Just look at me what do you see?

Look at me what do you see? A man? A black man? ugly? good looking? So what listen to this I'm on disability and when I look at my self I don't look disable! But my hands look find but they cramp and hurt from all the years of being a mechanic and so many car crashes and been ran over by three car and left for dead on 378 Hwy. Hit by a train and I'm still here! My body has give up. Pain is a every day thing! But my brain is still in high gear and dragon helps me a lot to put out my blogs! Well most say tough cookie deal with it! Sometime my mind fool me that I can still do what I want to do but the mind plays tricks on you! Hard to cope lost and on doctors dope sometimes feels no hope lets spit for a few! Listen vision of a better life slowly leaves my mind a dream of having of just having is just a dream because reality kick in and take a look at me again! Just know that life will win to blow my chance again! So you say who cares! But they just don't see my fears and tears to have my home it's is long gone! To travel heck my body won't handle. Days I lay so depress in this mess that I just can't move paralyze no will to move but to look at me you will say you look good! Hey bitching is not me! But to talk about it make me free! How do you hang in this only the strong will gain and if you are not like the rest then you will never get the best in living this life you will never guess! To work and then don't to start all over when your life is half over 50 and counting but the let down is mounting. Yes all can't be rich! Yes all can't be on top. Yes all can't be in the spotlight. But why offer a life that most can't be heck just look at me! Easter morning here I'm blogging should been out jogging but my leg is so dead and believe me it's not in my head! So I wait and vent to plead this case but beware that my mind is test to give my best and the rest will I deal no matter how I feel so when I paid my bill maybe still the rest of me can fulfill this word thing that can grill so my soul can have a meal and never appeal to have one mill bucks just a dream! So if you feel what this old man spill out his mouth and having much zeal to be real oh yeah I'm the deal when blogging! But I'm lost when not! This man don't need pity! All I need is you to read and enjoy happy Easter! Just me speaking my mind and getting this off my chest! peace pastorvoices!!!!

yes six feet from the edge and I'm thinking maybe six feet ain't far down!

the king is gone!

The king is gone oh were oh were has that has that freaky king gone? This king lose his throne the clown is still working the girl with spots on her face is booming! Even the cows still say's eat more chicken! But you are not seen any more! How is it the place has your name but no you? You got a singing four eyed bald as and eagle man talking about turkey! Turkey? What turkey took your place or you was a joke from the start let see first your face had a bad face lift! You smile all the time never did you took a whopper and kick it's azz! Whopper Jr and spicy chicken took the show and blow up heck they told the whopper to shut the hell up! All you did was smile! Smile? What is it with that stupid smile when I saw you sitting on a man bed all you did woke him up and smile WTF? Hey mutombo still is blocking stuff! And "saying not in my house!"And what are you doing some where smiling like when some one who runs backwards in a corn field and be shock that a corn cob is stuck in his azz!! Oh now you want some one to care about your sorry smiling azz! Who knew that the king will get cut! And no one care about how you who broke in and stole stuff no cop caught you or put you in jail heck if that was one of us they would have beat our door down! But nooo! The king got away in those tight azz tights and a cape on a motorcycle I don't even believe it how someone as not cool as you get to have a place with your name on it! We need to rename your place let me see jack in the box? No they are more better! Carl jr no they take to long to give you your stuff! What about duchess bag king! Why you and your have it your way when if I want a duck burger you look at me like I ask for to wear your crown! No one want to wear your crown like you don't sell duck burgers so how the heck can I have it my way you dick! This is crazy why do you think that you can just be the king! When all you do is look so lost when the clown can get down and you can't! You got piss when that old lady ask you Where's the beef? You tried to hang late nite but you could not hang! But you tried to get people to like you by smiling! Well you hit the rock bottom I found you and it don't look pretty! PORN just look at you when I see your picture at the bottom and top of page I ask why cum on your mouth and you trying to look sexy well this is all I can say all that called themselves the king is going Elvis, Michael, Don, Rodney, And now burger! SO like EX-lax this run thru you and make you mess your Azz up! Hail to Long john sliver! GO FISH! And wipe your mouth you cum sucker! peace pastorvoices!!!

words and change!

