me feel like what i was doing was so wrong but heck i was high as a kite when she was talking so who knew what she was saying because when the class laugh I laugh because she was funny as a duck with a snake on his back and saying he won't bite haha so funny! But I took what was said and show just how much she was just talking because I was in basic math but doing my girlfriend home work and she was taking algebra yes i missed 125 days but in all my classes I had a B average most popular in my class had the baddest girl in school her name was mickey and she was a mickey yes sir yes sir lol! But back to my point look at this picture and tell me what you think ??

What you think pretty or crazy or weird or what??? See to me I see Mrs. Martin trying to be more that what was giving ok listen what you have or did or made don't make you better that who you really is. No matter what you do this is the truth you is born and you died so how are you so much better?? We will not just accept each other we always try to change who ever into what we want but look how we really fail and blow a good thing always focusing on the little things we don't like well Big question why give up 100% for a 35% person?? We always think we are doing better when nothing was wrong with what the hell we already had! When you stop and think where are you now!!

 well in my heart why play with people if you are ready know that you are not going to be true! heck 

                                                             IM done peace pastorsvoice!

stop playing

Ok this is my moment time to dig in the pass of my world and full fill the words STOP PLAYING!

Now what you read is not a test don't adjust your brain just let me take over for a few to have fun this is my story let go!!!! We just sitting on my god mothers porch and down the street comes my god brother this dude just left from up town and he is high as crap! He been drinking mad dog 20/20 

and that dog was barking loud this dude smoke some weed and got bold as buzzer! He start to rant about how much money he had so then he said he got so much money he would pull all his money out and tear it up so you know the first thing out our mouth STOP PLAYING! So he allow that mad dog and weed pump him up so he pull a $100.00 dollar bill out his pocket and we begin to dare him he took that money and start to tear it up in two but we did not let him stop because you can put that back together with tape so is he just playing no no no that dog had him pump he begin to tear that money into small pieces and this fool threw the pieces in the trash so we waited to see him do more but he stood there and look like he did something big we said more but that all this nut had and to make matters worst it was Friday the weekend just beginning and this fool just tore up all he had 

wait theres more we all get ready to go out and party and 100.00 dollar man has slept it off and this 

is what this nut said he went on 24th and Manchester and these hookers took him in the alley and 

two dudes rob him! Wait it get better the two dudes who rob him took all his money and made him

drink with them and when he woke up his drawers was missing with his 100.00 dollars in them!!!!

And these was our words STOP PLAYING we just seen this fool tear up his money this morning so we play along then he said who is buying the drinks tonight because all his money got stolen LMAO

right now because you know what was next can I ride to the club with you guys and someone let me get $10.00 so i can get in because you know all my money got stolen by the hookers and two guys!

    Now all knew but we told him who got him the two hookers was his own hands because he could not buy a woman the two guys was mad dog and the rest of his money was the 20/20 on the bottle and if you want to go with us go get that $100.00 dollar of the trash pile wait my bad your mother burn the pile and he said STOP PLAYING WE SAID YOU ARE ONE DUMB F#*K STAY HOME
MY TALE OUT OF THE WORLD OF PASTORSVOICE ! PEACE TO ALL

show you right

This day my mind feel like a smooth spit for you and your mind to wrap around feel this flow!

All day you been in my dreams I see your all the stream and it seems like you may just be a tasty cream of flavor that i can savor so what you think?Blank spaces in your life because of

where misunderstanding blank spaces where no one want to admit when they throw salt at you but try to act like it's your fault! Blank spaces in your life when they wanted their cake and their candy their ice cream and jello pudding pops! So many times we forget that all we have to 

do is stop and see where we is at blame and change but we all ways feel we do have time for bull

s#!+ but what you may think is bs might mean the world to the other person but as usual we 

only think some one it full of it and we never stop and say anything worth having is worth at lease understanding why this person is saying what they is saying so a good thing become a blank space look at this next phase of blank things i'm about to show you are you ready ok

See you are a person with so many blank spots in life and we don't realize that we need the 

spaces fill to complete our purpose are you left wondering how at one minute you on the top of the world then you fall so low you think all is well and find out things is not the way you thought blanks spots in your life make you feel lost and alone! but maybe this might help

  

stop today and tell those blank spots how you really feel don't let another day pass fill your spots
PEACE PASTORSVOICE LATER!!!!!!

feeling what next?

