I see your tears!

 As I sit in my living room shots rang out in the night,  A door slams! Some one just got shot! See in the housing projects this is a every day thing, "Life is just for the moment!" Because if you dream, life has a way of changing those dreams. See you live in a house with a yard, good neighbors, who watches out for who come in your yard! Kids just run and play, You sit on the porch so nice and to be honest that is a good life! But that is only one side here's another side where you live in housing not a house but housing your yard is the parking lot\playground\BBQ party\prayers meeting is the grounds of our housing!  Where Your neighbor is looking for that come up and what you have may be on the menu! When your kids go out and run and play don't blink or slip! Because as we used to say "YOU WILL SEE THEM ON A MILK CARTON MISSING"! Today I'm writing truth and my real life. 57 years old in life and asphalt and concrete was my beginnings! And again I'm writing to you from a place like the beginning! We see each day how some one died. Your mind goes numb! And after awhile the shock is no more! Each day in housing be one your 100% because in here we all needs a helping hand! Not ghetto fabulous! Because this is real life not movie Talk! REAL LIFE!

She got a gun! bang bang! Now he is trying to run! As he feels the heat of the bullet! Hitting him! NO! This is not about some sad case of police killing, NOT THIS TIME! This is life in housing! Not some distance stranger but some one who made you smile, someone who would ride or die with you. This is the mother of your babies! But just like that the road it always has a curve in it! Now the cries of the children echoing out in the night blue lights every where 10 deep and now the play ground has sheets! Now he lies in the streets like a piece of meat as they load him up and take him away now red lights mix with blue!

This is the meaning when a flame is in our hands what do we do with it? Each road that has a curve in it change direction MY YAH IS THE CURVE! Let's change our direction before someone blows your candle out! Shalum Pastorsvoice!