You gave up on me

When I  was weak  just knowing that you are here gives me the heart to press on but in the span of time your love has moved on  most nights i lay and wonder why how who was my world just past me by my soul still searching for what you gave just a smile or how was your day in a time when much was strong you gave up and now i ask for how long was the feeling of emptiness in my mind to just hold you love you  please you all in the same frame of mind  but where are you now when my life need someone there you gave up on me I'm the one you prayed for in the past you never knew how long your payers did last threw your words you formed me shape me in stored in me all the things you wanted your man to be but time made a jump and you stopped so blunt and gave up on me now I'm forum and brought to life still looking for my wife but you gave up on me now what am I going to do with this life you gave up on me.Well if this don't move you well come kiss my lips put all out of me just make my heart run most do get this and they don't know how to accept when you talk sweet to them most just want you to kick the door down grab that booty and where is my blunt got a beer what you cook me and my ty got a game give you a kiss on the lips but give his side pieces a roll in her bed but them you won't give up on first thing you say I Don't why he do me this way! but i love him! Don't cry on google about how no good he is but you are laying beside him and still buying his no good butt as you call him all the beer he can drink all the weed he can smoke paying his non-support cashing in all your food stamps give him half getting your tail kicked because no food in the house what you say pastorsvoice??? yep yep I said it now come on you knew this all the time!

It no need to get mad at me but you should be pissed with yourself because this dude tells you each day what you know but will not accept but when  good man enters your life you kicks him to the curb saying some bull about he was not right but you are the one twisted you let that dick use you but when someone loves you your twisted mind say i can deal with him he to soft you count kindness for weakness why can I talk sweet stuff and you just relate to them oh my bad let me slap the crap out of you then tell you i love you now you understand that why can't we love anymore we need to wake up