Ok what is next? This is for someone who is at the cross road of what next? Many get here and blow a good thing because they pick the wrong path. Each time you know that you want to do this but you play hard to get thinking that I don't want to show them I want them or that i'm so easy! What in the world??? People need to stop with the bull about playing hard to get because all a player will do is chase you until they get you and then blow you off like a piece of rotten meat that they made that way threw the games and stupid ways they treat you and you are left saying WHAT NEXT?? Why tease a person why lead a person on why act like you don't want them but inside all you think about is them?WHAT NEXT?? You go and play this game of checkers a move for a move? Lets blow this bull right now life is to short for mind games you don't draw me into you by a freaking playing with my mind!!

 Change my out look with your words your actions your present make my world spin round and round make me hear bells take my soul and never let it go why make me feel like a king but treat me like a peasant? IF i'm yours then when this would be me each time when this happens to me lol!

Do you feel butterflies when you see my call? Forget the butterflies in my stomach when I see my mate name forget the butterflies the whole zoo comes alive in me and all bells and whistle goes off!

And I just get so kiddie and do the happy dance do any of you know about the happy dance ????

 Thanks for just being a person who know how to understand a person who are in a dark and be the light!!!! peace pastorsvoice! with love!!

back to zero

Well 6:30 this morning my eyes was open to the fact that I was alone again and this time I was able to say unto myself back to zero is something that i'm in and listen don't need pity or your fake friendship i'm me and to know that life is life and right now i'm dealing with zero and that's good with me when you realize that no matter how people treat you that you are good with yourself hey stand your ground never leave your principle even it it leaves you alone be-

cause if you are alone the ones who left you was not meant to be in your life anyway! If they 

really care they would love you for who you are and not all the time trying to make you be a person who you know nothing about.Listen be you! Love you embrace you because in the end of the day you is all you have people only care when you be only on their side if you don't then they can care less if you sink or swim but zero is a good place to be because you know who really cares because no one else is there but you and that way you can't get hurt or let down

 When you start standing for yourself people well walk away but listen you came in this world alone and you will leave alone so love who you are and what you have to offer and if that not good enough for them well their lost your gain because you need no more pain in your life zero!

First i thank all who read and follow and like my blogs in this area i'm never alone your love keeps me writing you I'm talking to you the reader! Because I will not let anyone hurt me again

and I ask you to do the same. Let the one you are with how much you care. and read this below

 it bad to be cold on a sunny day but the next picture is my life no matter how many is around me i feel alone and un-wanted i'm trying to change the feeling but people keep showing me why i have that feeling so back to zero for me and the fight for happiness go on for me so peace!

                                                              PASTORSVOICE  

do you know what truffle butter is????

Now i might loose some readers on this one or might gain a lot of people who has very bad breath!

Well first  I didn't know the meaning of it my self until curious george came out of me and my 

happy go unlucky self just singing the song feelin it like a mug! Not having a clue what this man is

singing about! First i'm going to blog about it then I will tell you where you can find the meaning

but I warn you for you who are good people do not wait let me do this I REPEAT DO NOT LOOK 

UP BECAUSE YOU WILL SAY THE SAME AS ME! Listen in this day people do not educate you on what they be talkin about and you think you is up on life but trust me when you get the meaning 

of this one you will say OMG heck naw i'm lost like a mug! How many can say that this is really good you have to be some one who just can't grasp that this is one sick puppy and you say lick the 

truffle butter HA HA HA Who fooled you to even think that we are even doing that! Listen at this