Words has change so much that when you here them you will say WTF? Like tweens what is that they didn't had a phase for some one who is not a teenager and not a kid? Why don't they just leave it alone! Why make a word as tween and then make it popular to say? Listen the kids is not 13 yet and they are not 9 so what are they just kid that need to live their age and stop trying to grow them up too fast! This is our problem here in the USA! Now stop before you get all stupid on me and hear me out because if you get mad at the truth then don't read my blog why all you will get is the truth! So truth hurts! And here is some truth we change words to make it where no one can get offend by them! Like retard or retarded now we say mentally challenge. But you know a person that do stuff so stupid that you call them a retard not meaning that they are handicap or that they have a physical disability but what you are saying that you are so lost and do stuff so weird that that no normal acting person would do! Retard! Watch this Gay when you said gay back in time you just describe how happy they act and it didn't matter if you was call gay! But because we like to put word to act now gay is a slur that no one want to be called if they are straight! But nothing mean what the hell it's saying! Watch this you is the bomb! or you so cool! or kiss my azz! do you kiss a Azz when ask! If so here is one everyone like a little azz kissing every now and then. Now this piece of truth will blow you away every one who go to church love to say I am a Christian! But the word Christian was a slur by the old saints to the new ones the said they were Christ like and now we took a slur and made a whole movement after it! But if you called me a butt wipe I would not make it in to something that you would call good! What I'm saying words will hurt and when you put them out you can't take them back but if you convince a lot of people to think that it's cool to be a Tween! You can pass numb nuts to be cool! or son of a brisket or a mother flockier to be cool ! Now this is true all men and now women is mothers fuckers! All who has a child or you are having babies then your partner is a mother fucker when you have sex then are you both fucking each other? And one had a baby or can have a baby two men can say that no matter how they act or have sex! Why neither can give birth! So only a woman can be a mother and now both try to poke her! so if you don't like the words that most say offend them.Then stop putting them in our face and say this is you! Hey I like retard and I'm not making fun of the disable It just mean you are a dumb azz! And if I call you a dick It don't mean you are one just act like one! peace pastorvoices!

slum lord!

Here we go again facing no home this mess make me go to war on slum lords! First they have the nerve to say they need their money for a house that they don't do a dam thing to! And now when you say fix it or I won't pay then they pull out their azz a stupid saying that you have to move hell I'm not 30 day back on my rent yet but now you let me know you don't give a rats azz about it's raining in here you don't care about the floor when I can see the ground threw it but most of all these rats and roaches that take over my house any time they want to come out! Man you get so tired of messing with these people where the hell is the American dream not for the ones that stay in this place! To say I'm black and don't have any say so in this place you say go back to Africa hell I never been there or do I want to go! Look in the phonebook if there's is one martin in it he is not kin to me! I was born in Elisabeth N.J not in a hut or some shack! Glory manners was the place I knew but my mother brought us down to a place call south Carolina hell To me Africa look better and not just to any place Darlington S.C. And there is nothing darling about this place. Yes we have slum lords in jersey! But Here we have a bunch of people who stole the land and now renting it for a price that is not worth the house you live in! I know we don't like to talk about the past but we in this place we live in the past each day. At this point I'm ready to catch a case go ride on this landlord and bust a few caps in his azz! Hell you say move right well this is hard to do when you don't qualify for a azz wipe here!If you owe then you can get but first you must not be able to pay for it then you can get it! But when you don't owe no one then it's a bitch! Why I don't like to owe no one and these dicks want you in debt so they can bust your chops and take what you have so they can say the black man is sorry and lazy and don't want nothing. Well that's true if that you but I'm not like that and I won't bow down to just make a tobacco spiting no dick having dog smelling azz wipe to say see them black azz people don't need nothing but a shack look at pictures down and you will see what the hell i'm talking about! And to the one that read this and don't like it so what it not you that got your family in this shit! peace pastorsvoice!!!!HAVE A NICE DAY!It's Joe's apartment!

faking the funk!

