unfinish love!

This is a blog that will touch your heart it is about unfinished love in my life see after my first marriage I was real hurt because unfaithfulness have came between me and them but I met a young lady who was very compelling and I had fun being with her she made me forget how hurt I was. I was with her for six years and now that I look back she taught me how to love. First let me tell you what un- finish love is. See this is a feeling that you cannot shake think about them dream about them and still have deep feelings for them it is hard to lay by someone else tell them that you love me but somewhere in your heart you still in love with that other person no matter how hard you try you can't get this person out your mind you can't trust yourself  around them because all those love feelings come right back again. See when you know you didn't do anything wrong it hurt worser. But you know in your heart that this love can't be because you went your way and they went their way and both have life's and is married and both is much happy with their life but for some reason in your mind you know that this is a un- finish love story dreaming about them often and in the dreams you feel the same love as you did when you was together waken up feeling happy but then realized that it was just a dream

This person taught me how to love one person have to be faithful dedicated and truth in other words all the things you will want in a person but see people sometimes feel like they can't feel this way. See I left and went to school in another state knowing in myself that my love for her was strong enough to keep me. For six months while I was at school not once I mean not once did I cheat or wanted to cheat because I really love this girl thinking that this job will help once I get out of school I didn't have the sale drugs no more for us to have nice things all I was thinking  about was us but people and environment has a lot to do with young people mind her friends and her cousin convince her not to wait on me go on with their life because I was doing the same thing so when I got back things had changed she was not the same love that I had left they had convinced her that I was un- faithful and not true to her so we broke up on that but until today my love has never changed  But I know that in my heart I was true and faithful never did anything wrong so to all that read this blog and know what I feel this one is dedicated to you. Try to mend that empty part that is in your heart true saying if you can't be with the one you love then love the one you with peace pastorsvoice!