tricky dickie!!!

While siting in my kitchen drinking a cup of coffee this blog hit me like a ton of bricks and I had to 

let this flow well let see where this take us! Well we know in today world you be on top and then you crash and burn! But that's not what I am on. Listen what kind of man would I be if i keep you in the dark? HEY I DON'T SEE NOTHING WRONG WITH A LITTLE BUMP AND GRIND! True story names been change well me and my crazy self said to my self that I won't do this again lord if you bring me pass this one you know have you promise god something because you knew you really mess up when all said don't but you knew it all well this is the TRICKY DICKIE different face but the same mess well i say rub some bacon on it what bacon will do nothing but it sound good saying it LMAO! Time for a spit catch it if you can!! Time my mind get out this run all my love will be done you played and figure that you had one all I want to know is it cool we do a little something to end this games that life has us in you know that I'm not the one but you think that my mind is so weak that i do know that you is in the arms of another but lying to your self that I care for him! Watch how many of you agree with this if they love you so much where is they at right now not with you! No time for you but image them holding hold someone else like they hold you spit the same lines to them like they spit to you and say in their mind got another one because this goes both ways either you are saying it or you are feeling it now how true can this story get you tell me?

See the tallest tree in the forest was once a small seed that did not give up! Did you get that right now you may be top dog and the rest of us is just small seeds but this seed don't give up! One day some one going to come and sweep this black sweet loving man up and to all the rest who played and game your way in to patting your self on the back say i sure used that one but you just didn't realize that when you have someone who gives all love strong cry when you cry smile at the smalls thing you do wait can I talk to you and comfort you let you know 100% true! HAHAHA I laugh because you played yourself stupid because you going to say I can find someone better how can you do that when you don't know a good thing when it was standing in your face well read this one and say what ????

now how do your garden looks PEACE PASTORSVOICE TRUE SPIT RIGHT HERE!

 

dark shadows

Most people ask me why don't you smile? If they can only see the cuts and the beat downs the pain 

I hold on the inside always rejected put down hurt lost and confused! They take your kindness for 

weakness! How many time must we hurt before you can see the pain in our eyes of being left alone

abused not knowing who or what is for real or not being played and used by the one you trust with 

your heart trying to find something that don't exist! Every one but you have the power to say oh well

but you can't say oh well because it hurts bad when they say you fail and all the time your life is a dark cell of doubt fear nothing never clear when you are fighting back your tears because you let someone hear how dear the way to you but now it gone and nothing you say or do can change the scar that tore you apart when you we just now mending you heart and now its back to the start where

it fell all apart and no matter what you say or do this love thang never makes it to you! Just a dream!

How can you feel so bad about someone you never had but you wanted to show them a life you never

had! I wish that I knew my dad but family I never had! And you asks me why so sad!All the time 

alone even when its a room full of people never fitting in! Here comes those dark shadows again! 

How can you say get over it when you don't know my pain? Have you walked in my shoes? 

Have your life been torn apart so bad that each night you can wash your face with your pillow

because the tears has soak the bed? Each year you say it will get better but each day the dark 

shadows take your life for a ride that no matter how hard you try you just can't get away? WELCOME TO MY WORLD WHERE PAIN NEVER LEAVES AND A SMILE IS JUST A MEMORY! PEACE PASTORSVOICE MY PAIN RUNS SO DEEP!THAT I SEE NO END!

new beginning!

Well I was ask to write about new beginning well trust me you is not going to like this one

How uncomfortable it is the first time you met someone they try to act all hard and confident 

and on their game but most women will run this game! You take them out they will see how far are

you willing to go knowing that to them it a game they play well you be sweating bullets but they know if they got to fart they will bust a gut holding it in until they is alone! Yes its good to be on your game but why in the world would you bring those old demons that made your last relationship

crash and burn! You say that you care but you treat them like your last! Get a new way of loving 

them stop taking them for granted get off your butts and stop saying they must understand because

we don't have too! But because we want it to work we let them treat us like everything is more and 

more important then being in love! Then why waste my time the same crap just a different face doing

it. Listen to me! Stop the bull if you get a new beginning learn why the old did not work it was not all

the other person if you don't paid any attention or so little how do you expect to keep them? How?

If you notice this bull blowed from his butt lift this clown up by his butt pin him to the wall face first!

Most is asking what is eddie up to now this is what up! All the crap you been threw will sneak up and

bite you in your butt and when your face is on the wall the first thing we say what did i do wrong ? 

Ready you did not look at how much you took them for granted Stop thinking of your self only what 

you feel what about the one who is trying their best to make a new beginning listen it great to be needed but oh boy if you is wanted did you hear me wanted every thing in you will get that want listen at this a lot need a new car but will deal with the old one until but if you women want i say want a new hair do you wouldn't care if bonquisha from down the street can hook you up you want

that hair do or if you want a to have a better start stop acting like it don't matter about how they feel

Make time for love because one day you is going to want it but you ran out of time please get back

to loving with your heart not just your mouth peace pastorvoice! 

  

cold and raining want to cuddle???

It's been raining on the east coast for a long time you can't go or do much in this weather hey i got
an ideal let me and you find how warm ours bodies can get together let cuddle! Now for the ones who is fine all by them self good for you do you but this is for the warm touch of a hand strokin your back kissing on your neck lickin that spot that makes all the nerves in your body twitch! Not yet we are just cuddling and exploring each other touch! On the couch in the bed on floor on the table where ever i can corner you at! Time to make your blood run wild in your veins!But most don't know about
that because we live in a wham bam thank you ma'am world no holding no kissing no rubbing just get it and keep it moving! But the rain got you home so how about get in touch with the lover in you? Well as for me all i can do is write about it why my bed is big and empty all i have is hopes and dreams that one day someone will spend their every moment with me let me be the first to kiss your
lips and say goodmoring! This rain has spark a feeling of want to be hold in me what you think?

I really am jealous when i see two people so close they look like one why because i'm a hopeless romantic! Yes yes love me a warm body in my arms to stroke your hair investigate your body just stop and look in your eyes so deep that your soul says take me i'm yours! But people is to busy for love sex yes love nope last one on this rainy day how many will agree with this today????

 what you think give you a good warm bath and put you at ease and the make you feel like this!

  peace pastors voice!