HELL 2 DA NO    Now you got that some people just has lost there minds how you go from this

To what that song is talkin about yes I would spread this on you and lick you clean but you are crazy

to even think a person in there right mind would even consider what the hell your truffle butter is and lick it you must be a damn fool to fall for that this generation of raper has lost their damn minds you

will see why i'm the way i'm am about this one is you ready to find out what it is wait one more time

 

Yep watch what you are singin because these days you don't have a clue what you are singin ok look it up in the urban dictionary yes let me bold face this one THE URBAN DICTIONARY THIS WAS ONE I COULD NOT PASS UP BECAUSE AT FIRST MAN I WAS FLOWING IN THAT SONG!

PEACE PASTORSVOICE!!!!!! YES REALLY CRAZY!!1

    

disposable flesh

Well being pissed off helps me to write this blog right here this is for those people who really can care less if you are with them or not in other words they don't even care if you care or not but try to act like they care but if you look at the picture it show you just how much you are worth. Disposable not even worth a Bic lighter see we are just another person not the person they don't love you because in a blink of a eye they will drop you and don't give a rats azz about you just words see people lost how to love from the heart why they don't have a heart all they got is pride in themselves and what
they feel listen its time to flow when you think you so much and every one else is below you guess
what you for got no matter how big you are one thing you don't have? Pay Attention Please what??

They have to be a don't caring person because they know if they try anything else they suck at it to be a person you love why waste your time on a stuck up azz wipe like them see they not worth even saying good night to why keep pouring out your love on some one who always feel like nothing you do is good enough for them never any thing you do or say or be would ever be good enough for this person as long as you is a nobody they will deal with you just to have some one to put down but do you care all you see is love that you think is there because you want it so bad wake up because they don't!! Be cause at any time they will dump you and laugh at how dumb you was foe loving them

See this is all you are and to them if it don't go there way they will sell you for a low price and move 

to the next piece of meat see i'm not just any meat I AM THE MEAT AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH MEAT YOU BUY YOU CAN'T FIND MEAT LIKE ME I'M DIFFERENT NOT IN SKIN BUT IN SOUL AND SPIRIT AND MOST CAN LOVE FROM THE SOUL BECAUSE ALL THEY KNOW IS M.E.A.T WHAT THAT SPELL[ MISLEADING. ENDING.ABOUT.TRUTH.] YEP NO LOYALTY! WISE UP AND DUMP THAT MEAT LOVER BECAUSE YOU HAVE A SOUL! 

PEACE pastorsvoice! yeah  right ! 

click click time

READER DISCRETION IS ADVISE!!!!!!!!

Ok my mind is on this tonight now someone needs to make this right its time to see just how hot we can be come on and roll with me on this one some time we can really find that place and see how it

can be a mystery because I want what I really really want let put this thing together and make that CLICK CLICK!! Now most is asking them self what is a CLICK IS? Most forget how good it feels to lick the click! Now I know i'm not a pro click licker but some time you just got to say let do this and please the woman in your life men when you don't know how to flick the click with the tip of your tongue massage it with your lips playing with the twins all before you come in stay at the tip make it drip drip until the walls begins to sweat hold up not yet you will miss the best is yet to come. See most will do the rabbit yes rabbit is fun but all of you who never been in a body examination wow.  i may not be a doctor but I know my way around the operation room. Can you just feel me with my hand on your body got you on your stomach and start from the back of your neck a squeeze here a lick there stick a tongue in your ear down we go licking the lines of your body art wow you taste like

 Ha ha right now we both begin to shake because when love is thick and we both start to realize that I really want this now my tongue is sliding down your back as i grip your bottom to move it in view where the click can be licked and sticked  now to you who say i'm nasty well you never taste a woman before or seen her flex and moan with so much pleasure that they grab your head and hold it so tight until you kill that click once you kill the click her hand would grab the sheet or headboard and just moan and say oh yes don't stop that when you lock and load roll here over but stay right there face to face with the click! Now move on up because you got it locked now load it with some food let it eat all you got in and out hit the side top to bottom until she surrender and say oh yeah you good !