These big oh bombs is not real sure someone paid for them but this is my take on faking the funk! So many people is not happy with the way they look! They will change anything they don't like! Just look at Michael Jackson oh my bad you can't! His fake funk beat it! And all his thriller is now a filler and all will say stop picking on him I like him! Well leave your little brother or your young son with him and just see how much you like him now! Ok I will start this now asking who bad? That face job you did! You change so much that you lost your nose! How the hell can you lose your nose that is on your face OK my bad again he could take his nose off and on any time he wanted to! How fake is that you walk in and a nose is on the table! But how about this! Hey being real I hate the hell out of weave hair! Why you are faking the funk! You know that your hair did not grow that straight after it came out of the band that wrapped your knots around! It's bad enough that we have to act like we mind when you ladies fake that you are Cumming! When we are banging in bed! Do you really think we really care after we get ours! Man you can fake the funk all you want scream and moan heck I have cum and gone! So here is another fake thing we do when we put a sock down in our cock and act like this is what we got! Or when the ladies take a duchess and then say I'm a virgin! Or when a man drive in the woods and you ask what are you doing? After we have said let's do the dam thing! This is a good one When you wake up and your panties is off and he is on you getting his nut then you ask what are you doing? "Heck getting a nut!" You know like my oil checker is apart of your pond no that's not a dream because you are awake asking me what are you doing! Heck I'm not an sex expert but so many ask me in my e-mail to tell them what the heck they all ready know! You faked the funk so much that you have start living your lie! Big twins and no butt! WTF! Here you got all these twins but nothing to hold on to it's like banging a stick with two knots on it! See time has change A lady with a good body is in. Some fools think that they like a big butt! But it's a big butt that takes a lot off toilet paper to wipe and no matter how much toilet paper you use stick your finger back there and scratch the hole and smell your finger! A big butt has a lot of funk! Just take this to mind! Be real stop changing things to get some one who you will hate when all you put on have to come off or out or will go south! No matter how much you pull and tuck nip and burn time will tell you that the smile on your face never leave even when you are piss off you won't stop smiling and people will say stop playing! Boy we can't take you serious because you are always smiling! When it's just your face is stuck! Man when they stop asking me to give them advice on life then I would stop being so blunt! This is one thing I hate A Fake azz person how about you? If for some reason you like to be lied to then take your stunt when you fake the funk that why your girl call you a punk! With your small and can screw azz! peace pastorsvoice!!! look down and all the ladies just think if all this was in you no faking there! HAVE SOME FUN OK?

K/Y jelly blues!

This is the disappointment you spend your money and get this sex changing jelly that make a good screw bad! You ask me how just think on these things! First you put this jelly on a kitty cat that all ready is wet then you have a ocean! That most would never stay in why the flood of the fluid is too great for the stick to stay in and to all that say I don't have that problem sure a little stick can float in a pond but a big stick get push out by pressure! So don't pat yourself on the back big sticks know what I'm talking about! See the only ones need this is the one that has a desert between their legs! Or some one who love to swim! Because if you add more water to a stream it floods! And you want to feel what you are getting right? if you want to fake the smoke some crack and chase that lie! Fact Two! K/Y jelly is lube to make it easy to get in now just think about having a baby naturally look how big that pond get! And You with a oil checker that don't measure up to a head! Think on this! Now to all the freaks that can't make love the old way! You is so happy you got a freak that do anything you want so you brag on how good your sex is lets go there you so happy you found this ride But look at the ride the ride did not learn how to twist and turn on you many rode that ride before you and that ride has been on that track many times why you think it so good! But that ride can't tell you when it is going to malfunction what I mean IT TAKE TIME TO KNOW YOU HAVE AIDS! NOW ENJOY THE RIDE!AND LOOK AT THE PICTURE AND SAY WHAT FUN I HAD WITH K/Y yours and mind!

a word to the hater!

