Confession is good for the soul and I have to confess that for four years I was living a lie listen
Someone said I need to would write a book and this blog which would be my last until my book is done so please just read and let your heart be my judge because I WAS SO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have let so many down who was counting on me to be the godfearing man who I am now but
was not back then recently I gave my life back to god because who I was he has died and a new
person has came alive Eddie Roy Martin is my name but god has being me to lean to Roy now
because Eddie has died! No more Jersey attitude see how cool I can be or how much can I tell
you off! He broke me down and made me understand if the spirit is not telling you what to do
get ready to see how bad you can really make a mess of your life! Im living witness of how you
can think all is good when you really stink as a person no one cares about you! Listen god showed
me this week how far off I was from serving him! My life has been change to humble me to know
It's not me! I felt if I rag my butt off look good smell good keep my pockets full that I can be some
body boy was I wrong all that was a front to mask the true me and I really blow it this time! But
one thing I can say to all that read GOD IS A GOD THAT SEE ALL YOUR FAULTS! BUT PULLS
YOU OUT CLEAN YOU UP AND SHOW YOU WHAT IS YOURS HE FIRST SHOWED THIS
And said SURRENDER ALL I heard it and thought I did until Sunday when he showed me myself
and said again SURRENDER ALL I broke and realize that my talk my walk my style my swag
even my wants had to be giving up! And he spoke and said fasts for a day and I'll show you this
We went and a man off god look at me and said god is talking to you and all is over now I came
home and had no contact no mind but to do his will Friday I has something to do to complete my
task he have took my mind and took me to my new home and said go get it he took me to my new
car he said sit your daughters down and ask them to forgive you for how the family is and he worked
a work! ALL JUST LOOK FOR MY BOOK ALL WOULD BE IN THERE BUT BEFORE I GO LOOK AT THIS AND I ASK ALL THIS TO DO FOR ME BECAUSE I REALLY NEED THIS
CAN YOU DO THE SAME FORGIVE ME MY READERS AND GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE
PEACE PASTORSVOICE