Yes yes yes come put your smell in my bed you got me now lick me all over peace pastorsvoice 

hot light blinks !

Hey Drake put a master hit out that right now is intertwine with this blog hey this is my favor line 

I know when that hot lite blinks that can only mean one thing! Yes when you are in a long distance

relationship you look for that hot lite to blink because you know than the one who stole your heart

is calling you and no distance can stop what you feel. Most feel that you can't find love unless you

can bang their brains out each night yes that is great oh my god with my bed see that much action

but for us who are just waiting for the special one to make bells and whistles go off  I say try some-

thing new A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP! Why because you fall in love with a person mind

actions loyalty and time spent getting to know this person with out doing that big mistake that most

do what is that mistake is ??????? LETTING SOMEONE COME HAVE SEX WITH YOU AND YOU CATCH FEELINGS BUT TO THEM IT WAS JUST SEX! What the world??? I guess i'm the only one these days that say if you screw me we made love! SEX IS A EASY WAY TO SAY THAT I WANT WHAT YOU HAVE BUT I DON'T WANT YOU!!! THINK ABOUT IT WHEN THEY SAY IT WAS ONLY SEX!! Bull don't get my cookies if you are not going to stick around to learn the recipe! To what made me give you me! Look at this and know why I say try something new and exciting!

See this will make you set your mind on how to do what people can't do when they see one another

each day and never ever get a lasting bond that you can't be without that person whom you grew to love check this one out hey to day you can call me on my cell phone late night when you need my love! Just love that song!

last word hey show me you can make my liver shiver and my soul jump at just seeing your name come up on my hot lite! PEACE PASTORSVOICE

 

tricky dickie!!!

While siting in my kitchen drinking a cup of coffee this blog hit me like a ton of bricks and I had to 

let this flow well let see where this take us! Well we know in today world you be on top and then you crash and burn! But that's not what I am on. Listen what kind of man would I be if i keep you in the dark? HEY I DON'T SEE NOTHING WRONG WITH A LITTLE BUMP AND GRIND! True story names been change well me and my crazy self said to my self that I won't do this again lord if you bring me pass this one you know have you promise god something because you knew you really mess up when all said don't but you knew it all well this is the TRICKY DICKIE different face but the same mess well i say rub some bacon on it what bacon will do nothing but it sound good saying it LMAO! Time for a spit catch it if you can!! Time my mind get out this run all my love will be done you played and figure that you had one all I want to know is it cool we do a little something to end this games that life has us in you know that I'm not the one but you think that my mind is so weak that i do know that you is in the arms of another but lying to your self that I care for him! Watch how many of you agree with this if they love you so much where is they at right now not with you! No time for you but image them holding hold someone else like they hold you spit the same lines to them like they spit to you and say in their mind got another one because this goes both ways either you are saying it or you are feeling it now how true can this story get you tell me?

See the tallest tree in the forest was once a small seed that did not give up! Did you get that right now you may be top dog and the rest of us is just small seeds but this seed don't give up! One day some one going to come and sweep this black sweet loving man up and to all the rest who played and game your way in to patting your self on the back say i sure used that one but you just didn't realize that when you have someone who gives all love strong cry when you cry smile at the smalls thing you do wait can I talk to you and comfort you let you know 100% true! HAHAHA I laugh because you played yourself stupid because you going to say I can find someone better how can you do that when you don't know a good thing when it was standing in your face well read this one and say what ????

now how do your garden looks PEACE PASTORSVOICE TRUE SPIT RIGHT HERE!