Do your best to try my test my flow is so smooth and all that you say just make me grow and grow! So you think that your words is doing damage but you just don't know how the hell I manage to say one step above the mess you steady love to spit out your chest. So I see just what you is all about! You try to bring me down but you need to ask around town!My flow is what you don't know how deep that I am in the steet of words! And what you really don't know is what a thug is about? When every word come out your mouth is slow and not sure how the game is played.Let me take you to school about how I rule! This beast that you unleash just grow and grow to spit this shit that takes true grit and never giving a shit about how it feel or what the deal thats why i keep it real to all that fulfill my sex appeal now you are asking is he for real? Sure you start! Now my turn to show just how it done! Time is not your friend And if you don't keep you head up with a blink you sink into my world of pain in your brain thats make you feel the blame for the shame that has landed just like a plane all up in your rain! What rain? This rain feel the cool water that hits your skin you say it feels so good until the flu hits you and you say what the hell is happening to me! See you call me rain but I'm the flu that is kicking the shit out of you making you feel that you need a pill but you just don't know no pill will cure this ill just the mess that came from your chest that is in your heart which made the start of all this woe that keeps me in a flow! So in my groove thats why i'm so smooth to show just how much you don't know to be a hater carry a price that cost your life the pain all ways bring you back to school and the rule is you make me better and better every time you step out of line how the hell you like these rhymes that put the haters on a dime time after time. So next time you will think before wink my words will keep you insnink that pastorsvoice is the bank that you place all that you may think and you will know I'm the baddest mo fo that you know!PEACE PASTORSVOICE Have a nice day haters!

cell phone woes!

Here is a piece of advice you think that because you pay all that money on your phone you think you have the best well here is a true story about cell phones! I was off I-20 at the Lamar exit and I needed gas so I was talking on my phone a really good one. One that cost me $ 86.00 a month yes you read right Boss I thought! Well when I pull in at gas station my phone went dead as in no bars no way I was going to make my call to tell my client I'm on my way I just stop to get gas. So picture me in the parking lot like a satellite with my phone I put it up no bars pulled it down no bars now at this time I start going around and around but no bars! Now here come a big azz tractor! And this tractor pull in the lot too! This dirty black man that look like he was on the range for a long time he had dust from his head to toe. And what really caught my attention his shoes was not cowboys boots they were old skips that had duct tape all on them these shoes needed to be thrown away before his momma was born all he really had was the tape to stick his feet in and sticking out one of the holes was his toe nail! And this nail was long and brown I bet if he run across a field his print would look like a deer track and some hunter would be piss off because he was the deer they was tracking! But this dusty man came my way and spit that nasty azz tobacco spit out of his mouth! And ask something that made me stop and look! "He said why are you holding your phone and going around and around that's funny!" Now at this time I wanted to ask his why are you intercourseing with me! But I laugh and said I don't have any signal on my phone! He said well I do want to use my phone? So me being a smart azz said yes sure what can it hurt! This mother of a dead dog pulled a phone our of his pocket that was so old and it was a free phone that the state gives you with 250 free minutes on it. Now I am here with this my touch that cost me all this money with no bars then I look at his dirty free phone that has all it's bars! And he rub it in and said I can go to the river and fish and still have bars how about you? Now at this point I was piss all this money I'm paying for this phone and he pay nothing but my phone can't make a call but his dirty free phone can! This showed me that simple will beat complex all the time! So the next time I get a phone which will be in two years! Dam T-Mobile you piece of crap! Free is the way to go a free drink get you more high than a paid one! A free party have more fun that one you pay for! And last but not lease a free screw last longer than one you pay for! At lease you can go for seconds but if you pay one is all you get! So take this to the bank free beats payments all day! peace pastorsvoice!!!!!!!!

Porn really!

You see I don't have to say that porn is bad because some like it a lot! And never would I put my likes and dislikes on no one! But I do have one thing to say about this I want you to be really real with your self! What is porn? to look at a picture or to watch a film but this is something you can't touch or feel can get into the action all you can do is wish and hope! Help me out on this one what good is it to see a naked tail and can't get none! Now for the young ones who never had sex or the stupid ones that can't get none well I guess it works for you. But to the rest that have a good sex life sometime it don't make sense! I'm a man why in the hell would I want to look at another man cock? This piss me off to open my page and a big dick is in my face! No I can barely stand to look in a woman tail when I know I can not stick it or lick it or feel it! Me I have never been to a strip club! Never had a problem of getting laid! Sorry you have to grow up when we was young we jacked ours birds! And every male child have played with his Johnson one time or another! But you grow up meet a lady and do the wild thing! But you have some that just love their hands! And they fall in love with making their bird puke! But any one who have been in love know that if you do it right you don't need boosters cables! You can bang your brains out and never had to used a book to start you! Lets put this out there. When you put your naked azz on line and all the wacko's see you and one find you and rape you don't get mad! Why rape of one who is minding their own business he need to have his dick stuck in his mouth! But to the ones that get on line and advertise nudity don't be shock when they come to full fill your ads! Now if you did not want no one to see why would you put it on the world wide web! Now some on here act out and feel what they see is what they can get. And I mean get! And now you are asking you self why did he do this to me? Well if you can't deliver don't advertise! This is crazy Why would you dress like you want to be bang but you don't. Well don't play with fire then you won't get brunt! But to the ones that like it go for what you know! But as for me keep your dicks off my page why I got A big black one to look at and it works fine! peace pastorsvoice!!!!! this picture is for the ones that is in love with your hand!

my lazy azz!

There are some days I'm so lazy that I hate to move my butt! Man I wish that they can make a lazy man thing to do all my work even my workouts! Today I'm so lazy that I hated to get my pillow from the foot of the bed! But we all have those days don't we? Here's a way that I can still be lazy and get the job done! Watch this get a machine that cooks cleans walk the dog and take me to the rest room! Ok some is covered most of those thing I all ready have a machine to do and it's called MY WIFE! I know that sound bad but it's the truth! Now that restroom thing they won't let me get a bed pan because no one will dump it! the won't get me a porter potty because then I got to get up! And that's not in the plan! Let's see if I can run a tube from my butt and my big oil checker if they make one that big Ha Ha and I know what the ladies just said you wish that saw that and I'm ready! But no you wish! Then you would not have that vibrator under your bed because you can't get a oil checker to fit your swamp! Ok let get back to me! These tubes will run from me to the toilet and hope that Tyler my dog don't chew on it because he just might get a brown surprise! And then my machine will be piss then I have to get off my lazy azz and clean! Nope that is not the plan! What the hell is the plan? To lay my lazy azz right here and do what I do best Fart eat sleep and channel search to see the Acc play basketball or march madness in full HDTV now is that so bad? But to my machine and my kids and that dog that sits on it's lazy azz and don't get a job or won't guard the dam house any one can come in and this dog won't move! Heck me and the dog can be good friends until I have to let it out side to take a crap! And heck no that is not the plan! Why can't a man have this one tiny thing? Oh you say what tiny thing? Just to lay on my couch and let my feet stink up the room as they are higher than my head and get you to wait on me hand and foot hell if we can work something out you can take me to bathroom! But I know that's in the plan! One more thing to ladies! If you don't mind march madness is just around the bend and If you don't mind all that I was suppose to do let that stuff wait until the Tar heels win it all and if they don't win let that stuff wait until they do why I'm lazy as hell today and that potato look just like me don't you think? Ok it look better than me how about cook it and put some ketchup on it give it to me and tonight you won't have to used that vibrator! Because I will get the heck up for sex! And when half time is up in the game you will burn that god forsaking machine that make you so dam lazy!

pop up ads!