 

dark shadows

Most people ask me why don't you smile? If they can only see the cuts and the beat downs the pain 

I hold on the inside always rejected put down hurt lost and confused! They take your kindness for 

weakness! How many time must we hurt before you can see the pain in our eyes of being left alone

abused not knowing who or what is for real or not being played and used by the one you trust with 

your heart trying to find something that don't exist! Every one but you have the power to say oh well

but you can't say oh well because it hurts bad when they say you fail and all the time your life is a dark cell of doubt fear nothing never clear when you are fighting back your tears because you let someone hear how dear the way to you but now it gone and nothing you say or do can change the scar that tore you apart when you we just now mending you heart and now its back to the start where

it fell all apart and no matter what you say or do this love thang never makes it to you! Just a dream!

How can you feel so bad about someone you never had but you wanted to show them a life you never

had! I wish that I knew my dad but family I never had! And you asks me why so sad!All the time 

alone even when its a room full of people never fitting in! Here comes those dark shadows again! 

How can you say get over it when you don't know my pain? Have you walked in my shoes? 

Have your life been torn apart so bad that each night you can wash your face with your pillow

because the tears has soak the bed? Each year you say it will get better but each day the dark 

shadows take your life for a ride that no matter how hard you try you just can't get away? WELCOME TO MY WORLD WHERE PAIN NEVER LEAVES AND A SMILE IS JUST A MEMORY! PEACE PASTORSVOICE MY PAIN RUNS SO DEEP!THAT I SEE NO END!

new beginning!

Well I was ask to write about new beginning well trust me you is not going to like this one

How uncomfortable it is the first time you met someone they try to act all hard and confident 

and on their game but most women will run this game! You take them out they will see how far are

you willing to go knowing that to them it a game they play well you be sweating bullets but they know if they got to fart they will bust a gut holding it in until they is alone! Yes its good to be on your game but why in the world would you bring those old demons that made your last relationship

crash and burn! You say that you care but you treat them like your last! Get a new way of loving 

them stop taking them for granted get off your butts and stop saying they must understand because

we don't have too! But because we want it to work we let them treat us like everything is more and 

more important then being in love! Then why waste my time the same crap just a different face doing

it. Listen to me! Stop the bull if you get a new beginning learn why the old did not work it was not all

the other person if you don't paid any attention or so little how do you expect to keep them? How?

If you notice this bull blowed from his butt lift this clown up by his butt pin him to the wall face first!

Most is asking what is eddie up to now this is what up! All the crap you been threw will sneak up and

bite you in your butt and when your face is on the wall the first thing we say what did i do wrong ? 

Ready you did not look at how much you took them for granted Stop thinking of your self only what 

you feel what about the one who is trying their best to make a new beginning listen it great to be needed but oh boy if you is wanted did you hear me wanted every thing in you will get that want listen at this a lot need a new car but will deal with the old one until but if you women want i say want a new hair do you wouldn't care if bonquisha from down the street can hook you up you want

that hair do or if you want a to have a better start stop acting like it don't matter about how they feel

Make time for love because one day you is going to want it but you ran out of time please get back

to loving with your heart not just your mouth peace pastorvoice! 

  

cold and raining want to cuddle???

It's been raining on the east coast for a long time you can't go or do much in this weather hey i got
an ideal let me and you find how warm ours bodies can get together let cuddle! Now for the ones who is fine all by them self good for you do you but this is for the warm touch of a hand strokin your back kissing on your neck lickin that spot that makes all the nerves in your body twitch! Not yet we are just cuddling and exploring each other touch! On the couch in the bed on floor on the table where ever i can corner you at! Time to make your blood run wild in your veins!But most don't know about
that because we live in a wham bam thank you ma'am world no holding no kissing no rubbing just get it and keep it moving! But the rain got you home so how about get in touch with the lover in you? Well as for me all i can do is write about it why my bed is big and empty all i have is hopes and dreams that one day someone will spend their every moment with me let me be the first to kiss your
lips and say goodmoring! This rain has spark a feeling of want to be hold in me what you think?

I really am jealous when i see two people so close they look like one why because i'm a hopeless romantic! Yes yes love me a warm body in my arms to stroke your hair investigate your body just stop and look in your eyes so deep that your soul says take me i'm yours! But people is to busy for love sex yes love nope last one on this rainy day how many will agree with this today????

 what you think give you a good warm bath and put you at ease and the make you feel like this!

  peace pastors voice!

i'm not your man

Well sometime it's best to stay in your lane and just realize that it is a set up! What is I'm venting
about now? Someone asks you to go out with them! Wait I"M NOT YOUR MAN! How can you
get mad at me if we are friends if i ask you for some advice on how can I make a go at a long
distance relationship and you get mad what in the world is this? How can a dog fly? Or you who
never ever ever keep a man because you cheat on him and tell me your dirt think that I can be your
man?Let me ask all my readers this. How many of you get pissed what some one is talking about
how wrong a person is but they is doing the SAME THING HOW THE POT CALL THE SKILLET
BLACK WHEN THEY BOTH IS BURNED UP! You women throw salt at each other but then trun
around and do the same!How can you say the man is no good when you play just as much as he do!!
You say you want a real man but your hair is fake you put in implants to make you look like what you think we want! When once we bang you that all you got to offer look at this next post and understand the words that my fingers it typing out on this white screen okay read it now!

 

Upgrade your mind we need a smart woman to help us to grow and be the true man that is in us

remember you complete us you are our missing rib! Help me to get this paper two on one bill is

better then one! And I  hear this all the time Men can't handle a strong mind woman right? How

can we handle something that can't understand that we want to be wanted not needed because 

you say I DON'T NEED A MAN THAT WHY I ASK DO YOU WANT ONE OR DO YOU

WANT SOMEONE WHO YOU CAN SAY HE NO GOOD BUT I LOVE HIM ANYWAY

 LISTEN GET BACK TO LOVING YOUR MAN NOT OWNING A MAN AND MEN SHE IS A
QUEEN NOT A PIECE OF MEAT YOU BANG AND CRAP OUT YOUR TAIL BECAUSE IT
DON'T GO DOWN THE TOILET ALL THE TIME YOU FLUSH IT ROTFLMBO! PEACE!!!
                                                               PASTORSVOICE 

A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE OMG!

OH SO BEAUTIFUL SO BIG SO REAL WHEN YOU SEE THIS IT TAKE YOUR BREATH

AWAY YES WE GET SO CRAZY WHEN THIS HAPPENS OUR EMOTIONS RUN RAPID 

BUT I HAVE TO SAY THIS HAPPENS IN MY LIFE EACH DAY WHERE MY EMOTIONS

TO RUN CRAZY!THIS IS WHAT I CALL ROCK IN A HARD PLACE 5O CENTS ONEWAY

HALF OF A DOLLAR THE OTHER WAY STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF A HARD WAY OF

LONELINESS ALL MY LIFE I CHASED A DREAM THAT NEVER GET FULL FILL WHY

ALL I WANT IS TO JUST FEEL THAT WANT I GIVE I CAN JUST GET IT BACK HOW 

MANY OF YOU GIVE A LOT BUT DON'T EVER GET NOTHING BACK OR NEVER FEEL

LIKE ANY ONE CARES? OK I'M WHINING OR VENTING BUT YOU KNOW I'M RIGHT

 

NOW YOU SEE THIS WHAT CAN YOU DO WHEN THIS IS YOU PEOPLE PUT YOU HERE!

HOW WITH THE WAY THEY ACT TODAY YOU GET ALONG BUT TWO MINUTES LATER ALL HELL BREAK LOSE AND THEN THEY ACT LIKE YOU DON'T MEAN NOTHING OR 

DID ANY THING FOR THEM YOU BECOME A STRANGER AND THEY DON'T CARE HOW

THEY HURT YOU OR TREAT YOU JUST AS LONG AS THEY CAN PROVE A STUPID POINT! WHO CARES THAT YOU ARE STUPID FOR ACTING LIKE A AZZ OMG! OMG!

 

HOW LONG IS THIS GOING TO BE YOUR LIFE IN AND OUT OF FEELINGS THIS IS COLD