All those pop up on my page all the time I go to yahoo I can't get by some one trying to get me to look at a naked girl or to buy something or to join some class reunion or to try something that I don't have a clue as what the heck they is offering! Why in the world do these stupid ads come up? If they are so good word of mouth will spread them. But these things that they offer Stevie wonder can see that they are no good! And I have never been to a strip club Why would I want to meet you on line when most that is on line lie lie lie about who they are how they look and what they have. Sorry to the ones that found true love on line this next statement will hurt! You have to be desperate lonely and nobody in their in circle of friend that want you or you some azz hole that get his kicks in lying! Or this is the big one you are some one that never had a relationship besides your pets! To the guys out here that reads my blog can you tell me where's the thrill in sticking your money in a lady G-string and all you can do is look and don't get no booty? Or you and the boys give all your money to these girls and some other man like her boyfriend spend your money and the next day all you got for a weeks work is how much fun you had at a strip club and now you are broke can't pay for beer you ask me to buy because some other guy who you don't know is out with the girl who you don't know spending your money that you had a chance to know if you kepted it in your pocket but no you made it rain in the club you gave all you had to make you look big! Why in the hell would you still have a Champaign mind but a beer wallet! Listen to a piece of mind you have to live for the rest of the week! And you know job stands for just over broke! Now ladies here's a sure way you don't have to worry about when your man go out listen to pastorsvoice on this one! Get his tail in the bed room and screw his brains out not once but knock a home run with his azz! Then let him go I bet you he won't have this in mind let me see if I can score! Why the first thing would hit his mind is she never did that before and all the time she never in the mood what got in to her? And when he ask tell him if you can't take care home I'm getting ready to show the next one what he in for this is just practice and leave it at that I'll bet you each time he get ready to go out he will think twice about how you whipped that thing on him and he will picture you whipping it on someone else and he will say sorry fellows I got to get home because my lady is acting strange and I want to see what's up! And in your mind you can say GOT YA! OR bang his brains out and look just like this picture when you are riding him! peace pastorsvoice!!!

A story of stupidity!

A Most people would love to have this instead of the pain that comes with this action! Read this story and see what you think! Fifteen young college kids go in a restaurant and sit down as a group! And me and my wife is sitting behind them! Yes to all that read $50 dollar plastic spoon! This is another disaster! Well the waitress came and said would you like to order? They said yes! And they got menu and some got rack of ribs some got the two for $20 dollars some got shrimp&crab heck some got the 24oz T-bone and they ate and drank they had her to refill their glasses more that three times. Then they went to the bar that is in this place and they had mix drinks gin and absolute bud light and ice-cream drank with spirits in it! So as the night was whining down the big azz check hit! Now at this point all fun stopped! A puzzle look be fell on the faces of the fifteen! They ask each other did they have any money and the first one that said no! Was the one who told all lets go out to eat! So one said to a young lady call your mother she will pay for this. But she said no my mother is mad at me she told me not to hang with the crew and I said you don't pick my friends! Stop and take this bit of advice when you are in college it is to learn! As time go on you do get smarter! We who is in this world know nothing in this world is free! Not even the air you breathe! So let's finish this story! Some tried to leave but the bar tender stopped them and call his manger! Now when the news got all thru the place the cooks was piss the waitress was more piss why she did all that serving and got nothing! But the manger was boiling she knew that all that was coming out her store profit! So the next phone call turn the fifteen night from bad to worst! Guess who was call! Heck the Cops! And these azz clowns made it worst after they got finish asking the fifteen why they did it then he looked at the manger did they had desert? Now if that was me the fifteen and the four cop and me would have been in a knock down drag out azz kicking match and some one would have pull some cash out or write a check that their azz had to cash! But she look and did what the cops ask she said do any one want desert? And no one said yes. Can you believe this man if I know that this is my last minute of freedom all the cake I can eat will be giving so I can be free for a few minutes longer! But no one said yes. So the cops said this is the last meal you fifteen will eat until morning! Stupidity is free but it is more dumber when you pay for it look at picture below as see the cat azz? How he think this is so cool to have a cat azz on a beer belly! How smart is that Ladies a cool man or a dumb azz boy you pick! peace pastorsvoice!

snap-back fool

This blog is call my time to flow! To all those fake azz people on Google plus! And you know who you are! No one can see just how fake they can be! When all the time they ask for things that their there little ass minds can't understand why fake is X in the Y is the part that make you! See all they want you to do is listen to theirs bull but never have time to just hear your voice when time get hard they get lost! Why do you call yourself my boy when there is no real faithfulness in your momma! Yes I said yo momma! Because the limb don't fall far from the tree! Listen to all the one's that read this blog on bloggers, Facebook, LinkedIn, word press, twitter you do have class! But some of the ones on Google plus if I take a micro chip and stick it in a hat they will say so cool hi-tech I want one! Why they need a phone to talk to them why no one else want to because they have book smarts up the rizzle! But this thing call common sense! Boy The judge is out for this one! Hell no court is not in session! These pricks is so dingy that if you stick them in a tool box you want miss them in the nuts&bolts! Why in the hell you call this a SOCIAL NETWORK if half don't know how the hell to be SOCIAL! All day they talk about news like you don't have a T.V! Or they talk about how they miss STEVE JOBS THE APPLE MAN! Heck this dick is dead! But they wish he come out with a new apple phone! How stupid is that! Let me put this in large letters HE IS NOT GETTING HIS PRESENT FROM UNDER YOUR TREE! YOU DUM ASS! Sorry to be so blunt but these people is making me try Bing! And hell they is just as stuck up as some of those so call friends on Google plus! I might have my page flag or spammed! But to have a right to let people know that good and common politeness goes a long way than just being a prick! in my close just listen! It don't hurt to be kind and understanding to others and you just might help a life that is in trouble! P.S Steve jobs is gone and no matter how much you write You won't get a new apple phone that he made if you want one hey stick a chip in a apple and talk to it just like you do your old phone! And it will bring you peace! YOU LOST PIECE OF SHIT! peace pastorsvoice<

GRATEFUL!

Today my heart is at peace! This day many things I have wrote made us laugh made us wonder and made us under stand. But today this blog will do neither. Just sit back and let me flow for just a few! GRATFULNESS is not some thing that you buy or some thing that is a lie. But as time go by you have to earn it! Most don't understand the meaning or the when what where or the why. But in my 50 years I have learn how to just be grateful for life! No you don't have to be half dead to just be thankful! To ones that don't have a god Your lost! And if you do your gain! But as for me today is a eye-opening turn of events. How can you mend if you don't hurt? How can you smile if your heart was never broken? How can you enjoy life when you never lived? They say beauty is in the eyes of the beholder! But if you don't know beauty how can you behold it? My point is life sometimes make you think you have all the time in the world. But how is that when tomorrow is not promise to anyone? To have the meaning of life. Means you have one! But no one seems to measure up to all that falls out their pie hole or fit the same stander that they try to make you meet! Why or how can these things be? We who live in this big ball of dirt that we calls the earth must realize that no one and I mean no one can promise that it will be easy! But to live in this place you must learn how to go with the flow. Why if you swim you can go with the flow or against it but in all aspects you are still swimming! So why make me climb a mountain when I don't have to! Why make me sing when I don't like singing? All I am saying is Be grateful for just being who you are and what you can be! peace pastorsvoice!Be grateful for all the little things!

F.L.U.=DRUGS!

The flu is a bad mother shut your mouth! "Flu means" [F] stands for freaking! [L] stands for legion! And [U]stands for under-attack! Man I drag my self to even type this blog! These little un-seen can tell where they are in you on you above you heck they is all around you! In my chest! In my head! In my lungs! All over me my body feels sweaty I'm hot then I'm not! That dog gone doctor shot me in my arm with this mess and say, "You are not protected against the flu! You lying piece of shit! Why put me threw all that just for me to still catch it!All these pictures is my weapon on this bad azz legion! I have put my poor body in a war and I don't know who is winning if I don't take drugs I feel like crap! And if I do I feel like a higher crap! So which is it high crap? Or low crap? My mind is spinning! But there's still more look at this!But it's get better as the day wear on and night is coming! Here's another one for you!Now by night fall I am a zombie high as a bald buzzer but sick as a dead dog! Oh I'm sorry a dead dog is not sick he is dead! Ok sick as swollen nuts! But to my aid comes this little relief this makes my night breathe so so much better!Just look at those little red beauties!these bad boys will make snot run out your nose mouth! Cold will jump out your eyes and your throat will be on fire! try my FLU remedy!peace pastorsvoice!